"Also, the doctor doesn't seem to talk much on weekdays. Sometimes I talk to the doctor, and the doctor doesn't seem to respond to my words."
Since he is the acting commander, he won't say anything other than "...".
Mingdu thought.
"Maybe it's because there's a lot of things going on at ordinary times, and I don't have the time to pay attention to your words. Sorry, Shining."
"I didn't mean to accuse you, Doctor."
Shining tilted his head slightly and looked at Mingdu under his cloak.His face was flat, as if he was stating a fact: "I'm just a little relieved to have the opportunity to talk to you."
"is it?"
Mingdu subconsciously wanted to touch his head, but when he saw Shining's figure.Ming Du abruptly stopped this habitual movement, for fear that Shining would see something.
Mingdu put his half-raised hand on his shoulder, and laughed as if trying to cover it up: "Oh, oh, my shoulders are a little sore..."
"Really? It should be Dr. You have been working too hard recently? Do you want me to pinch it for you?"
Shining asked thoughtfully.
"No, no need!"
Mingdu quickly waved his hand.
"If the Doctor needs anything from me, please let me know."
Shining looked at Mingdu with concern.
Ming Du was silent for a moment, then nodded: "Li... Is Nightingale alright now?"
"After the treatment from everyone from Rhode Island, her Originium disease symptoms have been greatly improved. The concentration of Originium in her body has decreased, and the nerve sensation in her lower limbs has also recovered... Her body , is much better than before.”
Mingdu couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief.
Shining said slowly: "It's just that her memory will never be retrieved."
"Remember..."
Mingdu chewed these two words.
"Doctor, you have also lost your memory. You should understand how painful it is to lose all your memories."
"I understand I understand, no one understands amnesia better than me."
Mingdu said with a general nodding.
"So, I think...I want to ask you, Doctor, to accompany her more. Maybe you are the only one who understands her feelings best."
"..."
Mingdu was silent.
If Mingdu's feelings for Shining were caused by fear of death, then the fear when confronting Nightingale was a kind of psychology that was caused by strong guilt and did not dare to face it.
"I......"
"What Nightingale has lost is not only her memory, but also many people and things she once valued so much. Perhaps, these things can't be brought back to her. However, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I hope she can find it. Something new, something that I hold dear."
Shining said slowly.
"Things to cherish..."
This is clearly understood.In any case, he couldn't go back to the days when he could look at the stars from the lap of Shining and Meteor.
"I hope you can talk to her, doctor, and stay with her. It doesn't necessarily mean that you should be friends with her or some other relationship."
"I just...hope to see something like this again."
Mingdu asked with some doubts: "What do you mean by that sentence..."
"It doesn't make any sense, you can just take it as my self-talk... I also believe that, Doctor, you will be able to have a good relationship with Nightingale. Fill the vacancy in her heart. So, Doctor, can you Grant my request."
"......I have no idea."
Mingdu took a deep breath: "I don't know if I can have a good relationship with Liz, and I don't know if I can make up for the vacancy in her heart."
"...Are you expressing rejection?"
After all, someone has to take care of Nightingale, and someone has to pay the price for what she has become.
I got my revenge, but that probably doesn't mean I can stay out of it.
Maybe, as Meteor said, it wasn't my fault that Nightingale became like this.
However, I still know one undeniable fact - I have an unshirkable responsibility in it.
This responsibility is too heavy, the pain of this responsibility is too intense, for me to face Liz.
Can I... really talk to her again?
Mingdu was silent for a moment: "No, I want to say. I will try my best to try."
Mingdu spoke very slowly, and every word seemed to have gone through endless psychological struggles.
"Just by looking at the medical report. I understood one thing, Liz's trauma is unimaginable. I'm not arrogant enough to think I can heal her wounds, but I still want to Do your best for her."
"...Thank you, Doctor."
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