My Boss, the White-haired Nun

"I really don't know what's going on between me and Gong Ming."

"Don't pretend to be stupid. Unlike me, you have a chance to get a ring from that man." Ulandal looked at Rita seriously, with a puzzled expression on her face. "I'm sure he won't refuse you."

"Well, probably not." The girl smiled faintly. "And then? What should we do after that?"

"What else can I do?" Rita's question was inexplicable in Ulandal's eyes. "Of course you're retiring from the army, and you're getting married and having children to live a leisurely life. If you're really worried about the front line, at least you should settle things first."

"Retire from the army, get married and have children. So you think so." Rita repeated the words of Yolandelle.

"Ah, yes, no matter how special his situation is, my body is of the same origin as his. I am indeed qualified to bear a child for him."

When she spoke, her tone was light and light, and she seemed to be smiling all the time.But in the depths of that smile, there is something deeper hidden.

"..." Ulandal finally felt something was wrong.Looking at Rita's expression, she suddenly felt that maybe things were not as simple as she thought.

"But I'm very scared, I'm very afraid of such things." The girl said softly. "I don't dare to imagine a night when I lie side by side with that man on the same bed, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it..."

Her voice suddenly became distorted, and even in the darkness of night, Youlandelle could see the coldness and resentment on that face with naked eyes.

"Break his neck."

"...Sick girl?" The blond girl was stunned, looking at Rita in disbelief.

She had known Rita for many years, and she knew that she was actually the kind of person who looked sickly but deep down she wasn't.

"Do you think it's weird? Do you wonder why I would say such a thing?" Rita looked at Yolanda who was opposite her, and looked at the surprised expression on her face, just like her Yolanda. I've never known Rita the same.

"I don't deny that I love that man, but that has nothing to do with me hating him at the same time." She said with a very strange expression, even looking a little distorted.

"In these years, I have rarely mentioned to you what happened when I was a child. Even you only know the general idea, but don't know the specific details." She paused here, and then continued.

"You only know that I was sent to the orphanage of Destiny, but you don't know how I grew up there. You just think that you are also an orphan who belongs to Destiny, so it is natural to compare your past life to In terms of my life, I think my life in the orphanage should have been pretty good at that time."

The blond-haired Valkyrie's expression changed immediately when she heard this, and she suddenly realized that she had indeed made a mistake.It's not that Rita didn't mention this matter to her, but she subconsciously ignored it.

At that time, Gong Ming sent her to an orphanage whose destiny was in Russia, and it was the eve of the second collapse.In the second collapse, the economy around the northern part of Central Siberia was devastated, and even the entire Russian economy was greatly affected.In this case, even if the orphanage has a destiny background, the situation can be imagined.

What's more, unlike her who was born without parents, Rita was forcibly separated from the originally harmonious and happy family.Let alone this situation, even if the conditions of the orphanage were acceptable, in Rita's eyes, it would probably be like hell on earth.

"The human heart is really a very complicated thing, and I am afraid of comparison, but also want to be dissatisfied." In the darkness, Rita sighed faintly.

"In fact, looking back now, maybe the life of the orphanage is not so sad, at least in the era when one-fifth of Russia's population relied on international rescue to survive, they could have a meal and became a Valkyrie It’s not like I haven’t encountered a more difficult situation in order to carry out the task. But for me, it’s never the hunger that’s difficult, but other more desperate things.”

"Do you know why that man finally chose me as the inheritor of his bloodline? Because the body is the world's best container for his bloodline. Life and principles sound like beautiful things, but when they are integrated into In the blood is a more violent and domineering authority than Thunder!" She stretched out a hand to touch her face, and raised her bangs to reveal the unquenchable gold that was still burning brightly in the dark night. Hitomi.

"The first time he changed my blood was when I was five years old, in order to save my life under the erosion of Houkai, but after that I can no longer live like a normal person, that violent blood Every night is transforming my body. The severe pain will hit every bone in my body. When the pain reaches the extreme, you can’t even commit suicide. A muscle is spasming. You have no way of commanding a single joint in your body other than curling up uncontrollably. You can't even make a sound, and the teeth are clenched like blood is spilling."

"..." Urandale was silent, she never knew that Rita had such a past.

"During those cold nights in Eastern Siberia where thousands of people huddled on wooden beds in thin clothes and endured the bone-deep pain, I really survived by hating that man."

In the dark night, the burning golden pupils shone like will-o'-the-wisps, and the illuminated face of Rita looked like a deadly ghost.

"Revenge? How can ordinary revenge be enough?! I will dig into his flesh and blood with my nails, and bite off his windpipe with my teeth. I will return all the pain I suffered during those thousands of nights in his body." Above the body, I want to dismantle his bones from his body one by one quickly! I want him to feel my despair day and night! I want to hear his screams and wailing!"

