I'm Really a God

Kou Ziqing turned around and said that he understood the root of Kotomine Kirei's doubts. Kotomine Kirei was born with a personality defect, unable to feel beautiful about the beautiful things that people said, but hard to forget the ugly things that many people said.

Yanfeng Lizheng had a son who loved him very much in his later years, and he was very pleased to see that he could become the representative of the Eighth Secret Society. He always thought that his son was a pious and kind believer, with some qualities of a saint.

After Kotomine Kirei got married as an adult, his wife was beautiful and kind, and loved him very much. All this seemed so beautiful to ordinary people, but it was ugly to him. On the contrary, when his wife was sick and suffering in bed, he It's joy in my heart.

Kotomine Kirei felt that it was inconceivable that he could become a priest with such strange and distorted values, and that he could gain the glory of God and turn it into strength.He tried hard to correct his own deviations, and always wanted to ask God why he had such strange thinking, but unfortunately, the heavenly Father never spoke up, let alone answer.

This kind of contradiction kept Kotomine Kirei in a state of struggle. When he saw the strangeness of 'Matou Shinji' communicating with the will of the great god that day, he looked through the classics and felt that it was only something that had witnessed the will of the great god. If it was someone else's Glory is like seeing the sun on the ground, so 'Shen Er' saw the sun itself.

This kind of qualification is not much different from that of a prophet, so Kotomine Kirei felt that he could ask him, as if a believer could not hear the voice of the heavenly father, but could ask a prophet.

"It is only the moral thinking of human beings to make people good. God does not make people good, because he has no good or evil in himself. Good people and evil people are the same to him. Do you think kindness is a passport to communicate with gods? Only kind people Are you a devout believer? That’s really a mistake. Many ordinary good people are far less devout than evil people. Most of the people who come to pray and repent are those who have done ‘evil’, good people who really have no evil deeds, and there is a need for repentance.”

"...!!"

Kotomine Kirei stood there stunned, Kou Ziqing's words were earth-shattering, but they really touched on the blind spots in his previous cognition.In fact, the people who are most devout to Guan Yu in the Chinese mainland are not policemen or businessmen, but gang members. Guan Yu is obviously mythologically called the Fourth Marshal of the Taoist Dharma Protector, and is worshiped more.But there are also many wicked people among believers, because they are described as having nothing to do with good and evil, but only to care about loyalty.

The supreme god of the only holy religion is the heavenly father, and the Chinese people think that the highest is God, which is similar in essence, but has been "humanized" by the missionaries. The Taoist god has become the Jade Emperor, and the only holy religion has become God, although the process of humanization is different, is still described as a rule-like existence in essence.

"God has nothing to do with good or evil, sincerity is spiritual. The 7 graces given by the heavenly father are "baptism", "marriage", "graduation", "confirmation", "confession", "anointing", and "holy order", you can get The eighth grace that does not exist in ordinary people has nothing to do with your personality, it only lies in your belief."

After Kou Ziqing finished speaking, he waved his hand and left Kotomine Kirei in a daze without looking back. After a long while, Kotomine Kirei came back to his senses and said:

"Worthy of being a prophet."

Kou Ziqing's words cleared up some doubts in Kotomine Kirei's heart, but still did not fundamentally solve his troubles. His values ​​are already distorted. Do he want to see himself in the eyes of others, or release the distortion in his heart to obtain real happiness? Woolen cloth?

Summer vacation is the most unique vacation for the two professions of students and teachers. Under normal circumstances, if parents are free, they will take their children to play. Ordinary families will go to the countryside and so on. Better ones will take them for travel, and even go abroad.

Kou Ziqing got on the plane to Germany at the Tokyo airport. At the moment, he is tall and tall, and he speaks fluent English. The name on the passport has changed to English. In short, anyone who sees him will not contact Shenji Matou together.

This is Kou Ziqing using Daoist supernatural powers of size Ruyi to turn himself into an adult, and his age is older than the real one. He looks close to 25 or [-] years old. After comprehending the magic power of size Ruyi, Kou Ziqing will enter the In the world of limited fantasy, he no longer needs the power of the world to help him adjust his age, and he can act on his own will.

At the beginning of the summer vacation, Kou Ziqing had already left Fuyuki to go to another city under the arrangement of the old insect.The fourth Holy Grail War took place in the second semester after the summer vacation, but Kou Ziqing transferred to another school and left the original elementary school, and will spend the next semester in an elementary school in another city.

