Plural Apostles

"A game for entertainment and relaxation. Although there are competitive elements, I have indeed tried my best. I have not done anything subjectively sorry to the team. From the perspective of the rules of the game, I have no crimes, and I have nothing to do." Wrong, but from the player's point of view, countless repeated team competitions, there are winners and losers, because of the matching mechanism, the overall level of the players is at the same level, due to the future variability and the nature of the game mechanism. Players' performances are naturally different, and at the same time, the strengths and weaknesses are compared within one round. '

'...'

Siegfried continued typing.

'I was inferior to my opponent in this round and dragged down the team. I'm sorry. You were evenly divided by your opponent in this round. You performed better than me, but this is not a reason for you to criticize your teammates. I didn't intentionally release water. There is no passive game either. The enemy kills me on his own, and I feel helpless. This is reality, and there is no way around it. '

'You said you are a horse! ! '

'Essentially, games and entertainment are easy for you and me. If you can't achieve 100% victory, then if you feel like your mind is bursting without failing once, why don't you learn to be open?Or delete the game?These are the two most direct ways to restore peace of mind. '

'You pretend to be your horse! ! '

'Let's be realistic, after all this talk, the enemy has grown and pushed to the high ground, now we should all work together for victory..."

Your teammate initiates a surrender.

Agree, agree, agree, deny.

You have chosen to surrender.

"That's why it's easy for people to show their emotionally dominated side in the game." Siegfried put down his phone and looked at Leiden Mei, who had a subtle expression beside him, "The advantage is that it can vent pressure, and the disadvantage is that people who are too immersed will suffer because of Actively venting emotions has affected one's own three-dimensional personality. I believe the former should be the majority. After all, it has been developed for so long. Based on real-life people, there is already a set of default definitions for the game. Fighting and insulting teammates, from behavioral ethics Physically it’s not true, but emotionally it’s true.”

"So games can only be used as entertainment, and it is definitely not educational at the moment... For the e-sports that person said, food is the original sin, which is wrong, because in essence, what we play is video games, not e-sports. Only Those who regard this as a career are qualified to speak of e-sports."

Lei Dian Mei raised her hands and put them together slightly. She tilted her head and showed a subtle expression: "Qi Jun, it's just a game...you are too serious."

"Because I have already passed the stage of playing games to vent my emotions and pressure." Siegfried shook his head and quit the game, "But then again, I really didn't expect that Mei, you are just a student..."

"Everyone is a student, and if you think about it, I'm in my early 20s."

Mei Lei smiled, stretched out his hand and patted his knee: "You... If some things are too serious, in the end, only yourself will suffer."

"Maybe, but I feel that if I don't live seriously, there is no meaning to live."

Siegfried sighed, kicked off the slippers skillfully, fell to the side, his head fell on Leiden Mei's lap wrapped in slim pants, and he lay on the sofa, pillowing Leiden Mei's legs, his eyes narrowed slightly Looking, seemingly wandering about something.

Sure enough, Mr. Qi has always been Mr. Qi... The opinions he raised during this period of time, when he knew it was right, he was obviously making changes, trying to accept the changes caused by him entering his life, and...

Thinking of Siegfried's serious discussions with people in the game just now, Raiden Mei wanted to laugh a little bit, could he always do some interesting things subtly?She hummed a little tune, and as usual, she put her palm on Siegfried's head and stroked it lightly.

The light outside the window shines in, winter is about to pass, and the gentle sun shines on the world.

"The snow has stopped..."

Leiden Mei turned her head, looked at the gentle light coming through the window, and spoke softly.

"Snow? It stopped a few weeks ago." Siegfried narrowed his eyes slightly, his tone was calm and lazy, "Mei, you are such a weirdo."

Mei Lei lowered her head slightly, looked at Siegfried's squinted eyes, and there seemed to be something flickering inside: "Mr. Qi, don't you often say that you are a weirdo?"

"Yeah, they're all weird..."

If you don't explore the reason why the other party is close to you, there is no normal person who gradually walks into each other's life from stranger to familiarity, from familiarity to heartbeat, from heartbeat to closeness, from almost enemy to almost lover, the transformation becomes so weird and absurd...

Like a fantasy story.

