Quadruple split

The most powerful Ned was being attacked by four orc warriors at the same time. The long sword dancing in his hand was filled with a layer of light blue mist, and there was a slight chill on it. It was with this sword that he had the ability to fight. Only weapons enchanted by frost can contain the enemies that may attack Mo Tan and Futaba to the greatest extent, but Ned himself, who is becoming more and more exhausted, has begun to be injured.

During a collision and interception, he was even hit in the back of the heart by two war hammers at the same time. If he hadn't blocked it with a backhand in time, the impact alone might have seriously injured him.

But all Mo Tan could do was to bless him with a prayer of perseverance every five minutes, and occasionally intersperse a few law shields and healing spells that were better than nothing.

He really couldn't do anything more, because despite the seemingly dangerous situation, Ned was already in the best condition at this time, except for himself and Futaba...

The bones in Salazar's left arm were broken. A dozen seconds ago, in order to help Crabbe get out of the dilemma of being attacked from both sides, he directly elbowed the enemies behind his teammates with one step, but was hit by the orc warrior who was originally entangled with him. The fist hit the side of his body, and an arm was lost.

After that, Mo Tan almost never interrupted the Law Shield on his body, but he was unable to perform high-intensity treatment on Salazar.

Because the conditions of Yinna and Crabbe were really bad at this time, the latter's forehead was cut with a blood hole that was deep enough to see the bone during the fight. The blood that kept spurting out made his vision abnormal. Blurred, and the giant ax in his hand has begun to show gaps due to dozens of times of fighting with a strength that is only slightly inferior to that of his own kind...

And because he doesn't like to wear the tight standard soft armor, his naked upper body is already covered with wounds. Even though his physical fitness is far superior to that of the previous player who had a very poor game experience, Mo Tan knows that if he continues, Crab Step will It is only a matter of time before it follows suit!

Almost most of the holy healing spells with insignificant therapeutic effects have been used by Motan on Crabbe. Although he can still barely maintain his combat effectiveness with the Prayer of Perseverance, it is only 'for now'!

You must know that Mo Tan's magic power and faith value are limited!

Yinna's injuries are much better. After all, the Elf Ranger's dodge ability and speed are far superior to all enemies present. But you must know that she is not a strong orc like Crabbe, nor is she as persistent as Salazar. A monk who tempers his mind and body, there are many attacks that the latter two can survive with a little slowness, but Yinna will pay a heavy price if she takes it once.

To put it simply, low health means low defense!

Originally, Mo Tan could still try his best to maintain the Holy Word Shield (Law Order) for her, but since Salazar broke an arm, he has been unable to take care of her...

To be honest, Mo Tan has been able to maintain a relatively tight assist rhythm in the past ten minutes. In addition to using his skills at critical moments as much as possible, it is also due to the new talent he received not long ago.

[Piety: Your piety towards the god is worthy of recognition, and the passive recovery speed of faith value is permanently increased by 30%; when you are in a combat state and do not move for 30 seconds, you will enter the 'piety' state, and the magic power and faith value will be in a state of 'piety'. The passive recovery speed is increased by 50%. This state will be removed after moving. To activate again, you need to meet the 'piety' requirement again. 】

This talent is most likely a gift from God. After all, Mo Tan does not feel that he has the potential of a fanatical believer, nor has he made any achievements for the sect. Logically speaking, it is impossible to get such an obvious game so soon. Talents that will become more useful later on.

The lower the level of this talent, the less practical it is... Mo Tan complained in his heart when he got an advantage and acted like a good boy before.

But if it weren't for the support of [Piety] at this time, he would have exhausted all his magic power and faith value.

But……

【Can't do it. 】

Mo Tan mechanically raised his hands for an unknown number of times and placed the newly cooled Holy Word Shield on Salazar's body, which had just endured a heavy blow and had begun to lose balance.

[In other words, I can do it, but ‘I’ can’t do it...]

Ned was launching a forceful charge in an attempt to save Yinna, who was blocked from evasion by an orc shield warrior. He succeeded, but he was also bumped into the back by the enemy who followed closely from behind.

[If I appeared here with another personality, maybe I wouldn’t be in this predicament...]

