So Ordinary I Want to Be Recognized

Chapter 120 Three

"Meow~" When Yukino pushed aside the curtain of the izakaya, a small figure had been released ahead of time to welcome her master.

After seeing her, the little guy who was lying on the ground rolled over and exposed his stomach to the girl, raised his limbs high up, and acted like a baby to the girl in front of him.

"Xue Ji..." It seemed that she was attracted by the cute appearance of the kitten, and Yukino's originally faint voice seemed to be melting.

She squatted down gently and picked up the little guy.

"Why did you run out by yourself today..." Putting the bag in her hand on the chair, Xue Nai sat down and focused on picking up the cat.

In the absence of myself and the minister, the only one who will release the little guy...

Mizutaka looked towards the direction of the backyard.

...Sister Bee is also persuading the minister with practical actions.

Appreciating the girl loving her pet, Mizutaku showed a faint smile, then... also pulled the stool away, and sat down.

He tried to stretch his legs, and found that... he couldn't.

"Tch." A certain creature at the feet protested with its nose.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I didn't see you." Mijinzhuo quickly apologized to the old guy under him.

The old Shiba Inu didn't bother to talk to him, stood up slowly, sniffed his trousers, moved his position, continued to lie down and fell asleep happily.

"Old slacker..." After cursing with a smile, Mijinzhuo also began to review.

He was encouraged by his progress in the academic ability test this time.

Spending most of your time on one thing is quite boring and exhausting.In the past, although he could bear this boring feeling, it was always difficult for him to persist for a long time.

But now... the thought of someone standing in front of him waiting for him gave him energy.

The boy's focused appearance naturally caught the eyes of the cat-loving girl.

This guy is indeed improving bit by bit, getting better bit by bit...

Involuntarily, a joy of being a witness surged in her heart.

She suddenly felt that the current life...how happy it is.

I don’t have to worry about food and clothing on weekdays, and I can read books and play cats in my spare time. The service department I founded has been slowly and carefully fulfilling the commission, embodying and implementing my own philosophy...

If she could, how she wished...to go on like this forever.

But...

Inexplicably, waves of haze surged up in her heart.

That marriage contract... was like a big mountain, pressing on her body, making her breathless.

To resist and escape?

But...

She thought of the helpless and distressed look in her mother's eyes, of her father's sigh yesterday because of the loss of the family business, and of her older sister who was studying economic management knowledge in college and preparing for taking over the position of head of the family in the future.

Although, the relationship between me and them has never been very good, but...they are relatives after all.

It is to give myself a life without worrying about food and clothing, cultivate my various abilities, and even acquiesce in the wayward...relatives who transferred to here during my rebellious period.

If I escaped on my own, maybe...

My father would lose his position as a county senator, be burdened with heavy debts, and run around all day to make ends meet.

Mother will also not be able to sit at home leisurely and take care of housework, and study flower arrangement and tea ceremony in her spare time.

The skills that my sister has learned will be useless. She can only become a social animal in a large company, working for others all day long, and acting according to other people's faces...

So, I can't do this by myself.

The whole family cannot be harmed because of her waywardness alone.

Just sacrifice yourself... just fine.

But...

What will happen to me who obeyed my fate?

perhaps...

She will be reduced to a servant serving her husband and a reproductive machine.

On weekdays, she lives in seclusion, is not allowed to be exposed, is not allowed to have her own opinions and goals, can only live in the shadow of others, and even kneels on the ground in the middle of the night, smelling of alcohol, spending time outside finished husband...

Thinking of this, the girl reluctantly hugged the cat in her arms.

Only when she was about to lose it did she deeply feel how precious and beautiful everything she has now is.

How do I choose?

To sacrifice one's own happiness in exchange for the continuation of the family, or to abandon all relatives for one's own happiness...

The answer, perhaps... already has a conclusion.

She showed a slight wry smile.