Plural Apostles

ps: Why is the National Day so busy... Xianyu ponders

Chapter 610 IX Still A Long Time

"So many things happened..."

Karen walked beside Yae Sakura, frowning in thought, with a guilty expression and a little at a loss: "Sakura, if it's because of me..."

"Karen, I don't need to say these words, and saying something like 'I leave you and let Siegfried' come back is a line from a third-rate Korean drama."

Yae Sakura seemed much calmer. She glanced at Karen, and basically understood what this lover with low EQ was thinking: "Things have developed to this point, it is useless to say anything, even if you come again Once again, I will not choose who to give up..."

Just like the "if" game, in the final analysis, everything in the past has made me who I am now. Even if I go back to the past, I can at most make up for some regrets that cannot be recovered-I am still myself, and I finally choose what I have achieved. Still myself.

"But Siegfried..."

Karen scratched her hair, pondered over and over again and swallowed all kinds of questions. She knew that she really didn't know much about this aspect, and she was confused about emotional matters. Being in a passive position, she doesn't have any special emotions about it. She has so much time to struggle with this feeling, so she might as well spend her energy on other things.

"Take it easy, Siegfried wants to completely erase his love for me emotionally...It turns out that people can't control their emotions, I am like this, Siegfried is like this, and Theresa is like this, always There comes a time when the feelings that are squeezed and cannot be released will turn into impulses, and the ending caused by impulses is also uncertain for who is good and who is bad."

Yae Sakura smiled slightly: "You don't need to worry about me and Siegfried, at least now both I and Siegfried should be a little bit more open. It is often said that life is short, but our days will be very long... ... No matter how bad the future is, Siegfried will never see me forever, no matter how good the future is, Siegfried will never leave Theresa behind..."

"Actually, I have a little bit of regret. If I agreed to Siegfried's marriage proposal and didn't care about your feelings, maybe now it should be more in line with the situation I envisioned?"

Yae Sakura showed a thoughtful expression, and the fox's ears moved slightly.

"This... I don't know very well."

Karen shrugged and imagined if Yae Sakura and Siegfried got married: "Sure enough, I can't imagine it. The situation at that time was different from now. I used my current thoughts to figure out what I thought at that time. No matter how I thought about it, Pretty unreliable."

"Yeah, I'm just thinking about the past from the present point of view. At that time, it was impossible for me to agree to Siegfried's marriage proposal...Although I started to prepare this wedding dress after that Yae Sakura smiled and sighed, "Actually, when I prayed to heaven and earth before, I was still a little worried. Although I am confident that I will still love Siegfried after 500 years, I am not confident that Siegfried will love Siegfried after 500 years. Do you still love yourself?"

"……what?"

Karen's eyes widened slightly, feeling a little unbelievable. As far as her previous feelings were concerned, in terms of the interaction and emotional expression between Yae Sakura and Siegfried, she couldn't compare at all... After all, she doesn't understand romance.

"It should have been after that marriage proposal... If his heart hadn't started to shift, he wouldn't have accepted Teresa either. Anyway, things have been like this, and Siegfried and I are not in a hurry to have one. What's the result, Karen, you don't need to be in a hurry, to use the words of Shenzhou—Is the emperor not in a hurry for the eunuch?"

Karen twitched the corner of her mouth: "Hey, Sakura, I'm thinking for you now..."

"Come on, Siegfried and I can't do anything, what can you come up with after thinking about it for a long time?" Yae Sakura smiled softly, gentle and peaceful, "At least at the moment of worshiping heaven and earth, I am sure that both myself and Siegfried have changed. , People are so fickle, aren’t they?”

It can be said that the attachment to me and Siegfried has not changed from the beginning to the end... And when the memory is about to be sealed for 500 years, and the situation of worshiping each other, it would be strange if the mentality did not change a little?Is it like walking a cycle between life and death?

Karen doesn't quite understand these things, she really prefers to follow Siegfried to save the world, although most of the time she spends her time trying to figure it out, but she feels very happy and has lived up to her will.

"Let's go, it's rare to come to Gensokyo, let's visit more places."

