Sister Hui Ye Wants Me to Be Reliable

Just feel like you've been abandoned, and then do that kind of thing.

"... Then, that thing happened—" Shi Zhu took a long time to squeeze out the words from between her lips and teeth.

"A car accident?"

Ying Lili stared at Shizhu's side face, and she became afraid for a moment.

She was approaching his true heart, which was a door she had finally opened slightly.

But should I stop this conversation?This thought flashed through Ying Lili's mind.

For the first time in my life, I'm afraid of knowing the truth of a lie.

Afraid of knowing the huge lie that Shizhu has been constructing all along, and the hidden truth behind it.

"Yes." But he didn't give her time to stop, "As for the place where it happened, Ying Lili has actually been there once."

Ying Lili was dumbfounded for a while before realizing, "...is that the place?"

"It happened to be raining that day, and the car that the villa was preparing to take my sister and me to school was delayed for a few minutes, so I took that opportunity and slipped out."

"But that road is not the way to Xiuzhiyuan Elementary School at all..." Ying Lili realized the problem.

"Because I didn't want to go to school, I deliberately walked in the opposite direction. When I was standing at the traffic light on the side of the road, I was thinking at that time, no one cares about me anyway, so I am no longer in this world, no one It will be troublesome." Shi Zhu laughed at herself, "It's like dying in a game and restarting, I thought about resetting my life like this—"

Ying Lili grabbed Shi Zhu's wrist violently, "Wait a minute, if this is the case, then wouldn't the car accident be—"

"Suicide." Shi Zhu casually completed Ying Lili's hesitant words.

The girl felt that her brain had been split open from the top of her head, and the cold water was poured straight in, and her questions suddenly became clear and transparent.

Ai Hayasaka's fear is very simple. It's not the fear of the car accident happening again, but the fear that Dianthus will suddenly lose her mind and plan to "reset" her life.

Same place, same accident.

If you know the truth, you will naturally feel fear.

"But I forgot one thing—" Shi Zhu had a bitter expression on her face, "One thing that should be remembered as a matter of course, but I forgot at that time."

"Hey?"

"Fill my mind with my own negative emotions, and then forget that there is another person who will be sad and painful."

"Sister Huiye..."

"Hmm..." Shi Zhu responded, "When I woke up for the first time after the rescue, I saw my sister's tears. At that moment, I finally realized how stupid and selfish I was, to think of abandoning my sister— —”

That's why he said then that he was a smart-ass person.Thinking that death can solve your own pain, but forget that it will make the living person more painful.

Ying Lili thought so.

"I hate that kind of self, the one that made my sister cry. So I—" Shi Zhu sighed silently, "So I...try hard to be...a different self from before."

"And then there is, the current Shizhu?" Ying Lili asked, "It's obviously perfect, but I always don't like myself."

"But what is pretended is what is pretended, and Ai, who was sent to the villa not long after that, knew about it." Shi Zhu laughed at herself, "Senior Xia Zhiqiu was right... I Just pretending to be a good person. With a little ability, I think I can do everything well..."

"Dianthus..."

"You don't need to sympathize with me. I understand everything, and I know what kind of person I am, but... I can't escape."

There is no escape from the mistakes of the past, and no matter how much you do the right things, no matter how many people you make smile, you can't help Shigong Shizhu get rid of the sin of trying to kill his own life.

This probably... will continue to torment him in the future.

While denying the true self, he plays the role of the ideal self.

"If possible, I hope I can be the one who can give you a little breather when I'm by your side. 』Ying Lili thought silently, planning to hold his hand.

"One more thing." Shi Zhu parted her forehead hair, revealing the small scars on the edge, "In addition to the scars left on my body by the car accident, there are also scars here."

"That's why Shizhu doesn't like being touched on the face. Actually, she doesn't want to be found with scars." Ying Lili stretched out her finger and touched it.

In a sense, that scar is already equivalent to the trace of his own sins.

"Don't, don't touch it, it's embarrassing." Shi Zhu said, "My sister has touched this place."

"Sorry, if I didn't pay attention—" Ying Lili withdrew her hand and smiled, "Are you angry?"

"Not really." Shi Zhu stood up, "You are a partner, you are not considered an outsider."

He hugged his arms, "It's time to join my sister and the others."

"...Too bad, sister Kaguya has already called three times." Eriri stared at the phone screen, "Oh, Hayasaka-san called seven...others also..."

After hastily cleaning her face, Yinglili and Shizhu rushed to the designated place to gather while contacting Kaguya.

"Really, it was Shizhu who got separated from everyone, and I troubled Yinglili to go find someone."

After reuniting, Kaguya smiled helplessly and gently teased Shizhu.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, because Wanlihua is a little uncomfortable, so--" He turned his head, and after seeing Wanlihua, "Are you feeling better?"

"I'm much better." Wan Lihua's face was no longer haggard.

Shi Zhu scratched her head, "It's really troublesome that the phone is out of battery. If it wasn't for meeting someone Ying Lili and I knew, we wouldn't be able to get in touch. Everyone can only go to the Lost Children's Shelter Center to find someone."

"In that case, who would be more appropriate to receive it." You complained like this, "Should senior Sigong go?"