Plural Apostles

"It's finally here! Come on!"

"Ahh! Hurry up! You're going to die, you're going to die!"

"Bronya is working hard..."

This is definitely a more difficult way of moving than five people with the same feet. Squeezing around is always stepping on grids slowly, approaching the door that does not know when it will appear.

The light filled the perception, and then turned into a real scene. The five people stared blankly at the people who entered and exited the door around them, as if they were alive after a catastrophe... In fact, after the reunion, the progress of the dream plot could no longer arouse the excitement in their hearts. There is no disturbance at all, isn't it just the usual daily life, and the occasional mission?Even Hill, who was watching with interest at first, gradually turned his attention to the other side.

"Finally you don't need to squeeze..." Yae Sakura moved her fox ears, and she let out a long breath when she came back to her senses. Then she looked at Teresa beside her, who still had dull eyes, squatted down, and hugged Theresa's ears. He said softly, "Theresa, I have something I want to talk to you..."

Teresa still hadn't recovered from the crowd just now, she subconsciously asked, "Ah? What are you talking about?"

"Let's find a place, let's talk about it..."

"Little Hachi, before that, I think the two of us need to talk." Siegfried stretched out his hand, grabbed Yae Sakura's hand, left a word for Teresa, and then pulled Yae Sakura away This space, "Little dwarf, don't worry when I come back."

Teresa came back to her senses in a daze, scratching her cheek, what the hell...

ps: Xianyu starts the movie watching mode

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"Siegfried, do you have an answer?"

After shielding all the figures, walking on the empty and deserted street, slowly moving towards the Tongtian World Tree in front, Yae Sakura turned her head slightly, looking calmly at Siegfried next to her.

"Of course, I have an answer..."

Siegfried sighed with some relief: "The empire does not have any expressly required laws on matters of private affairs, so as far as you and I are concerned, there is no fairness or injustice in terms of our actions. It's not right... just because of the intertwined life trajectories of you and me, the ideological opposition is the simplest and purest opposition, unless one party makes a change in his heart, there is no room for relaxation."

"Xiao Ba, you should understand the predicament I am facing, right?"

Yae Sakura nodded slightly: "Naturally I understand... the love you think is the only love for each other, but you also cherish your friends and relationships, so now there is a problem, even if you don't have the heart, you will fall in love with each other after a long time. , other people will have more or less thoughts about you in this regard, and if you don't handle it properly, maybe you don't even have to be friends. After all, the relationship between people is difficult to deal with, especially when it goes bad. "

"However, this is impossible." Yae Sakura lowered her eyes and said softly, "For me, you and Kallen are my love, even my world..."

Siegfried glanced at Yae Sakura: "You take love too seriously."

"Is there anything wrong? For me, this is the most correct view and approach." Yae Sakura sighed lightly, "Whether it's you or Kallen... For me, it's emotionally inseparable I don’t want to change myself, so I can only selfishly hope to change you and Kallen, even if I know it will make you feel a little uncomfortable, I can only do this.”

"So it is for me, at least for me now." Siegfried smiled, "It doesn't matter if... For me, although I don't value love as much as you do, but The same persistence as yours, human thinking... Xiaoba, I can't make a promise to you, because I have to make a promise to that little man."

"But you can't forget."

Yae Sakura said calmly: "I will love you until the day you turn back... I know you still have me in your heart, unless you are really willing to abandon everything and never see me again...Love is true. It's selfish, if you accept me again, Teresa will be sad, if you don't accept me, I will be sad too, and no matter what..."

"I'm the one who worries the most. As expected, people who can't control their bodies will be killed by their own desires sooner or later."

Siegfried rolled his eyes and sighed deeply: "It's a deadlock now, you don't give in, I don't give in, or you in my heart don't give in either... I tried to forget my love with you, but I worked hard for so long , even if I vaguely fell in love with the little dwarf, I never forgot you."

"I can't help it... I can't help it..." Yae Sakura stared at Siegfried, turned around, the fox's ears seemed to be drooping listlessly, and her voice was low and sad, "I feel that you and I are so close Strange, obviously feeling pain, but neither is willing to give up, nor is willing to change, still sticking to each other's ideas here..."

