Plural Apostles

Siegfried's soft voice came from behind: "You really don't want to go back? When you get up tomorrow, other people will find your note and worry about you."

"If you can't go back, I won't go back! Just go back by yourself!" Qiyana didn't turn her head, biting the bun angrily, "Ms. Ben wants you to take care of so many things! Get out of here!"

"Everyone doesn't mind, as long as you don't mind, Kiyana, go back."

"Don't don't don't don't don't don't! I mind it! I'm just a wayward guy! I'm just a fool who doesn't know what to do and wants to suffer by myself!" Qiyana roared, with a touch of hysteria , "Siegfried, get lost! Miss Ben doesn't want to see you!!"

Go away, get out... What do people like me care about? Bronya said that she is a paramecium, so just be a paramecium, other things... I don't don't care, don't care...

Kiyana squatted on the snow, curled up into a ball slightly, feeling the coldness seeping out of her heart became more bone-chilling, she bit the steaming steamed bun that Siegfried took out, but it was as if she was biting a piece of tasteless and dry. As he swallowed the buns, his throat was slightly choked, making the food even more difficult to swallow.

Sensing that the people behind her hadn't left, Qiyana ate the steamed stuffed bun viciously: "Get out! I'm just playing my temper! I'm just self-willed! Why don't you get out!"

Siegfried seemed to sigh slightly: "Qiana, when you are angry, you can't say some things casually, otherwise it will hurt people."

"I don't want you to care about it!!" Kiyana roared, then her body froze slightly, her eyes were slightly dull, watching the two stretching from the sides, wrapping around the lower abdomen, the slender fingers clasped each other, as if How will not let go of the hand.

"you……"

"Because you are Kiyana, so no matter if Missy has a bad temper, is capricious, or gives up on herself... no one will let you go." Siegfried squatted behind Kiyana, hugged Kiyana with both hands and exerted a little force, But Qiyana didn't move at all, he said softly, the words fluttering in Kiyana's ears, "Because you are Kiyana, we can tolerate your willfulness, don't mind all of this."

The gentle voice lingered in her ears, Qiyana held half of the unfinished steamed stuffed bun, a gleam of warmth seeped out of her cold heart, her body softened slightly like a frozen salted fish, With Siegfried's light strength, he fell backwards, and his back was stuck in Siegfried's arms.

Everything seemed to be quiet. Kiyana, who was in tears, looked at the vast white plain in the distance, and the snowflakes falling all over the sky. It seemed that everything had become alive and beautiful. The warmth in her heart and the warmth on her back, It made her feel lazy... as if, everything wasn't so bad anymore.

Siegfried sat obliquely on the ground, gently wrapped his arms around Kiyana, clasped his hands, and placed them on Kiyana's lower abdomen. He lowered his head and knocked his chin on Kiyana's shoulder: "From the horns Have you come out? If you haven't come out, continue to quarrel and scold. Of course, if you do something, be prepared to be beaten up by me, and then taken back with a bruised nose and a swollen face..."

The warm breath was blowing on the ears, and it seemed that there was a warmth gradually seeping into the heart from the ears. Qiyana felt that she had no strength all over her body. She leaned in Siegfried's arms and was hugged gently by the other party... her mind is good Chaotic, heart is also very chaotic, but it's not the impulse and chaos that I used to feel like I don't care about anything, nothing makes sense, I just want to stay by myself until I die.

"...I'm not that violent."

The voice subconsciously lowered, without the previous arrogant willfulness, she relaxed and leaned against Siegfried's arms, and unconsciously got closer. He stared at the vast white world before him.

Siegfried didn't speak, just hugged each other gently, and accompanied him to look at the white and clean world in front of him. He didn't show any emotions that might hurt Qiyana's sensitive heart at this time... He just needs to hug each other quietly , accompany the other party, and let the other party speed up and calm down.

"In my memory, my father always drank and didn't care about me until that day he gave me a name... As you said before, no one can take away the name Kiyana, the Qia in Mei's eyes Na, the Kiyana in Teresa's eyes... the meaning of Kiyana in the eyes of other people, condensed into this name, which belongs to me."

