Plural Apostles

"Sure enough, what happened during that time..."

Lei Dian Mei sighed silently in her heart. From a perspective that felt a little blurry and bizarre, she watched "myself" carrying a schoolbag and walking in the crowd with indifference. , scrutiny, and disgusting gazes, the appearance of those people looks vague and obscure.

'Is she Raiden Mei?That very popular lady. '

'Yeah, I used to have a lot of friends, and those boys and girls were all around her all day long, but now it seems that they are all pretending, and those friends should alienate her if they see it clearly, tsk tsk, I really know people and don't know faces. Heart. '

'I used to think she was very good, but I didn't expect my father to break the law and is also a black-hearted businessman. I guess my daughter is not much better. '

'This kind of person continues to come to school...'

"I" made a sullen face, trying not to respond to the voices of discussion and weird gazes, and walked step by step with my schoolbag on my back, when a group of vague people came in front of me, some of them said something to me, Some people kept silent, and finally passed by themselves.

'Sorry, let's keep our distance from now on. '

'Miss Thunderbolt, your father...'

'I don't want to be friends with a criminal's daughter. '

'...'

"Mei, your father... I'm sorry anyway. '

Mei Lei watched this scene silently. Although she didn't know her expression in the dream, she thought it was just a calm smile, but the expression of "myself" in the dream was full of indifference.

Love the house and the black, so you can ignore the objective right and wrong.

Hate the house and black, so you can ignore right and wrong.

The biggest lie of people is to create right and wrong black and white, because they often do objectively wrong things because of their feelings, and beautify the mistakes into correct or self-based reasons in an emotional way.

Raiden Mei understands the meaning of Siegfried's words best. When her father was arrested for a crime, the pain and entanglement in her heart constantly tortured herself about what is right and what is wrong. Once her father taught her kindness , honesty and integrity, and finally created a split and brokenness in the person who taught himself...

Although she later found out that Cocolia framed her father secretly, but when she didn't know it at the time, Raiden Mei couldn't forget that feeling and painful thinking, because of the series of changes caused by that incident, she Later, I gradually came out, but I couldn't forget it.

On campus, after a day, my interpersonal relationship was broken because of the impact of this incident. The name of the criminal's daughter was placed on her head. Those friends in the past were either silent or avoiding her. There were voices of discussion and all kinds of strange eyes.

A person has to die three times in his life, one is when all signs of life stop, one is when a funeral is held to let those who know this person know that this person is dead, and the last time is when no one remembers this person's name.

Raiden Mei didn't know what it was like to die, but thinking about it, it was just a similar pain to that time.

I don't want to hear this, and I don't want to do some extreme things because of other people's behavior, so I can only transfer to another school and leave... I started my life in the new academy as an "Ice Queen". At that time, I doubted the meaning of kindness and gentleness, and rejected all interpersonal relationships, so I was secretly called the "Queen of the Iceberg" by others.

If other people found out about the crimes committed by my family and father, it would probably be the same as before, and my name would become the "criminal's daughter" overnight.

It is too troublesome to understand the details of what happened, it is too tiring and impossible to fully understand a person, and it is too boring to listen to the voice of others... One person talks casually, two people talk casually, and finally everyone They all talked casually, subconsciously put on colored glasses, and naturally speculated about themselves with seemingly normal malice, including those friends who they were familiar with and had made some time with.

It was a time when people couldn't help but want to go crazy, and I was still doubting my life, doubting whether my actions from childhood to adulthood were meaningful...

It was also at that time that Honkai could erode him without his knowledge, allowing him to give birth to the personality of the Herrscher.

If the meaning of kindness and gentleness is only to make yourself more painful when you are hurt by reality, then why don't you pick up a cold and sharp sword to protect yourself from harm?It is easier to hurt others than to hurt yourself.

Leiden Mei looked at the indifferent expression of "myself" walking through the crowd, and she slowly revealed a little gentle joy in her heart. Maybe it's not bad to leave the ordinary society and take another path...

"I" stopped in my tracks, the voices of discussion and strange gazes around me were still there, but what "I" was watching was a white-haired girl running over with her hands waving, her two braids fluttering, her face full of energy and a smile , turning a deaf ear to everything around.

"Mei! I'm hungry, is breakfast ready?"

Yes, always smiling, doesn't know how to look at the atmosphere, does his own way, and is a subtle idiot with both quotient...

The glacier on "Raiden Mei"'s face disintegrated like snow melting, she raised a bento in her hand and handed it to Qiyana who ran over impatiently: "Here, I didn't forget."

"Bajibaji, the rice cooked by Mei is the best!"

As for later, I went to St. Freya Academy and broke away from ordinary people's society. Although there were only a few people who could be regarded as friends in St. Freya Academy, the atmosphere was obviously different from ordinary schools. And in that disaster, I also met Jun Qi...

If there is no collapse, if there is no group order beyond another level of ordinary society, if I have not met Qiyana, if my father really committed a crime...

Should I abandon the education I have received since I was a child, abandon my own ideas, and live a happier and more comfortable life for myself, or should I persevere and try to believe in myself, or...

Raiden Mei assumes these hypotheses that will not appear, and the vague feeling about Siegfried gradually becomes clearer.

Qi Jun of this mind image world...

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Opening her eyes, she sat up from the bed. After a night of deep sleep, some messy hair curled up in all directions. Mei Lei rubbed her eyes, raised her hands and stretched her waist, and let out a lazy sigh.

Compared to before, Qi Jun should have passed that stage, and then chose a way to face life.

Well, trying to figure out how to pry Siegfried's heart.

Raiden Mei cheered herself up, cheering up and thinking about what method to use today. Before that, she quietly replaced the takeaway with something she made. Although Siegfried seemed a little emotional about his extreme resentment for meddling in his life, but It is precisely because of this that I can see something else from Qi Jun's performance.

Bronya asked herself to make this plan because she looked at Siegfried's archives on the Internet and figured it out?

Do you want to continue to replace the takeaway with your own handmade bento today?Or do you want to find a reason to enter Siegfried's room?Leiden Mei thought about leaving the bedroom, and said good morning to Siegfried's bedroom as usual, but there was still no response.

There is a heavy responsibilities and a long way to go... Today you can try to start a conversation with what Qi Jun wrote as before. Qi Jun obviously still has the need to express himself. Jun obviously cares a little bit about this aspect.

Speaking of which, in the story Qi Jun wrote yesterday, the protagonist felt that he might be Qi Jun himself.

Clean the room where there is almost no dust, go out to buy vegetables, and prepare for lunch in advance. Every day is so peaceful and without waves. Raiden Mei likes this kind of peaceful life, everyone is here, Ann Be quiet, be steady, and save the world once in a while...

Speaking of which, I haven't been back to the next door recently. Although I keep in touch every day, I don't know if Kiyana is eating and sleeping well...