……

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"Hehe, there are quite a few handsome men in human form that can be seen in Gensokyo, maybe I can find a pleasant encounter here?"

Ji Zi, who was wearing a fiery red dress at the reception, looked around curiously, looking at scenes of all kinds of races going about their normal lives: "Hey, Fu Hua, look at that one over there, doesn't it look pretty cool? "

"Major Jizi, I'm not interested in making too many comments on your jokes." Fu Hua frowned and walked beside Jizi, like a match made in heaven, at least on the chest, "Mr. They pulled us here without a fight, and now I don’t know how much trouble the people who are called to the meeting at the reception over there will cause..."

"Tsk tsk, is your mind full of work? How about taking it easy once in a while? Or are you used to handling things for Teresa?" Ji Zi raised his brows, "Don't worry, we disappeared for no reason. Others may not know the reason, but Bishop Otto can tentatively guess what happened. The acceptance of the collapse of human society will not stop because we suddenly disappear. Everything will develop slowly. The role is nothing more than to ease the conflict with one's own ability."

Fu Hua replied calmly: "It is better to be able to play a role than to waste time here."

"Really? To be honest, what do you think of the current situation of those three guys?"

Ji Zi bumped Fu Hua's shoulder with a smile: "Come here, elders who have lived for 5000 years, go and teach them."

"It's better not to interrupt or interfere, they can handle everything by themselves, and it's not like you don't know how I survived those 5000 years, Major Jizi." Fu Hua shook his head, looking into Jizi's eyes through the lens Mou, "Also, what do you think, Major Ji Zi? You still have that kind of meaning to Ziegfeld..."

"You don't need to look at it, and don't be too obvious. As long as you have that kind of meaning in your heart, time will make everything blossom and bear fruit."

Ji Zi smiled softly: "Don't think you've lived longer than me... I know better than you about this matter. When I knew that I would live a short life before, I might think of it as compared with ordinary people. There have been a lot of changes, so I’m never in a hurry, and the rush is just to be sorry for myself and others.”

"Look at that dwarf Teresa, she has become like this in a hurry."

Is inaction also an act?Fu Hua turned her thoughts away, and was not too enthusiastic about this aspect of things. Love, love, and even a lot of emotional impulses will eventually turn into the tranquility and plainness that she knows how to feel. She doesn't know if she can only live for 100 years. After 5000 years, human beings will become her mentality, but she is this mentality.

Hmm... Watching the emotional entanglement between Siegfried and the others, it feels like watching a third-rate romance drama.

It's a mess.

Instead of venting and expressing one's feelings violently, it is better to think about how to completely remove the shadow of Honkai that hangs over human heads.

"Hey! Little girl over there!"

Fu Hua and Ji Zi, who were chatting casually on the street, looked over and saw an old man beckoning them to recruit at a corner of the street. There was no doubt that he was calling them. The only thing that can break the spatial dislocation and shielding is the initiative and the goal. To exchange information.

Ji Zi and Fu Hua looked at each other and walked over. Anyway, there is no danger in Gensokyo, and there is nothing particularly important or place to go, so it is not a big deal to go and see.

"Hey, is there something wrong with the old man?"

Ji Zi raised her hand to say hello, feeling that she was undoubtedly a little girl compared to the actual age of the person next to her who was thousands of years old.

"I didn't call you." The old man squatting against the wall looked at Fu Hua, his dark eyes flickered twice, "Oh...not bad, it's rare to see a good seedling who practiced martial arts. purely."

Fu Hua raised his eyebrows. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon in Fantasy Township couldn't be more normal. After all, it is also the capital of multiple world-level powers: "What do you want me to do?"

"Your strength is hindering your progress in martial arts. Although I don't know how you practiced martial arts, it is obvious that your strength did not come from your own exploration and understanding of martial arts at first." The old man stroked his beard, but he squatted The appearance in the corner is not superior, "Little girl, if you want to be brave and diligent in martial arts, you must use your own will to completely smelt the power of wrong origin in your body, or abolish your own power to create new power. Otherwise, your martial arts will be stuck in place and difficult to improve."

Ji Zi glanced at Fu Hua: "Is he talking about Honkai Energy?"