Siegfried opened his eyes slightly, and looked at Leiden Mei, who was humming softly, her gentle and beautiful face was immersed in the sunshine of early spring, her fingers gently slid on her hair, once and again, The slight rustling sound, combined with the melodious and light humming, made him subconsciously relax as he listened, his eyes slowly separated the world in his eyes, his thoughts slowly drifted away, floating aimlessly, continuing the senses all that is felt.

The warm sunshine in the early spring shines on the face, and the cold winter has passed, the rays of light are so soft.

There is a warm and soft feeling on the back of the head, even through a layer of clothes, the intimate contact between the body and the body brings a subtle emotion to the heart.

On the natural gas stove in the kitchen, the stewed broth is boiling, making a sound like a hungry person’s gurgling sound. You can faintly smell the smell of meat stewed with seasoning slowly coming from the kitchen. Float out.

Outside the house, there was the sound of cars passing by.

In the quiet, every bit of it reveals a beautiful meaning.

"The world, made up of many people and the environment, is in constant motion, and it is full of variables for one person...On average, no matter what time, no matter where, people experience happiness And sadness, often because of the throbbing of the heart for a while, and because of the world's feedback to oneself, various views will arise. When encountering beautiful things, there will be a thousand kinds of prosperity in the eyes..."

"No matter who you are or who is going to experience unhappiness, no one can change this world full of variables, and you can only get used to it in the end. I think that for many, many people, the meaning of life is simply not wanting to die. Walking in the world, who doesn't have some scars on his body, who doesn't have some insights, but is too lazy to think, too lazy to meditate, too lazy to transform those things into sharp thorns."

"After all, anesthesia is required for surgery. Who likes to always think of the pain of being stabbed by the world..."

Lei Dian Mei lightly touched Siegfried's head, but did not speak, she was used to Siegfried's way of expressing what was on his mind so suddenly... This Mr. Qi is persistent and sensitive, serious and serious, In the end, he chose to stay away from the world formed by people according to his actual situation, and immerse himself in his own soul.

Leiden Mei didn't quite understand whether it was right or wrong, or whether it was courage or evasion. After all, life is not easy no matter what. All she can do and subconsciously want to do is to be so quiet and harmonious. Geoffrey leaned closer, hoping to bring Siegfried a moment of peace.

"It's so beautiful..." Siegfried opened his eyes, looked calmly at the smiling Raiden Mei, and murmured softly, "Being moved and heartbeat by something is just a temporary emotion, and it will happen sooner or later." Time has passed, but I still have despicable thoughts subconsciously."

Raiden Mei looked down at Siegfried, stopped humming a little tune, and was a little curious: "Despicable thoughts?"

"I hope that the touch and beauty at this time will stay for a long time, I hope that you will not change with time, and I am eager to restrain you with realistic legal and moral requirements, so as to tie you firmly by my side, so that it seems to be able to erase I feel uneasy...heh."

Siegfried said, laughing.

"Qi Jun, are you... proposing marriage?" Lei Dian Mei tilted his head slightly, but his mood was unexpectedly calm, "It's the first time I've heard someone say that proposing marriage is a despicable idea."

"It's really a despicable idea... because I feel that getting along with the other party is a kind of happiness in heaven, so I want to let this kind of touching in my heart stay forever, I want to possess the other party, I want the other party to match me After a lifetime, the most effective way is to use realistic rules to bind the other party by your side. Marriage has never been a way to deepen mutual feelings, but to bind each other with a chain."

"In the end, just like facing reality, some may be lucky enough to live in heaven all the time, and some may weather the storms, constrain themselves under the constraints of law and self-morality, gradually get used to it, take it lightly, and make do with it." After a lifetime, yes, each other is each other’s hell, getting too close is torturing each other, similarly, many, many similar behaviors are just a kind of despicable behavior, trying to use reality to restrain and modify feelings, people need these Things, means their own ugliness and flaws..."

Siegfried moved his fingers, and took out a small ring from his trouser pocket. He rested on Lei Dianmei's legs, looked at the ring on his hand quietly, a small sapphire ring: "I am I bought it on a whim when I went out a few days ago, and now I really want to smash this thing, but I have a despicable desire to wear this thing on your finger..."

"Qi Jun, what do you think love is?"

"A man who, to me, is beautiful and right."