Qiyana moved her body and rubbed against Siegfried's arms, her voice was low, full of unrelieved depression: "I understand, everyone else knows my life experience, I know my life experience...but mutual Once you know it, it will be different."

"It's just that you feel different."

"I think it's different, isn't it different...Although I can't say it, I'm so scared, I'm afraid that everything will disappear, I'm afraid that I just had a good enough dream, and I'm afraid that everything I have will disappear one day ...Why should I be worthy of others' concern, why should I be worthy of others' concern, I...have I disappeared..."

"You're talking hurtful words again." Ziggy moved his chin, tapped Kiana's shoulder lightly, and said softly in the sad girl's ear, "But you are still a little girl, so you have the right to do so." Thinking about it, I am also qualified to be horny, inferior, self-willed, and playful..."

Qiyana tilted her head, lightly bumped Siegfried's head on his shoulder, and made a soft noise: "My lady is not as bad as you said... just now is not counted!"

"Yes, yes, just now doesn't count." Siegfried smiled gently, tilted his head and bumped back, "In short... don't be sad easily, otherwise, when you cry, people who care about you will also cry. Cry where you can't see."

"..." Qiyana pursed her mouth, feeling a little pain in her head. She squinted her eyes, tilted her head and bumped Siegfried again, "What about you? Why didn't you shed tears, don't you care about Miss Ben!"

Returning back like a child, Qiyana suddenly felt that the back of her head was held down by Siegfried's hand, and her turned head was lightly pressed against Siegfried's head, her two foreheads touching. Together.

"Because I care about you, I can't shed tears."

"...What kind of nonsense are you talking about?"

"I'm concerned about the tears, how can I see you who are crying?"

Qiyana suddenly turned her head away vigorously, staring blankly at the spreading whiteness in the distance, she quietly leaned against Siegfried's arms, feeling her heart beating, beating at a faster speed than usual...

Siegfried didn't speak, but silently wrapped his hands around her body again, and quietly accompanied her to look at this world where there was nothing but white.

"That... just... just... I'm sorry." Kiyana's faltering voice sounded.

"Yeah." Siegfried responded softly, even if he didn't turn his head, Kiyana seemed to be able to see the other person's gaze... In the staring just now, from the other person's eyes, there was a deep restrained concern, The overflowing tenderness made her feel a little dizzy, just like Mei's eyes...

"I accept your apology."

Qiyana took a deep breath, and stuffed the remaining half of the bun into her mouth. She chewed the bun intently, but she couldn't stop the warmth from the beating of her heart. It's not cold anymore, it's a little too hot.

In order to vent this overly hot emotion, Qiyana chewed the steamed stuffed bun embarrassingly, while finding fault with her petty temper as if not admitting defeat: "What! You should say 'it doesn't matter' at this time, what is it? I accept my apology!"

"Usual self-willedness is the cute side of a girl, you can accept it and look at it with appreciation..." Siegfried smiled and pressed Kiana's shoulder, "But sometimes being too self-willed is very hurtful... "

The warm breath was blowing on her ears, her heart seemed to stop for a moment, and then jumped again suddenly, Qiyana gritted her teeth, this feeling... She was a little dizzy, trying to maintain a nasty tone and said: "This lady just wants to be willful ! Why do you care about me!"

"If that's the case... Well, just tell me those hurtful things."

Kiyana moved her eyeballs, glanced at Siegfried's expression, and seemed to notice her gaze, and Siegfried, whose chin was on her shoulder, turned his head to look at her, and smiled softly: "I'm sorry You swear, you will never be mad at you."

thump...

"..." Qiyana lowered her head silently, and Siegfried stuffed a hot bun into her hand at some point, she bit into it, and the sound of her heartbeat seemed to float out of her body.

From irritability to loss, from loss to calmness, she finally fully recovered from her knot in her heart, but a small knot in her heart was lightly tied to the string of her heart.

Ahhhhh!It's over...I'm sorry for Mei...I'm going to be a philanderer!

"Do you want to go home?"

"……Um."

ps: Don’t turn it, don’t turn it, I can’t turn it today

Chapter 470 Five is getting more and more chaotic

It's over, what to do, what to do, what to do... If Mei finds me... Ahhh!Will die, must die!