Qin Emperor

You already know that I am the princess of the Randias Empire, but do you know. How much I don't want to be this princess! This title not only brings me endless pain. It also only brings me humiliation. It's not glory. Her eyes turned, and a hint of sadness flashed in her eyes. The lifeless indifference that first appeared in Dark Phoenix seems to have returned a bit.

Hugging Sura tightly. As if he was afraid that she would run away, Ye Yinzhu put his face on top of her head and listened quietly.

Do you still remember? I told you before our final battle in the Seven Kingdoms and Seven Dragons War. My mother is a maid in the Royal Palace of Randias. According to the rules of the palace, a maid must reach the age of twenty-two. When you are 22 years old, you can leave the palace and go to the outside world to find the person you like and start a family. Originally, my mother also lived a peaceful life according to this trajectory, but just one night before she was about to leave the palace when she was twenty-two years old. She was raped by her father. It started from that time. My mother’s painful life had just begun. At that time, I did not lie to you about my life experience as Sula and as Dark Phoenix. I just hid part of it. Everything those two identities of mine say to you merge together. This is who I really am.”

Sura. Ye Yinzhu's heart ached. He has a very good memory. He always remembered the story of a silver coin that Su La told him, and then thought of the painful experience that Black Phoenix had said. He just couldn't imagine it. Such tragic experiences all happened to Sulla alone.

My mother left the palace after being raped by my beastly father. Unfortunately, she became pregnant. And it was a dragon-wind fetus, nine months later. She gave birth to my brother and me, but my brother died because he had no money for medical treatment. Mother I became disabled in order to buy some fruit to commemorate my brother Mo. We lived a life worse than a slave every day. When my beastly father found me, my mother had already died of illness due to overwork. The relics left to me There was only that one silver coin, even when I was about to starve to death. I never used it, so what if you were a princess? All the princesses in the world probably have never experienced the life I lived like that. Still remember the one who was killed by me? My dead biological brother Samoyed? My half-brother? The royal family is the most filthy place. It wasn’t until I was taken away by my teacher. It wasn’t until I castrated the Samoyed with my own hands that my painful life was relieved to a certain extent, Yinzhu , do you know who the teacher who took me away was, the teacher who helped me castrate the Samoyed step by step?

It must be Sloan, the master of the Dark Tower. Ye Yinzhu said in a hoarse voice.

Sura was slightly startled, So you've already guessed it, it's the Earth, that's right. My teacher is Sloan, one of the seven tower masters of the Earth Falan Blue Tower who is shrouded in countless auras. A powerful demi-god-level holy mage. Teacher. It was because of the resentment and hatred in my heart that he saved me and accepted me as his disciple. From then on, I lived a life like a human being. Although the daily practice was so difficult, I didn't care. I wanted revenge. , to take revenge on all those who have hurt my mother and me, so I practice desperately. At this point, how can my little junior sister in the Holy Tower of Light understand? She grew up in the light. But I am always in the darkness.

There was a pause. Sura weakened and lowered her voice a little. There is an extra layer of gray on the pretty face.

The jade dragon's poison in her body had already begun to take effect. But she endured the pain in her body and did not show it.

After completing my studies in the Dark Tower, I returned to Landias. Due to my background, my father no longer ignored me, but paid great attention to me. The teacher told me that I would not be allowed to take revenge on my father under any circumstances. After all, he He is my father, and part of the blood flowing in my body belongs to him. In order to sever ties with him forever, I promised him to do three things for him. The first thing he asked for was to let me sneak into the Milan Empire. , looking for the secret of the number of magicians in the Milan Empire.”

Speaking of this, the expression on Sura's face gradually softened. He leaned into Ye Yinzhu's arms. That's when I applied disguise to myself and turned into a little beggar. I met you. The only person who brought me happiness in this life.

A faint silver light flickered. Li Sha's body slowly disappeared into the light. actually. The time for her summons has not yet come. But Li Sha knew very well that there was no point in staying any longer. No matter what the reason was, she felt that it would be better to leave the last time to just the two of them.

