Let Go of That Blackened Heroine

She knew that Shintaro had mental problems, but he had almost recovered from the treatment over the years. Although he was still abnormal, he was already a normal abnormality.

Although his behavior is still abnormal, he has actually understood the logic of this society and has begun to accept it.

It's like Sagawa Tomasa has become a part of this society.

But now, Higashi Shintaro has turned into a monster again.

The disease, schizophrenia, which had been successfully treated for several years, had another attack.

Once, he thought he could hear the voice of the gods, and he had seen the image of the gods, and he once drew the images of the gods.

It is precisely because of this that the doctor thinks that he is delusional due to schizophrenia.

After a long period of treatment, his schizophrenia problem has improved a lot. He no longer hears the voice of the gods, and he has begun to integrate into this society, although the way he integrates into society is a bit weird.

He even has a girlfriend, and he wants to make a fortune publishing a book and go to China with her.

Unfortunately, the book sales are not going well, and he has no money to go abroad.

After Ye Shen's incident happened, his girlfriend was still a little worried about him, but he himself began to relapse.

Among them, Sagawa Tomasa's suggestion played an indispensable role.

It seems to be a good thing to be cured of schizophrenia, but for this patient, he doesn't think so. He feels that he has been tortured for so long, and he has never killed anyone or done anything for the gods, so the gods have abandoned themselves.

And when Ye Shen's incident happened, he became even more angry.

He felt that the whole world had lied to him.

Everyone feels that there is no God in this world, and everything in this world proves that there is no God.

He used to think that he was a special person, but later he realized that even if he is a murderer, there is nothing special about him. There is no one special in this world.

But now God is starting to appear.

There really is a god in this world.

He desperately longs for the presence of the gods, especially when he has been in a state of difficulty.

Sagawa Jumasa is very rich, so he explores the gods in a leisurely state like a rich man's refreshment.

Higashi Shintaro, on the other hand, is in the complete state of poor people believing in God.

While in this state, his longing for the gods prompted a relapse of his schizophrenia, and he began to hear the voices of the gods again.

Although that was actually just a delusion of his.

This time, because of Xue Nai's existence, his delusions became more serious.

His girlfriend even heard the voice of the god, which was obviously some kind of weird sound made by himself.

"Kill her, sacrifice her? I know, I'll do it right away!"

Hearing this weird tone, she immediately understood where her fear came from. Once, she felt that sleeping with a murderer was particularly exciting.

But now, she felt that she might die at any moment.

"Don't run. Why are you running? Aren't you my girlfriend? Didn't you once tell me that you like being with me so much that you think being killed by me is a kind of happiness? Die for me, and then Offering sacrifices to the gods, isn't it your happiness to be a sacrifice?"

Higashi Shintaro took a hammer and walked towards his girlfriend.

"No, Shintaro, I'm your girlfriend. I've always supported you, don't kill me, I'll help you, I'll help you kill together, don't kill me, okay?"

His girlfriend begged.

"People who are not close to me will have no effect when offering sacrifices." Higashi Shintaro shook his head. "I failed more than ten years ago, but now, I have found the reason for my failure. It is because the person I sacrificed was not someone close to me."

Higashi Shintaro's schizophrenia relapsed, but it became more logical. He began to find reasons for his murderous behavior for more than ten years and subsequent failures, which made the delusion more logical. In fact, his schizophrenia was more serious. reflect.

His girlfriend wanted to run away, but Higashi Shintaro had already locked the door, and he quickly caught up with his girlfriend, without hesitation, and knocked on her with a hammer.

"Okay, this time it will definitely be okay, there is no problem anymore."

He said with a firm gaze, completely indifferent to his girlfriend's desperate eyes, and even felt that only this kind of despair could be exchanged for his god's forgiveness.

He is a person who was abandoned by the gods because he did not believe in gods. Therefore, if he wants God to forgive him, he needs to pay more.

For others, because of the existence of God, they dare not commit crimes, but for him, because of the existence of God, he needs to commit crimes.

When he was a teenager, he never thought about what would happen if he was arrested. His regret after being arrested was that he could not continue to commit crimes.

And when he grew up, he didn't dare to commit crimes because he already knew the law and started to be afraid.For he knew the power of the law, but could not find the power of the gods.

But now, he saw the power of the gods again, and it has been proved by many people.

He thought that as long as he summoned the gods, he would no longer be afraid of the night god.

The way to defeat a god is to find another god, which is why he is fearless.

He draws a summoning circle at home, like an evil magician.

He was originally a hermit, and his identity was special, and he had never revealed it to outsiders.

Therefore, he is very stable here, and no one will come to his house in a short time.

"I heard it, I finally heard the voice of the god again, I am not afraid of you, Night God!"

After the delusion became more and more serious, he began to hear the voice of the gods again, and even began to have delusional hallucinations. He saw the gods he had seen, and began to come to the world and possessed his girlfriend.