So Ordinary I Want to Be Recognized

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Since then, she has made up her mind and started to interfere in her life.

After that...

Before I knew it, I had... changed so much.

Mentality, character, destiny...

It felt like everything was slowly deviating from the track it was supposed to be walking on, and started moving in a direction he couldn't foresee.

He can't adapt.

I always feel that this Mizutaka is beginning to look different from... the original Mizutaka.

He doesn't know whether this change is good or bad.

After all, there are too many things that have happened recently, too many for him to handle.

Just recently...

Ms. Kato, whom I have been secretly liking for a long time, suddenly expressed her love after she lied to him.

She...likes herself.

The roller-coaster experience put him in a state where he couldn't think.

Deceived by her...very concerned.However, there is a stronger ecstasy for the love conveyed by her, which overwhelms everything.

And then, what followed... was a bottomless unease.

At that moment, he thought of many, many things.

The more he thought about it, the more confused his mind became, and the faint weight on his shoulders became clearer.

He rejected her intentions in his heart, and made up his mind to become outstanding, but...but he couldn't help wanting to get close to her, protect her, and possess her.

What is this... doing?

I...

and also...

To this day... I couldn't help but resorted to violence against her head of the club who didn't know what respect was.

To be honest, quite depressing.

The other party finally relented, and... also apologized for his behavior.

However, when the young man named An Yilunye put on his glasses and lowered his head, there were only seeds of hatred and hostility buried in his eyes.

Is that... malicious?

This kind of thing made him feel quite uncomfortable.

But it was also this kind of uncomfortable thing that pulled him down from the hazy clouds and stepped on the cold ground.

Until now, after the short-term pressure brought by the academic ability test has passed, he has the time and opportunity to throw away the whip that has been driving him forward, sit here, throw away miscellaneous thoughts, and calm down to think.

then..

The young man suddenly became very confused and confused.

What does he want to do now?

Become better, and then...grow up to be able to shelter her from the wind and rain, and to embrace her in the quiet years.

So what is he doing now?

Doing everything slowly, even a small academic test will push myself to the point of nowhere.

Even though it was all like this, he still wanted to pester her, and wanted to taste that hypocritical, sweet and sour feeling of love.

Is this... spending her beautiful and precious youth?

Myself... how bad it is.

Talk about responsibility, but think about enjoyment in your mind.

But... now, what to do?

He can't find his way.