"Because if you have to talk nonsense, people are selfish, and there must be something for their own sake at some point."

Siegfried said casually: "People's principles are inherently unclear, and statements that are not limited by a certain environment are just nonsense. For you and me, this is the opposite of thinking, and it has nothing to do with anything else... Xiao Ba, what do you think will happen in the future if we continue with the current situation?"

"...I don't know." Yae Sakura shook her head slightly, her expression slightly confused, "I just know that I can't give up."

"So, we are all insisting on hurting each other, just for the faintly visible, bright future that we see..."

Siegfried sighed thoughtfully: "Actually, you and I still have a long, long time in the future. Apart from the 500 years, you and I are only in our twenties. Even because of the empire, we have seen many completely different things. I have been thinking about the past recently, and I feel more and more how easy it is for people to change, even if I am persistent."

Yae Sakura pursed her lips lightly, a bit of persistence appeared on her beautiful face: "I will never change, this feeling will never change..."

"It's hard to tell about things like the future...at least you and I haven't lived through a long time, and we can't know what our appearance will be forever. Thinking about these things recently, I feel that I have changed. I have more scruples than before, and I am more thoughtful than before, and I dare not do some things I want to do with my own hands." Siegfried sighed sadly, "Oh, I tricked Qiyana to make breakfast and gave Mei a hand Sweeping a broom that gets dirtier, tying bows with your ears... People change, and I understand my changes better."

"Especially when we have become stronger and the level of life is improving. The memory from birth to the present is so clear that there is no omission. If you think about it carefully, you will find that you have been changing. Human beings only have a hundred years, and the memory is so short. Accepting the moment and those profound things, even if it is what you see at the moment, if you don’t pay attention, it will just be forgotten in a flash, live forever, and live to the point where you want to die. At first, I knew about this, but I didn’t really feel it. , but what happened recently, after thinking about it, really makes people depressed but they have to persevere..."

Yae Sakura's heart trembled, and she quickly looked at Siegfried: "You..."

"Don't worry, I'm not looking for life and death because of emotional problems, I'm just trying to use 18 years of mortal concepts to ignorantly figure out what is the idea and style of an immortal." Siegfried comforted, "After all, planning for the future , except for the flashy classmates, God knows if all of you will suddenly not want to live in the future... Be selfish, I want to wait until the day we die together."

"Huh..." Yae Sakura felt relieved slightly, and changed the topic back, "We'll talk about the future, what should we do now?"

Siegfried twitched his lips, and had to face the problem in front of him: "You love me, and you want to love me."

"I know." Yae Sakura said softly, "You love me, but you can't love me."

The very simple problem brings the most troublesome confrontation that seems to be resolved only by time. Walking on the street, the two of them know each other's thoughts, thoughts, and what the other will do.

The two talked while walking, strolling on the streets of the city, slowly walking towards the world tree that reaches the sky.

Yae Sakura's eyes were a little blurred: "You can't be cruel, so that you will never interact with me. You still love me after all, but you also fell in love with another person."

As Siegfried walked, his expression calmed down: "I distanced myself from you and showed my attitude. You feel pain but you are not willing to give up, but you have nothing to do when you see me and the little dwarf."

"You think it's best, I forgot about this love, I'm still your assistant, I'm still your family, but I'm not your lover, you still love me, but you can't go against your own will, and you don't want to let De Lisa is heartbroken by this."

"You have no choice, and you can't think of a way. You can be selfish in your attitude, but you can't be selfish in your conduct. You are also concerned about the feelings of the little man, even if the straight-line thinking judges that it is the little man who robbed your lover. .”

"Karen is a woman. You have some opinions on this, but they are not too big. I thought I could slowly change your mind, and you thought I could slowly change my mind, but we are still standing here. Even if I propose to ignore Teresa, you can't accept it..."

"Because you will be unhappy, Teresa will also be unhappy, and I will not be happy either. When you and I have opposing ideas, this kind of compromise that is uncomfortable for everyone is nothing more than self-deception."

"Then do you have a solution... I still won't give up."

"There is a way."