The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

"Are you grown up now?" Su Bai asked, "It looks like this on the outside, but the heart is still the same as before. There has been no change. I just followed a woman's intuition and came here directly, without looking at the fit. Not suitable."

"A woman's intuition is so unreasonable. I can't calm down when it's about you... It's also fortunate that I'm not so rational, and I still retain a naivety. Otherwise, I must still doubt here and there, and then secretly It hurts." Xinmen Musashi did not regret that she came here, because the result of impulsiveness made her want to cry with joy.

"I don't know whether I should be happy and thankful. It's always a good thing to have someone who cares about me so much. Maybe it's worth being happy if someone cares about me." Su Bai raised his head and looked at Qingkong: "Although it's a little different, Because I don't remember anything... So, sorry."

"It's all in the past. The painful things, the happy things, the joy and sorrow are all left in the past." Musashi said softly: "I always think that I have left the past behind. Only in this way can I look forward to the future firmly. Living today, you always told me this way in the past, saying that you would leave sooner or later, and asked me to be strong, but I didn’t understand it at that time, and it was too late when I understood it later, so there is no need to apologize, don’t say I’m sorry. "

Her fingers tightened slightly.

"Actually, it's me who should apologize."

"I have grown up, and I know that many things are involuntary, and I know that many things will be better if I forget them, but I still can't forget them. I still feel regretful, regretting my naivety at the beginning, regretting never To prevent you from risking yourself..."

"At the beginning, I always thought that you were strong and confident, and you would not do things you were not sure of, but subconsciously ignored and forgot many things you said to me. When I realized it was too late, I shouldn't Too capricious."

"That's not your fault." Su Bai knew that his greatest helplessness was actually reincarnation. The inescapable reincarnation, in the constant shuttle, would definitely encounter difficulties that could not be overcome and die in battle, and then continue reincarnation. The Ksitigarbha Soul might just be a threshold, he failed to cross it, so he died there, it was not anyone's fault: "It's just because I'm too weak."

"I know you will say that, so I have been pursuing what kind of state you said to be strong." Musashi bit his lower lip: "Is it empty? If I am strong to that state, can I see you? Can the scenery I want to see give me the freedom I want? I don’t know... I just move forward in this direction, but I can’t get back to the original state of mind.”

"... Mood?"

"Yeah, with a pure state of mind, just think about pursuing swordsmanship, don't worry about the rest, be happy, be free, live carelessly, don't think about complicated things, use my sword to cut Open my way... If everything is really that simple, how good would it be?"

Musashi smiled bitterly: "But when you died, I realized how powerless my sword is. I don't want to experience this powerlessness again in my life from now on, and I don't want to lose any precious people who are worth cherishing." .”

Her hands worked harder, her trembling fingers hugged the lost past tightly, she couldn't bear to let go, and she couldn't bear to leave.

Shinmen Musashi leaned on his shoulder, she couldn't be nervous, she couldn't be moved...Su Bai used to be her teacher and friend, he was very mature and always took care of him like an elder She, guiding her, sometimes strict and sometimes gentle, getting along day and night, even if it wasn't love at first sight at first, there must be a deep bond in my heart.

Whether it was a kind of liking or not, she didn't know at first, but she understood it completely at the moment of losing it, and in the future, she will always remember the beauty of the past and cherish the memory.

It is a beautiful thing to like someone, it is not worth being ashamed, and there is no need to do everything possible to hide it.

What's more, in Musashi's view, Su Bai is indeed very attractive.

It cannot be viewed from a modern perspective. The era she lived in was a somewhat barbaric era. There were very few men and women who came together because of love affairs, and love affairs were nothing more than feelings and poems. Sometimes one or two well-known poems would be enough To make a woman fall in love with you is a bit contemptuous nowadays, but in the past it was extremely romantic.

In the process of traveling together, getting along day and night will always see a different side of a person, good or bad, good or vulgar, cute or ridiculous... But she rarely has the opportunity to observe a person so carefully. After a long time, I formed a habit, and finally I was deeply attracted by this characteristic.

Furthermore, here is another angle to infer the past.

Su Bai has gone through tens of thousands of reincarnations. He has experienced too many things. He doesn’t need to pretend to be vicissitudes. He has gone through so many reincarnations before he lost his feelings. Maybe he won’t maintain the monk’s mentality like now. It's not uncommon to have a cheap mouth to tease a girl, but it's impossible that Ba Yuqian's wife was picked for nothing, right?So he was definitely a veteran in love before.

