Xiaosan's Youth is Absolutely Correct

After staying at Xiaosan's side for a while, the two of them didn't do anything, they just sat in Xiaosan's room, one looked at the computer, the other read a book, and the time passed.

In the middle of the night, Xiao San who was lying in his room was tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

It seems that there are only women around?

Opening his own eyes, looking at the ceiling, Xiaosan's mind suddenly reverberated with the blurred content that he couldn't remember very clearly, the author's autobiography.

Too much time has passed, and Xiaosan can no longer remember the specific content of that book. Except for those slightly famous short sentences, Xiaosan still has a little impression, and he only has a rough idea of ​​the content of that book. summed up.

"Am I like him?"

Whispering in a low voice, slightly sad thoughts, like thin threads lingering on his face, coiled up one by one, and then gradually became irritating and breathless.

He is not like him.

He secretly denied it in his heart, but he couldn't help but took a deep breath, and with the depression and depression in his heart, he sighed and exhaled it out of his body.

Under the momentary suffocation, it was inexplicably relaxed, but when he took another breath, the heavy and depressed mood once again permeated his heart and mind.

This is the unavoidable sorrow and terminal illness.

I don't want to do anything, I don't want to say anything, just lying there, just breathing, is exhausting my best.

Throwing off the quilt on himself, he stood up, walked to his desk, opened the drawer, unscrewed the cap of the medicine bottle, poured out a few pills casually, put them in his mouth, swallowed with difficulty and Down.

"Cough! Cough!"

The unspeakable strange feeling, the feeling of the foreign body gradually sliding down the esophagus under the moisture of the saliva, is really uncomfortable.

Walked out of the room and came to the living room.

Qingshan Qihai's room seemed to be still lit.

What's the time now?

In the gloomy living room, it seemed like a secluded world on the other side. The hazy moonlight added a bit of dreamlike falsehood. He raised his head and glanced at the clock hanging on the wall.

I squinted my eyes and looked at it for a long time, only to realize that it was already late at night.

Shaking his head, he casually took a glass of water for himself, and drank it all in one gulp. The inexplicable dryness and strange feeling gradually disappeared, but there was still some residue.

All conditioned dharmas are like dream bubbles, dew and electricity, and should be viewed in this way.

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Chapter 278. Come on, hurt each other!

"Once upon a time, there was a small village with a child, and the child had a kitten, and they lived together until they passed away peacefully... Ha, what am I writing about?"

Hands landed on the keyboard, followed his own consciousness to tap on the keyboard, Xiaosan didn't even know what he was writing.

This kind of thing, even if it is shown to children, the other party will not want to read the content I wrote.

'What am I doing. '

Xiaosan really wanted to ask himself this question, but he found that he didn't have any answer to this question. He deleted those meaningless words, closed the computer, and walked out of his room slowly.

"Huh? Hey, it's me. What's the matter?"

"Is there anything planned for tomorrow?"

The person who called was Tachibana Ruyi, Xiaosan thought about his arrangement, and then remained silent for a long time.

If there is no arrangement, it is his arrangement for tomorrow.

"No."

"Come out to meet?"

"I don't really think about it. It's a bit troublesome. There are some things I can't get rid of recently, so if possible, it's better to wait another day."

Tachibana Rui on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time, thinking longer than Xiao San, until Xiao San wondered if the other party had hung up, the girl slowly gave a 'yes' answer, and then hung up the phone.

Glancing at his mobile phone, Xiaosan who was standing in the living room closed his eyes, took a deep breath, then smiled and shook his head, casually put the mobile phone into his pocket.

It was still early, Xiao San glanced at the clock in the living room, checked the time, then changed into a coat, took his mobile phone and wallet, and left his home directly.

Looking at the faint light revealed under the entrance of Izumi's house next door, Xiaosan sighed softly, and walked slowly towards the outside of the apartment.

Randomly choosing a restaurant that looked relatively clean, Xiaosan stepped directly into the restaurant, found a relatively remote place, sat down, and opened the menu on the table.

After scanning the menu twice, Xiaosan had a choice in his heart.

"Staff, order."

He stretched out his hand and shouted softly, and soon a clerk came towards Xiaosan.

"Hello, what do you need?"

Xiao San, who looked down at the menu, suddenly felt that the voice seemed a little familiar. His eyes flickered on the menu, and he wanted to raise his head, but felt that it was a bit troublesome, so he gave up the plan.

"One serving of spicy beef ramen, one serving of tonkatsu bowl set, one serving of assorted tempura, and one serving of spicy cabbage. Well, another cup of Coke, that's it, thank you."

Without raising his head, he lowered his eyes to look at the table in front of him, and casually handed the menu to his side. The clerk looked at the familiar person in surprise, and didn't know whether the person knew that he was in this restaurant. I came here because I worked in a shop.

However, seeing that Xiaosan didn't seem to have any intention of greeting her at all, Aoyama Qihai couldn't help feeling a sense of relief in his heart.