I Just Hope to Spend a Leisurely Life in the Second Dimension

I once thought of simply relying on the inheritance left by my parents and living my whole life happily without going to school to suffer any grievances, but the expectations of my parents are still in front of me, and I know I can't give up.

I don't know if it was because of the stimulation of these various reasons that I, who was originally cheerful, became sensitive.

People have gradually become gloomy, and my mood has always been gloomy. I don’t want to contact strangers, and even those neighbors who occasionally help take care of me, I dare not take the initiative to say hello.

This problem has been going on for a long time, but I just noticed it recently.

I started to face the mirror, practice dialogue with myself in the mirror, and tried to adjust myself, but basically it didn’t work, and my words always lacked confidence.

Knowing that this was not going to change, I decided to take the first step and visit my neighbor who just moved in last week.

Chapter 278 "Dark Forces" Appears

"January [-], Friday, was overcast.

I went to buy fruit today, and then I didn’t do anything. I just stared at the fruit basket on the table for a long time in the afternoon, thinking about my previous experience.

I wanted to cry but knew I had to be strong.

……

In the morning, I thought about it for a long time, and I felt that I should try to meet strangers, and my intuition told me that only in this way would I return to the previous state.

I thought so, but I was still a little scared.

What if that new neighbor is like those classmates at school?

I don't know when I started to try to figure out others with malice, which is the root cause of my daring not to contact strangers.

I decided to bring it up and do some preparations.

At noon, I went to buy some fruits first, as a gift for the first meeting. Although it was of little value, I could express my affection clearly.

This is what I found online.

But the gift has already been bought, but I hesitated again.

Because this scene is a bit familiar, I used to buy gifts to please those people, but the result was that the gifts I bought were thrown into the trash can, and my dignity was trampled on again.

I was terrified because the pain from the wound on my foot was still irritating me.

So, I decided to wait a little longer and go again tomorrow, so that I can have a mental preparation. "

The girl was hugged and rubbed gently by the maid in An Shu's house, and suddenly remembered the diary she wrote yesterday evening.

"I'm sorry, Miss Karuizawa..."

Suddenly being called to, the girl couldn't react, and replied bluntly: "Lei, Rem, call me... Hui will be fine..."

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Well, Rem is so stupid!How stupid!

Knowing how the master is, how could he ignore them and do that kind of thing!

How dare you doubt this!

The crying of the girl in front of me just now woke me up!

Yes!The master has always been very principled about this kind of thing, how could he do this!

I was really dazzled, and sure enough, if the master said that I was stupid in the future, then I would not refute it!

But I blamed myself to go back, because the crying of the girl in front of me caught me off guard.

I hurried over, thinking of comforting me, but I didn't know what to do.

She also looks beautiful when she cries, with tears sliding down the corners of her eyes, some mischievous ones sticking to her long eyelashes, frowning tightly, biting her lips lightly, she looks weak, so cute!

Cute is cute, but you can't let it go!

There was no good way, so I took out the trick that the previous master and sister used to coax me.

I sat next to her, gently wrapped her arms around her neck, held her head in front of my chest, gently rubbed her hair, and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, be good~" Such words.

She struggled a little bit at the beginning, but the resistance was not violent. After I started to comfort her, she gradually stopped resisting and put her arms around my waist.

It works!Because her crying gradually became smaller.I suddenly feel very happy!

I don't know why, watching her cry, I saw that stupid crybaby "ghost" before, followed by inexplicable sadness.

I gently coaxed her who seemed to be about the same age as me, just like my sister used to treat me!

I made a sister once!In front of others!

My heart is very subtle!

Because I was the youngest among everyone, but now I have experienced the feeling of an older sister!

Hmph~ It doesn't feel bad!

Although I know that it is too much to be happy alone when others are sad!But being able to be a sister once, I can't help but be happy!

Some are happy, some are subtle, some are sad, and the mood is complicated. Perhaps it is really a mixed feeling.

I don't even know who I am now.

Fortunately, the girl in my arms finally stopped crying!