"You call this sick and delicate?" Under the cold golden vertical pupils like an ancient dragon, she smiled gracefully at Youlandelle.

"No, this is revenge!"

ps:

I encountered some things recently. I went to the school counselor as an assistant for a few days to deal with a related paper, and I had to stop for two days.

How should I put it... the people who read my book are probably boys.One piece of advice for you guys...really, don't be too...trusting in love.

Boys like girls with simple minds, but in fact, there are too few girls with simple minds in this world. The funny thing is that there are more boys with simple minds (of course, only relatively more).To tell you the truth, I think this is the result of the acquired environment. Many girls think about those little girls in their hearts. Sometimes from the boy's point of view, it is really...very dark.

To be honest, sometimes I meet some people and things, and seeing their attitudes is really complicated.To be honest, especially the boys in the otaku circle often joke with each other and say things like "wake up, you don't have a girlfriend". This kind of atmosphere is very serious.But girls who occasionally come into contact with this circle will really...have a lot of indescribable psychological advantages when they see this kind of atmosphere.

In fact, normal girls rarely say the word "desire to survive" to their boyfriends, and they are basically joking when they say it. After all, they themselves know that the so-called "desire to survive" is just a joke.It's really boring.But girls who have more contact with the house circle will really say to their boyfriends when they are losing their temper, "You have no desire to survive at all".When I heard it from the side, there were black question marks all over my face.

And Xiaoyan circle... that's even more exciting.Girls are better at double standards than boys, and that circle is probably the most serious double standard circle I have seen in all circles of boys and girls.They often have extremely high requirements for love. Boys are all in love. If they don’t put love above everything, they are scumbags, but they don’t have this kind of self-consciousness at all when they actually act. Falling in love from the perspective of the other party, calculating the other party's contribution and then discounting it as a charity to make your own contribution...

To be honest, sometimes... it's really exciting.

In this era, I really suggest that boys with average conditions (except the rich second generation) find someone who likes you, not someone you like.Because the extreme inequality in the relationship between men and women is really caught up, you will also find that this inequality will be very uncomfortable.Boys are the disadvantaged group in love these days, and it's really not easy to meet someone who is willing to treat you sincerely.

Author's message:

I meet a lot of girls, girls who usually look normal.When I was with the male ticket, it would give me a creepy feeling, the feeling that fortunately my mother didn't have to be her male ticket.

In fact, sometimes it's not that they don't understand that women are at a disadvantage in social status, and they especially demand a dominant position in the relationship between men and women.But I am a practical person. I feel that my social status is unfair, so I will prove that I am worthy of a fair social status through my own efforts.I really can't understand such things as retaliation and retaliation in other places.

Of course, my advice here is only for honest people with positive views (I don’t know when honest people have become derogatory terms).Except for the second disease and trolls, I won’t say much about trolls, I understand everything.The second disease of the second child... To be honest, the second disease of the second child is overly beautified in the anime. The Liuhua series seems to have set the tone for the second disease of the second child, and only that is the second disease of the second child.In fact, it can't even be regarded as the second grade, it's just the level of elementary school.The serious second disease is not only popular in Chongguo, but they are not aware of it.Especially when a person is a second-year-old and a troll (like I often see those bitches in the e-sports circle who keep their mouths shut)-it is a disaster on earth.

Sometimes I am really desperate, thinking that this generation of young people is really hopeless, and now it is getting worse and worse.But sometimes I feel that a disaster between a man and a woman goes well with green tea.

Chapter 450 The fifth love and hatred that never blend

"...But now you don't look like you are going to kill each other when you meet each other." Youlandal asked after being silent for a while. "I saw that you were... pretty harmonious."

It's more than harmony, when she said this, she secretly complained in her heart.If she remembers correctly, someone said in front of her that what she wants to do now is to give birth to a child for that person, and seeing others mocking him for blowing his hair outside would make him feel ashamed.

"Ah... that's another matter." When she said this, the light in the golden pupils in Rita's eyes suddenly dimmed a little, but it was still obviously bright and could not be extinguished.

"If there is a Goddess of Destiny in this world, she must be a whore, and the Sea of ​​Quantum is the makeup mirror she uses to charm the world." When Rita said this, her expression suddenly calmed down, but the content of her words changed. more harsh than before.

"Sometimes it's really a helpless thing. For those big people, it's just a past, but for the little people, it may be a lifetime. I often think that if I haven't experienced the Quantum Sea No, my life will be different, but when I think about it in the end, I just feel more resentful.”