Coupled with a good-looking skin, an interesting soul, and strong strength, let alone the opposite sex, even if a character like Te Niang is thrown into the card pool, the man is the same?

Su Bai is not a fool, fully aware of the implication of Musashi's behavior, but he is already a monk mentality, he only thinks about going out to sell the extra love debt, and does not think about how to be responsible, this is no longer a scumbag or a scumbag The man's problem, if you really plan to be responsible to the end, it's fried human scum coated with egg liquid and fried until golden... No matter how many pieces you cut, it's not enough.

So he raised his hand and patted her shoulder lightly: "Get up first, it's time for breakfast, the old man is urging again."

"Just a little while longer." Musashi didn't want to let go: "Just five..."

"Seven minutes?"

"Five years."

"It's been too long, it's impossible." Su Bai supported her shoulders and took a step back politely: "You have grown up and become a swordsman on your own."

"That's different." Musashi looked at him: "You used to hug me a lot."

"Really?" Su Bai really didn't remember, the hug she said probably didn't mean that.

"I will bandage me when I am injured, add a quilt to me when the weather is cold, and definitely bring me delicious dumplings when I go out." Musashi said like a treasure: "And I will warm my bed in advance when I go to bed at night..."

"Let's face a few things in advance, the last one is absolutely impossible." Su Bai raised his eyebrows, and said firmly: "If I was such a man with no morals before, I would bump my head to death by the iron stove of the old man of the village. superior!"

"Hey... I have forgotten all about the past, but I still insist on it like this." Musashi said regretfully, "What a pity, isn't it good to pretend that you don't know that you've been deceived?"

"Did I tell you before that I actually have a family?" Su Bai pressed his brows and said.

"No, this has never been mentioned... Oh no, it seems to have been mentioned." Musashi suddenly stiffened: "Are you serious?"

"Really." Su Bai nodded and said, "You've seen it too...it's Ba Yuqian."

"Ba Yuqian?" Musashi's expression changed slightly, and then he breathed a sigh of relief: "So that's the case, I was really surprised. I thought it was Lixiang or that very beautiful Miss Chiba."

"Are you underestimating Ba Yuqian so much?" Su Bai was startled: "Anyway, she is also a general who can ride a thousand horses, and a famous shrew in history."

"It's not for this reason, of course I respect Your Excellency Ba Yuqian, but she is a heroic spirit, right?" Musashi blinked: "Since she is a heroic spirit, she is dead. This is an irreplaceable fact, as long as you take away that Holy Grail', she will disappear, it is impossible to be with you all the time, even if it is a wife, that is a thing of the past... Sure enough, when I traveled with me, she was already gone."

After a little recollection, she said: "For those who cannot stay in one world for a long time, traveling means constant separation. Even if a fate is established, it will be cut off sooner or later. Therefore, everyone is destined to be lonely. Being soft-hearted and delaying other people's life, parting is short-term pain, not seeing forever is long-term pain, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, time will dilute everything...you once said that."

...Did I say that?

...Although it sounds like something I would say.

"The truth is this truth..." Su Bai opened his mouth.

"That's okay. I won't say anything while Ba Yuqian is still here." Musashi smiled and said, "I won't bother you. After all, it's not easy to meet again after death, but sooner or later She will leave, at that time... just let me stay with you."

Even though she didn't mention the word "like" at all, there was a sense of "I will never let you run away" and "I will follow to the ends of the earth" in her words, which made Su Bai's teeth hurt for a while, and he was really moved It's always like this after a reunion.

... There is a sense of déjà vu, and Jill has a strong sense of déjà vu. It is definitely not the first time I have encountered such a thing.

...Stop it, I don't want to know, my surname is not Bai, I don't want to learn from Bai!

The memories in Su Bai's spiritual world have begun to flow turbulently. It seems that the sense of déjà vu has drawn out many unspeakable memories, but he doesn't want to look at them at all!I don't even want to know how many times I have crossed the Shura field in the past!

Forcibly suppressing the overflowing memory in the depths of his consciousness that seemed to be having a carnival, Su Bai pressed his brows together: "Let's talk about it when the time comes. When we talk about the future, we must face up to the present. At present, the threat of heroes and swordsmen is very great. In the hands of Zhonghe Hell, both Lixiang and Princess Qingji are threatened by assassins, we should have no time to talk about the past here..."