Ye Yinzhu naturally knew how to leave from the killing place. But at this time, his center of gravity had already been completely focused on Sura.

There was a faint smile on Sura's face, even though the poisonous wounds on her arms were spreading. But she smiled happily. Do you still remember? What did I say to you when you gave me the gold coins?

Ye Yinzhu said softly: You said, I am a good person.

Sula nodded and said: Thank you for remembering. I am telling the truth. I have met all kinds of people, but this is the first time I have seen a simple fool like you. There are also people who give money out of pity. Give me alms. But no one gives as much as you do. I stole your ring. Even I don’t know whether it was to keep a souvenir or to sell it for money.

Ye Yinzhu also remembered the original scene. Lost the ring. I was extremely embarrassed at the time, but it was that time that I met Anya.

Then when I arrived at the college, I was really shocked when you walked into the dormitory. I thought you had found me. However, you were so stupid that you didn't see the change in my expression. You even became my roommate, Do you know when I really fell in love with you?

Ye Yinzhu shook his head gently. He didn't even know that Sura was a woman. How could it be possible to know this.

Sura smiled and said: It was the first time you gave me all your property. You didn't even think that I would lie to you at that time. Do you know that since you were a child, you were the first person besides your mother to People who believe in me so much. Maybe it’s because of that trust and your silly look that made me fall in love with you.”

Ye Yinzhu was stunned for a moment, Is it that simple? I thought it was because I was handsome.

Sula chuckled. Beautiful. How many good-looking men are there? I've seen a lot, and I like you. It's because you have a pure heart. I never thought I could use the word purity to describe a man, but I didn't know until I got to know you. There are still good people in this world, maybe because my childhood experience was too rough. I really like you because of such a simple reason. It has nothing to do with your outstanding appearance and magical piano magic.

After a pause, the grayness on Sura's face became a little thicker, and he continued: As I spend more and more time with you, I find that my love for you will only continue to deepen. When I When I see you with Haiyang and Xiangluan, my heart will feel inexplicable pain. It wasn’t until then that I understood. It turns out that I have fallen in love with you. You have already become an indispensable part of my life. Part of me is missing. It is precisely because of this. The original happiness of being with you is gradually decreasing.

Why? Ye Yinzhu asked puzzledly.

Su La raised his right hand that was not poisoned and held Ye Yinzhu's hand with only four fingers. Because I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid that after you have a woman, you won't pay attention to me anymore. Although I know that you only regard me as a good brother in your heart, you still can't help but think so. I'm afraid of you. It will be farther and farther away from me, and I can't extricate myself from that feeling. Even I don't know why, for a while. I have been trapped in extreme contradictions and pain.

Then why didn't you tell me you were a girl? Do you think I would care about your identity? Sura, no, really not. It doesn't matter whether you are born in Milan or Landias. Why would I care about your identity?

Sura sighed. Because I know I can't be with you, that's why I never told you that I am a daughter. The ups and downs I have experienced since childhood have already made me a very rational person. Being with you is at least just me alone. It's just lovesickness. Although I'm not sure what will happen when you know that I am a girl, but at least you may like me. Think about it, if you know that I am a girl, can we still live in the same dormitory? After you know that I am a girl, if you don't like me, won't it make me more painful? On the contrary, even if you like me. When one day I have to leave you, that feeling of separation, whether it is you or me . I’m afraid I can’t even bear it. You are simple-hearted. I don’t want to cause any harm to you, so...

Speaking of this, Su Ladi's voice was choked up. Tears filled Ye Yinzhu's eyes again and he held Sura's hand against his face, So you choose to bear all this silently by yourself. Sura, you are so stupid. You are really so stupid.

Sura sighed softly, So what if I don't bear it? Even if there is a one in ten thousand chance to be with you, I will not give up. But, it is really impossible for us. There are too many things between us. barrier. Even now, when I tell you this, it is because I am about to leave this world, and my heart is no longer willing to bury these things. Yinzhu, promise me, if you still have some love for me, Share feelings. Even brotherly feelings. When I die, just forget about me.