Mo Tan stiffly refreshed the prayer of perseverance for Ned, whose duration was about to end. When he was about to treat Crabbe, he found that his magic power had almost bottomed out.

At this time, his companion had thrown away his nearly useless ax and was struggling with two orc warriors who were trying to outflank Salazar with his bare hands. At some point, he had several more wounds on his body.

[‘I’ can face any desperate situation and difficulty with a smile, and effectively use everything to achieve my goals. I don’t need to rely on anyone, and I can enjoy the crazy fun calmly...]

Futaba's spellcasting stopped. She no longer had any magic power. At this time, she couldn't even release the most ordinary fireball...

[‘I’ can be the most trustworthy support of my partners. With persistence and faith, I can accompany you to create miracles with your own hands...]

Yinna's face was pale. Although Ned had just created a gap for her to breathe, she had already exhausted too much physical strength. Moreover, the current situation was so desperate that there was almost no chance of a comeback. Chance.

[But 'I' can't do it... Even though I have the same knowledge, experience, experience, and knowledge, even though I am the same 'I', the one standing here is the most mediocre one...]

Mo Tan's hands were clenched weakly, and his face was ashen.

Human beings will always have a sense of self-loathing at some point, whether they are geniuses, great men, villains, lunatics or mediocre people.

Regret and chagrin, questioning and introspection are all the prerogatives of intelligent creatures.

I hate myself for betraying my friends.

I hate myself for being cold and heartless.

I hate myself for not fulfilling my filial duty.

I hate myself for being unscrupulous.

I hate myself for lacking courage.

I hate myself being the same.

I hate myself for being half-hearted.

I hate myself for sticking to the rules.

Looking back, if we could go back to those too many moments that we don’t want to be remembered, we would want to slap ourselves so hard at that time.

At that dinner, which was originally a good atmosphere, if I could muster up the courage to express my love, wouldn't the result be different?

If you could spare even half a day from your busy work to go back and visit your family, wouldn’t it be possible that you wouldn’t be so regretful?

Standing up for your friends when they encounter difficulties, even if it may be painful and embarrassing for a while, is it possible that you won't be too lonely now?

Of course, the world is not that sweet...

Even if you muster up the courage to confess your feelings, you may be humiliated in public.

Even if you return home despite the risk of being laid off, you may not be able to catch up to the last second.

Even if you stand up for your friend, the other party may sell you out one day in the future.

But just a beautiful possibility is enough to make us regret, dislike or even hate ourselves at a certain time.

But Motan is different...or, a large part of it is different...

In the state of [Chaotic Neutral], he likes to regard everything as a kind of fun and will never be responsible for what he does. Of course, this also includes the emotions of 'self-loathing' or 'regret', even if it is The threat of death that is so close at hand will be regarded by him as an adventurous game~

In the [Lawful Good] state, he will not do anything that goes against his own principles. He always knows what he should do and what he wants to do. He is always responsible for his words and deeds and is proud of his good deeds. So naturally I won’t hate myself.

But Mo Tan is different at this time...

He is no different from most of us, so he hates his current self that can't do anything.

Even though he was only a level 2 priest, he had tried his best in this encounter, but Mo Tan was still very dissatisfied with himself...

[If it weren’t for the ‘me’ I am now, I would definitely be able to do better! 】

This is what he thinks, and it is precisely because he knows 'himself' too well that he has such emotions. After all, if it were normal people like us, we would basically have "Ah~ I have tried my best~" kind of idea.

Just like a student who is capable of getting 100 points in an exam, he will definitely be more upset than a poor student when he encounters a question that he cannot solve. It is the same reason.

The reason why this maddening feeling arises is not because Motan is so close to the members of Fenrir's team, and has such sympathy with each other. In fact, he can still distinguish between games and reality very well. As for Futaba, Not to mention, if you die, you will just be knocked back to the prototype and start over.

He is just dissatisfied with himself...

There is no harm without comparison. Sometimes this sentence is not just a joke. Mo Tan was hurt by his 'self'.

Because he is no different from ‘most’ of us.

We need to acknowledge that even when we are angry with ourselves, we actually just need a little self-comfort...

