What to Do if You Look Too Fierce

Aoki Si leaned against the corner of the hospital, lowered his hood, and the wound on his left hand due to the cutting with a knife was only hastily wrapped with gauze, and a smear of bright red on the palm was still visible.

Turning his head, in the corridor, Masao Kasugano sat on a chair with a haggard expression and red eyes, staring at the door of the ICU in a daze.

"I'm sorry." Aoki Division withdrew his gaze, sighed, and lowered his head.

At this time, the flow of people in the hospital was not too small. People coming and going cast their gazes at Aoki Si standing by the wall from time to time, but they were frightened by his cold expression and quickened their pace.

This is the first time that Aoki has felt so empty and lonely.

It's like becoming a piece of rootless duckweed, not knowing where I'm going to float, and where I should stop.

The irritability and depression made Aokiji's mood extremely complicated. He didn't know how to seek Masao Kasugano's forgiveness, and how to face this man who resolutely chose to save himself when he was in a low ebb just because of his kindness.

"What are you doing here?" A familiar voice came from behind, and Aoki quickly turned around. Kasugano Xing held the fast food packaging bag in his hand, and stood behind Aoki with the same tired expression, looking at Aoki silently.

Aoki Division opened his mouth, and in the end, he just lowered his head with guilt on his face: "I am very sorry, I have caused you such serious trouble."

Kasugano Xing stretched out her hand with gentle eyes, rubbed Aokiji's head through the hood of the sweater, and smiled softly: "At the beginning, your uncle and I were very angry."

"But now, we have figured it out." Kasugano Xing raised her head, looked at Masao Kasugano who was sitting in the distance, her expression was a little lonely: "It's just a matter of time before such a problem happened in the sky. Before you came here , Didn’t such a thing happen before?”

"But it's me after all..." Aoki Si clenched his fists with a sad expression.

Kasugano Xing looked at Aoki Si's dejected look at this time, and said peacefully: "People always grow through making mistakes and suffering, so does Si, so do I, and so does your uncle."

"It's just a matter of how long it took for Qiong to leave us. I don't think we can blame someone for all of this. If we insist on going back to the culprit of all this..." Kasugano Xing raised the corners of his mouth bitterly: " As the mother who gave birth to her, I am the one who should be most sorry for not giving her a body like a normal person."

"Auntie." Aoki Division wanted to comfort something, but was stopped by Kasuga Yexing with a smile and shaking his head.

As if she suddenly thought of something, she took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and said with a smile, "Did you know, during this time, Qiong said that she had a very happy time."

Aoki Division's pupils dilated slightly.

"We often call and send text messages. At first, Qiong just talked about her physical condition, but later, the content of her conversation was all related to you."

Kasugano Xing opened the text message and showed it to Aoki Division: "Look, every text message of hers shows how happy she is when she is with you."

With a trembling right hand, Aoki took the phone, looked at the chat records of Shangqiong and Kasugano Anko in the text message, and fell silent.

[Xing: How is Qiong feeling recently? 】

[Qiong: Very happy, Si took me to the mall today, went to grab the dolls together, bought me a small bag, and took a picture together. 】

Looking at Qiong, he also took a few photos of his profile picture and sent them to Kasugano Anko. At the end of the chat, he also used an emoticon pack of an anime character with a bright smile.

【Qiong: Mom, the secretary made delicious Chinese food today. (picture)】

Aoki Si flipped through the text messages silently, seeing the many text messages that showed off him, his eyes were slightly red.

Even at the very beginning, during the period when the two didn't communicate much, although Qiong was very indifferent in front of Aoki Sui, he could clearly express his gratitude and love for Aoki Division in the communication with Kasugano Xing.

【Qiong: Mom, I had a good dream today. 】

[Xing: What? 】

【Qiong: I dreamed that my father and mother were at home, the same as before.My health has also recovered, and I went to school with Si, went home together, and ate my parents' bento at school together. Some people tried to bully me, and Si beat me away. 】

【Xing: It will definitely come, Qiong must work hard. 】

Aoki Division bit his lower lip tightly, and gradually there was a bloody taste in his mouth.

[Qiong: (crying expression) I had a nightmare today, Si disappeared, and my parents were gone. 】

【Xing: Didn't you hate us for taking outsiders home?Why are you ranking ahead of your parents now? 】

It seemed that it took several minutes for Qiong's message to arrive.

【Qiong: It would be great if I was in good health and could act like an ordinary girl. 】

【Xing: You idiot, you will be fine. 】

【Qiong: (smiling expression) Well, that's fine, if I'm healthy, maybe Si won't care about me so much. 】

【Xing: How come?Don't think too much, neither parents nor Si will dislike you because you are different from ordinary people. No matter what you become, mother will love you. 】

[Qiong: Before I suddenly thought, before I die, I must go to the playground with my parents, and Si.But... Actually, it's pretty good now. By the way, Si is still learning how to play games recently. He looks like he has never played a game, but he still wants to be brave. (Laughing expression)]

[Xing: Don't expose it!And... so you have grown up so much, Qiong, how much dowry does mother have to prepare for you? (sinister smile)]

[Qiong: (Emoji rolls eyes) I hate it. 】

Aoki Si silently handed the mobile phone to Kasugano Anko, and rubbed his eyes.

Kasugano Xing just put the phone in his pocket, stretched out his hand again, and rubbed Aokiji's head: "Okay, I've already shown you the text messages, why are you so sad. Qiong never blamed you. "

"Thank you...thank you..." Qing Musi's voice was a little choked up, and this was the first time he showed such weakness in front of others.

Kasuga Yexing gently hugged Aoki Si into his arms, and patted him on the back: "Okay, Si don't need to think too much."

Aoki Secretary gritted his teeth tightly, because of too much force, even his jaw was a little sore.

Holding back, and not venting his emotions, Aoki Division took a deep breath and raised his head: "Really, thank you."

"Come on, let's wait for Qiong to wake up." Xing pulled Aoki and walked towards the corridor.

Aokiji followed her and approached Kasugano Masao, he was still sullen, but nodded to Aokiji without speaking.

"I'm sorry..." Aoki Si whispered.