If Kosaka Kyosuke Had a Saber Face

"oh oh."

He responded with his mouth, but his eyes did not look at the textbook that Mai moved towards him, but kept a posture slightly away from Mai and stared straight at the blackboard.

Mai could tell at a glance that his mind was wandering. When she was in a class of two in junior high school, her Xiaojing always looked like this every time he wandered away.

... Xiaojing actually hasn't changed much.

Mai pursed her lips. To tell the truth, she still hoped that Xiao Jing would listen carefully. After all, all the important things related to the exam were discussed near the end of the period, but she didn't dare to remind Xiao Jing anymore, for fear that he would get angry.

His manicured fingers gently rubbed the pages of the textbook.

...Do I actually have such [fear] Xiaojing in my heart now?

Mai recalled the time when she was in junior high school. At that time, if Xiao Jing fell asleep in class, she would not wake him up cruelly, but thought that she would give him tutoring after school when Xiao Jing was energetic. .

But at that time, I didn't call him out of pure concern, even a feeling of doting, not because I was afraid of him getting angry like now.

Because at that time, Manami always firmly believed that her Xiaojing would never lose her temper with her, and this had become a default thing.

But now Mai no longer has the natural and casual feeling when facing Xiao Jing.

It wasn't that her own feelings for Xiao Jing had changed, but that she finally realized that when Xiao Jing faced her now, she no longer had the intimacy that she had when she was a local girl.

This sense of alienation is not due to the change in her appearance, because if she simply feels uncomfortable with her new appearance, she will definitely not be facing a stranger who has no emotions like she is now.

It's the kind of feeling that you won't take a second look when you are hit by a car from a distance, but when you get along with you, you will behave purely because of your upbringing.

To be honest, Mai didn't realize this at all at first, she always thought that Xiao Jing's appearance of keeping a distance from her was due to her incompatibility with close contact with beautiful girls.

She was even a little sweet and smug at the time.

But it wasn't until she described her manager as her boyfriend in front of Xiao Jing, and Xiao Jing still showed a bland reaction, that she finally realized that Xiao Jing actually had no feelings for her at all. .

At least there must be no feelings in that regard.

Mai is not stupid, or she was actually very smart when she was a Tumeizi. She understands the world and the world far better than her peers, and she can help Xiaojing solve most of the difficulties he encounters.

It belongs to the type with high IQ and EQ.And Mai, who has become an idol now and has experienced many things that her peers cannot touch, has grown much more than she did back then.

So after getting out of the misunderstanding caused by the stereotype of thinking, she quickly discovered a new blind spot after taking a long-term view.

... Even if Xiao Jing has no feelings for me now, or his feelings for me have been diluted by time, but even if I am just a stranger to him, I am still a beautiful girl after all, right?A normal male high school student shouldn't be as flat as Xiaojing when facing a beautiful girl, like watching a woodcarving, right?

It even feels a little hidden.

The other boys in this class, except for the guy with the blond hair who looks like a real man, can't talk to me well, and it's obviously not my charm that's the problem.But why do I sit at the same table with Xiao Jing, even when he can smell the faint scent of perfume that I specially sprayed on my body, why is he still sleeping there in a normal way and distracted in a normal way?

The little feet under the sackcloth desk tapped lightly on the tile twice.

...They obviously dressed up so gorgeously on the first day of school for Xiao Jing.

But why...

Could it be that Xiao Jing's dislike for me has completely offset my charm as a beautiful girl?

So what exactly made Xiao Jing hate me so much?Is it because I left him quietly?

... No, there are other possibilities.

For example, Xiao Jing has long been accustomed to women and even beautiful girls like me, so he can face me with a normal heart.

Judging from the attitudes of the average-looking but very temperamental girl in the class, the silver-haired sports girl, and the big-breasted girl with a dumpling head towards Xiao Jing, there is really such a possibility.

But why is Xiaojing so popular with girls?It can't really be because of the ass, can it?

Of course, there is the last, most unsolvable possibility.

That is... Xiao Jing doesn't like girls anymore, but has more than normal enthusiasm for boys.

But fortunately, there is no such sign of Xiao Jing, and no boy is he too close to him.

Mai breathed a sigh of relief, and patted her chest, which had grown a lot this year.

Magnificent bright pink eyes are directed at the blackboard, but the corner of the eye is always focused on Kyosuke at the same table.

On the other hand, Kyosuke turned his head to one side, away from the sackcloth, and leaned against the wall, with his eyes half-closed, still looking like he was asleep or awake.

To put it bluntly, he is half dead.

In fact, he hadn't fallen asleep all the time, and staying beside the idol girl made him feel uncomfortable all over.

Thin shoulders rubbed against the wall.

Although rationally speaking, he doesn't blame Mai at all, and sincerely thinks that the girl did nothing wrong, and it was because he was too self-indulgent at the beginning, but emotionally speaking, he is really awkward now.

It was okay when I didn't remember much of the original things at the beginning, but now as time goes by, the old sesame seeds and rotten millet in my mind gradually surfaced, and the impression of what happened at that time and the emotions in my heart became more and more clear.

Thinking of the girl next to her returning home as if nothing had happened, I really want to stay away from her from the bottom of my heart.

It's not out of some intellectual considerations, it's purely a matter of mood.

It's like facing a math problem. You know that you didn't do anything wrong with the math problem, but you still feel disgusted from the bottom of your heart.

Kyosuke put his hands in the corner between the wall and the table, and opened the phone to divert his attention.

There is an email on the home screen, picked up around the middle of the first class in the morning.

【Yue Nao: I'm coming to school. 】