Although the family's women and children have been transferred, Matou Heye has not left Fuyuki for the time being. Kou Ziqing's current situation is similar to that of being raised by relatives in the countryside by his parents during the summer vacation.Naturally, Kou Ziqing would not spend the summer vacation boringly alone, leaving behind a silhouette of a child, he left Matou's house in Nagano Prefecture, planning to wander around before the Fourth Holy Grail War.

"Fortunately, I recovered my mana, and I realized the Taoism of paper-cutting into shadows very early, which gave me great freedom and was not restricted by the plot."

Kou Ziqing was very thankful while drinking the coffee poured by the stewardess. He was not an ordinary person. Even if an ordinary person accidentally broke the dimensional wall and became Shinji Matou, he might not be able to get involved in too many plots. Many things happened and were irreversible.

"The summer vacation is so hot, just be a firefighter once."

Putting down the coffee cup, Kou Ziqing looked at the clouds outside the plane window and thought in his heart. He went to Germany to meet Ilya first. Although this girl did not suffer as much as Ying received, her fate was doomed long ago. After the five Holy Grail Wars, no matter what route she takes, she will eventually die.

There are many poor people in the Holy Grail War, Matou Kariya is also destined to die, but Kou Ziqing doesn't care, because that is his choice, but Ilya has no choice.

The masters of the Fourth Holy Grail War all had ways to kill, but the young masters of the Fifth Holy Grail War who have not yet grown up are innocent. Kou Ziqing himself is best at controlling luck and changing fate against the sky. Yun Tianshi, in this world where fantasy is realized, does not need to worry about cause and effect, so he is naturally ready to be a firefighter without fear.

It takes a lot of time for the plane to travel from Tokyo to Berlin. Kou Ziqing closed his eyes and rested. In the eyes of others, he had already fallen asleep due to the exhaustion of the carriages and horses.

Fuyuki City, Matou family.

Sakura stared blankly out of the window, suddenly felt something moving in her clothes, and quickly took out something from her close pocket, it was a piece of talisman paper, the paper moved by itself, then twisted and changed, and finally turned into the size of a doll Kou Ziqing.

"cherry."

"Nissan!"

Jian Tongying looked overjoyed at the slapped Kou Ziqing, Kou Ziqing moved his body and said:

"It's been a few days since I left Fuyuki, how are you doing?"

"Fortunately."

"What are you doing, have you cooked the Matou family's meal today?"

"Eh……"

"It's rare for you to be free during the day, but you can't waste your time just because I'm not around. Cooking skills don't develop in a day."

Kou Ziqing put his hands on his hips and said righteously. The appearance made Jian Tongying laugh, but he quickly covered his mouth, as if afraid of being discovered by others.

"Nissan, how was your time in Nagano Prefecture?"

Ying asked him about the family, and Kou Ziqing said:

"I'm not familiar with the place, I need to get used to it for a few days, but I'm flying to Germany now."

"Germany?"

Ying was stunned and didn't expect Kou Ziqing to go abroad. Kou Ziqing said:

"Well, I left a silhouette at the Matou Mansion in Nagano, and at the same time obtained a passport through hints and other means."

"Nissan, what are you doing so far out there?"

"I'm going to check on the situation in Einzbern, Sakura, do you know about the Holy Grail War?"

Sakura nodded and said:

"Didn't you tell me that? The Holy Grail War is where magicians snatch the Holy Grail of omnipotence, summon heroic spirits to fight, and the victor gets the right to make wishes."

"The Holy Grail War is like this on the surface. The initiator of this battle is the ceremony performed by the Matou, Tohsaka, and Einzbern families to reach the root."

The Holy Grail is a miracle relic derived from the legend of Christ.In Christian circles, there are many legends of travelers seeking the Holy Grail.Then, when the Holy Grail that appeared was judged to be "true" by the Church of the Holy Church, a battle for it would naturally break out.The battle that takes place in pursuit of the Holy Grail as a holy relic is the Holy Grail War in a broad sense.

The Holy Grail War in Fuyuki City is naturally not the real Holy Grail, but made using underground spiritual veins. In the land controlled by the Tohsaka family, the ground veins in Fuyuki City are connected to a source of magic power that is so huge that it can be called endless In this Holy Grail War, the Tohsaka family provided the land, the Ain capitalists provided the Holy Grail technology, and the Matou family provided the command spells to control the heroic spirits.