And now Mo Tan can't even find any reason to comfort himself.

But he is not alone...

"Hey! The movement has slowed down!" Ned staggered forward two steps, but suddenly turned back and smiled at him: "Are you a little tired?"

Mo Tan was stunned.

Salazar snorted lightly, and before the Holy Word Shield on his body had faded, he ran directly into the arms of an orc warrior. At the same time, he used a secret force to shake the opponent four or five steps away, and even gave a rare grin. , Chong Mo Tan gave a thumbs up: "Don't listen to the captain's nonsense, you are really outstanding! Well, especially after I broke my arm."

"Hehe!" Crabbe grabbed a heavy and rough hammer with his hand, swung it round, and smashed the orc in front of him who was so tired that he almost stuck out his tongue. He laughed and said, "I think with this kid here, I can at least I can hit twice as much as usual!”

At this moment, Yinna ducked between Mo Tan and Futaba, raised her hand and shot an arrow at the guy who wanted to chase Ned. She turned around and smiled at the two of them: "The captain never says nice things. , you are all amazing enough!"

Futaba shrugged, curled his lips at Mo Tan, and muttered: "He is much more useful than me, and his mana is as useless as it is useless."

Mo Tan was stunned for a long time, until Crabbe signaled him with a fake scream not far away that it was time to add more blood.

It seems that even if I am not 'special', I am still somewhat useful...

【No! Maybe it can be a little more useful! 】

Raising his hand to cast a holy healing spell on Crabbe, Mo Tan began to think.

[Maybe now I can’t make any unpredictable plans, and I can’t make everything messy by myself~]

Mo Tan looked around at the small and messy battlefield.

[I don’t have enough courage and willpower to shoulder everything and stand at the front to lead everyone to victory. 】

The figures and movements of every teammate around him are clearly visible. This short period of full support has given Mo Tan a preliminary understanding of everyone.

【but……】

Only healers in the auxiliary position have the opportunity to master everyone's fighting habits, movements and abilities in various aspects in the shortest possible time, so that they can provide treatment or blessing in advance.

[There are also some things that only the me now can do. 】

Mo Tan always has what he has: enough knowledge and wisdom, fast reaction speed, and keen insight!

What you only have as a Hei Fan: a auxiliary profession, an approachable personality, and resonance with most ordinary people!

"team leader!"

Ned turned around immediately after hearing this.

Mo Tan suddenly shouted in a deep voice: "A little to the left behind you! Suppress the one holding the shield!"

"What do you mean?" Ned glanced in that direction subconsciously, and after a slight hesitation, he still rushed over, waving his sword and forcing the opponent to raise his shield to block.

Although he was not sure why he had to suppress a shield-wielding soldier with no offensive ability at this time, it did not hinder Ned's trust in Mortan.

This trust was gained from Mo Tan milking him mouth after mouth in the past ten minutes!

"Crabbe!" Motan didn't give any explanation, but applied the Holy Word Shield that should have been applied to Ned according to the previous rhythm to Crabbe, and said loudly: "Take three steps back! Shake the red-haired one! "

Without saying a word, Crabbe took three steps back and swung his hammer at an orc soldier who had been inconvenient to take action just now because he was not in a good position.

The opponent had been waiting for work, so he easily dodged the blow, but he also subconsciously turned sideways.

"Salazar! Fly him away!" Mo Tan said immediately: "You have to wait for half a minute to use that move once!"

Boom! !

The lizardman monk slapped away the guy who had just turned sideways, with his back facing him, and asked doubtfully: "How do you know about my 'Collapse Palm' move?"

"Nonsense, I've been watching it all the time!" Mo Tan replied casually, stretching out his right hand, and a golden halo flashed past, but it was not any auxiliary spell.

Rather, it is the lowest level magic in Holy Light Knowledge, with extremely poor attack power - Condensing Light Arrow

But although the attack power of this skill is very poor, it is bright!

"Yinna!" Mo Tan said immediately after throwing out the light arrow: "It's in this direction, Salazar has helped you open the angle! Did you see those dirty butts? Please scatter it with one hand!"

"Received~~~"

Chapter 30: End