My Back Table is Actually Gabriel

"Sorry, I can't watch the sunrise and sunset with you."

"I'm sorry I can't go on a bike trip with you and lie on the roof for days in the stars."

"Sorry, I can't raise a cute cat with you anymore."

"Sorry, I can't raise a well-behaved dog with you."

"But I still really want to watch the sunrise and sunset with you, travel by bicycle together, count the stars in the sky together, raise cute cats and well-behaved dogs together."

"You said that if there are too many regrets in life, the next life will be very hard."

"So, can you live with my share?"

"Watch the sunrise and sunset for me, travel to see different scenery, lie in a strange field and count the stars for days, raise a cat, and a dog."

"The money for the operation is almost enough, it's in the first gift you bought for me."

"Please, Ryosuke, please take my share and live on."

"..."

Very short letter.

Takahashi Ryosuke watched it for a long time.

The man opened his mouth, as if he wanted to speak, but after all, only a short and low "Ah—" came out of his throat, then he lowered his head, turned around and closed the door dumbly.

But this time, even Alice didn't say that the other party was indifferent.

Because sadness never depends on how many tears you have, or how loud you cry.

True sadness is something that flows from every pore, every breath, every movement.

Even though the heartache was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he still didn't dare to open his mouth, because it wasn't just tears that came out.

More will vomit the soul.

Chapter 1012 Offering a Sacrifice

"Miss Alice, the investigation has been clear..."

The housekeeper Fujiwara Norika came back and said in a low voice: "Mr. Takahashi is indeed suffering from congenital heart disease. The hospital has his medical records. Recently, his condition has started to deteriorate and he needs an operation as soon as possible, but the operation fee needs a lot of money." ..."

"Mr. Takahashi's job is to be a cartoonist at home because of his health."

"Miss Miura works as a shopping guide in a shopping mall."

"Understood..." Alice nodded slightly, and suddenly understood the true meaning of the phrase "a serious illness will destroy a family" that she had seen before.

Reality has never been the existence of tenderness and tenderness.

Rather, it is a cold, hard, ruthless and terrifying monster that will devour and drown people inadvertently.

It is said that 'fate is what is trampled by us', but one day you will find that we are the ones trampled by fate.

"Sister Ji Xiang, let's go..."

……

The sky turned completely dark.

Sitting in the car, looking at the flickering neon lights and fading lights outside the window, Alice's eyes were slightly red, and her tone was lost: "Master Baiyu, why is the truth like this?"

Rafael stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Alice's hair: "Life is not always smooth... but kind people will go to heaven in the future."

"Why don't you borrow money from your friends?"

"How do you know they haven't borrowed money?" Hua Ye said calmly, "It must have been borrowed, it's just not enough."

"There should be other ways..."

Hua Ye said: "Any behavior that can make money quickly is under the criminal law, such as gambling, robbery, theft, etc. Otherwise, you can only expect to win the lottery or a huge inheritance. lawful conduct."

"..."

Alice bit her lip and remained silent.

According to the survey, more than 13% of girls in Japan have engaged in aid/dating, so it is conceivable that the real number must be above the survey data.

Maybe it was a spur of the moment.

Maybe it's about living a life of luxury.

Perhaps it was the instigation and temptation of friends around me.

In this Japan where the sex industry is legalized, this is indeed the way to make a quick buck.

But...he'll care about it after all.

Otherwise, the ghost Miura could obviously say goodbye in person, so why did he choose to avoid seeing him?Why does every sentence on the envelope start with 'sorry'?

Is it right or wrong to choose this way in order to save her boyfriend?

Alice was having a hard time judging.

If you are not the person involved, you will never be able to truly empathize, because you don't know how much struggle and tears are hidden in it, and all you can do is choose to respect it.

……