I Just Hope to Spend a Leisurely Life in the Second Dimension

"Should I go? Well, it's no wonder that Ling Xiaolu is good-looking but not many girls like it..." An Shu complained, and patted him on the shoulder earnestly, "Come on, let me help you! The task of being a hero to save the beauty is I leave it to you, let's go, Pikachu... no, it's a trick, let's go, Ayanokōji Kiyotaka!"

"Wait, Teacher An Shu, what—ah?"

At this time, he no longer had any scruples. Anyway, it was about to be exposed, so An Shu no longer deliberately lowered the volume.

This caused for a moment, the brother and sister over there looked over at the same time, but they did not turn their gazes to An Shu first, but gathered at An Shu who was dragged by An Shu, lost their balance, staggered and stumbled Ayanokoji Kiyotaka came in.

"Well...good evening?"

Shaking two steps to stabilize his figure, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka looked at the two with a little embarrassment, scratched his head, not knowing what to say at this time.

"...Ayanokouji? And... Teacher An Shu?"

Before Horikita could speak, his younger sister was surprised first.

"Well, don't get me wrong, I'll just come down and buy a few bottles of drinks." An Shu poked his head out from the corner, explained with a squinting smile, and began to blame, "I didn't expect to see Ling Xiaolu classmate lying on the ground just as I came down." What were you doing on the wall, so I pushed him, and you are here."

An Shu turned his words into a suspense, not only took himself out completely, but also left them room to think.

Of course, the premise of all this is based on their belief. As for whether they believe it or not, An Shu doesn't know.

"Well." An Shu pressed the button of the drink vending machine with his hand, and waved his hand to cause a temporary short circuit of the camera, then received all the drinks that fell out into the space, and continued to probe, "So, good night, I'm going back to sleep, you guys play."

He said hello and left decisively, leaving behind someone who was stared at unkindly by a pair of siblings.

399 Kushida Kikyo

"Damn dammit dam—"

"Whoosh..."

I closed my eyes, adjusted my breathing a little, picked up the teddy bear on the ground, and put it back in place.

Even if I woke up early for a long time to vent my depression and worries, but before I knew it, I had vented too much.

There is a little more than an hour before I go to the classroom, and now I have to wash up.

I pushed open the door of the bathroom, pulled down the towel hanging on the shelf, and washed my face with water first, so that I could completely calm down.

I raised my head and looked at myself in the mirror, and my thoughts drifted back unconsciously.

Is there anyone who lives completely according to their own ideals?

I don't know, but I am.

Because I got used to my ideal self, I became "her", that is, the ideal me.

Since I was sensible, my appearance is a bit superior to that of my peers. I am good at studying and good at sports. Because my parents asked me to, I behave very politely.

Am I perfect?

no.

Of course there are girls who are cuter and better than me, and there are still many in this world.

However, I think that as long as you are a human being, you are more or less unwilling to lose to others in a certain place.

Maybe it's appearance, maybe it's grades, maybe it's video games, singing, dancing, and so on.

Because this place, for that person, is his best strength, the most worthwhile thing to sell.

When one's superiority over ordinary people is lost to others, one will feel unwilling.

So... I, who is just in the average in every item, have a very serious inferiority complex.

Whenever I lose to the people around me, my mood will have great waves.Every time I lost, darkness would grow in my heart, and I even threw up because of the pressure.

Yes, that's the reality - I'm not average, but I'm not a genius either.

When I was a child, it was relatively easy, because as long as I completed a relatively simple task, people around me would come and flatter me, saying that I was a genius, child prodigy, etc., and regarded me as the most important person.

At that time, I was in a good mood, and sometimes I was ecstatically surprised.No matter what you do, you are the first in the class.

I had an illusion that I was a hero and an idol.

So with this mentality, I was promoted to junior high school.

The stage of middle school is much bigger than that of elementary school, which is normal. I have met people who surpass me in every field.

I also tried hard to make myself better, but it didn't fail, I couldn't beat those people, those people who were better than me.Can't win.

It was painful for me at one point, almost to the point of depression.

So I started running away and looking for a way out elsewhere.

Finally, I got the answer - gain more trust than anyone else!

I feel superior by being more popular than everyone else!For this, I paid a lot.

Some boys smiled at the boys who made people feel bad when they saw the light, and some reached out to the ugly girls who made people angry...

I suppressed my feelings, put on a fake smile, and showed fake tenderness.

I succeeded.

I became the most popular person!

Whether it's the same grade, seniors, juniors, teachers, parents...even strangers near home!