Pianpian Does not Grow Up

Shen Du knew Ji Pianpian's college entrance examination scores early on.

Li Xingqiao told him.

The time for the announcement of the college entrance examination results was consistent across the country. When Jiang Muxue found the scores, Li Xingqiao happily returned to the dormitory, wishing to rush to give Shen Du a bear hug.

Of course, he didn't dare.

In the past half month, the whole body was full of cold air, enough to freeze people three meters close to him into ice.

Because Jiang Muxue has a score advantage in N City, her test is similar to Ji Pianpian, but she is 90% sure to be admitted to F University. How could Li Xingqiao not be happy for her.

"That Ji Pianpian..."

"do not know."

Li Xingqiao: "...I'll help you ask."

Shen Du: "No need."

No need, just use, Li Xingqiao easily asked Ji Pianpian's score, and...but I am embarrassed to tell Shen Du.

Shen Du looked at him.

What could Li Xingqiao do, I had to say: "I'm afraid it's hanging."

Shen Du was very calm: "It's amazing."

It's been more than four months, and the little girl is very good, very good at raising her score to this point.

Li Xingqiao couldn't help worrying about him: "She will go to S city, you are in N city, your four years..."

Shen Du glanced at him and said quietly: "Thinking too much."

Throwing these three words away, he focused on his work.

The second monk Li Xingqiao couldn't figure out the meaning of these three words.

think too much?

Does it mean that he is worried too much, that they are not afraid of the distance of time and space, and can survive these long four years, or that... they have...

Li Xingqiao didn't dare to ask, nor was it easy to ask.

Between boys, they can't talk about this kind of topic.

Especially Shen Du's temperament is not someone who needs others to advise him.

Shen Du has been waiting and waiting for her.

For four months, she was studying hard, and he was waiting for her. As for what was waiting for her in the end, he didn't know.

Of course, no matter what the result is, he respects her.

Just like I thought at the beginning, the child's impulse can be understood.

Even if you have expectations, you still stick to reason.

She is still young after all.

Children's feelings come and go quickly.

After being separated for a long time, she almost forgot about him.

Anyway.

The little girl is happy.

Shen Du thought so until he received a call from Ji Pianpian.

It's been a long time since he heard her voice. At that moment, he realized that he had never forgotten it. He remembered her voice in his ears, and imprinted everything that belonged to her deep in his heart.

You can't touch it or dare not touch it at ordinary times, for fear that you will lose the dignity of an adult if you accidentally lift it out.

Little liar.

In the end, it is true.

Ji Pianpian said to him: "We won't contact you anymore in the future."

Shen Du was stunned, and then a suffocating bitterness surged to his throat, and he could hardly speak.

Don't contact me again in the future.

This is the answer she gave him.

As expected, it is also reasonable, and it is the best result under rational judgment.

Treat her well and treat him well.

They are people of two worlds.

Shen Du could only maintain calm, spit out one and only one word: "Good."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Du stood on the bustling Liuhuo street, as if stuck in the ice and snow.

Oh.

Not as good as ice and snow.

Today in February, he is always in the spring breeze.

Shen Du raised his hand slightly, the four-leaf clover on his arm was still bright and emerald green, reflecting the colorful green in the midsummer sunlight, and the lines on the leaves were unexpectedly detailed, like a heart.

With a sudden force, he tore off the old-washed black rope, the four-leaf clover shook, and Shen Du's heart also shook, finally letting it fall to the ground.

The ground is a green belt, and the lawn softly catches the crisp four-leaf clover and hides it in it.

Shen Du glanced blankly and turned to leave.

So be it.

that's all.

He strode nearly a hundred meters, the scorching sun shining on his reddish wrists, bursts of tingling, unclear where it came from, all squeezed into his chest.

Having endured the emotions for four months, he was on the verge of breaking out.

Reason and restraint.

Decent for adults.

Hold!

Shen Du turned around, strode back to the green belt, and firmly grasped the small four-leaf clover that had fallen into the grass in his palm.

Should not provoke children.

But it has been provoked.

He provoked her.

She also provoked him.

A little conscientious liar, if he doesn't want him, he won't want it?

Do not.

He waited for her to reach adulthood.

Then ask her if she wants, does, or wants.

City N is far away from City S?

Four years is a long time?

He can be very close to her.

When Ji Pianpian got off the plane, she realized what she had done.

What do you come to do with enthusiasm?

Regardless of what you are doing in N City?

Looking for Shendu?

What if she finds Shen Du?

Let him see her miserable appearance, arouse his sympathy, and force him to take ‘responsibility’?

Little child, little child.

Ji Pianpian, you are really a child, a naive ghost who is not worthy of him from start to finish.

Standing outside the airport of City N, Ji Pianpian looked at the crowded aviation building, losing all his energy.

She was sitting in a cold armchair, feeling that the air-conditioning at the airport was too much.

cold.

The cold immersed in the bone marrow.

Ji Pian shrank in the corner and forced herself to calm down.

She can't see Shen Du.

Can not.

Shen Du didn't owe her, Shen Du treated her well enough, he just didn't like her that much.

How could she coerce him so despicably?

How long can the sympathy in exchange last?

meaningless.

She didn't do it.

She ruined everything.

She couldn't pass the F major, she couldn't stay in N city, how could there be results in four years in a different place.

From beginning to end, Ji Pianpian never thought of letting Shen Du go to S city.

How could she ask him to give up everything to make up for her failure?

It can be better for two people, but how can they accept falling together.

"bell."

The ringtone of the mobile phone awakened Ji Pianpian. She took out her mobile phone and saw Ji Heyu's name.

Ji Heyu: "Where are you." The voice is harsher than ever.

It stands to reason that Ji Pianpian should be afraid, she ran to N City without saying a word, she was crazy.

But……

She is not afraid. She is too uncomfortable. She doesn't know what to do if she is uncomfortable: "I'm in N City."

When her voice fell, Ji Heyu was furious: "He let you pass?"

Ji Pianpian shook his head: "It's not..."

Ji Heyu said coldly: "Wait, I will go over immediately."

Ji Pianpian was startled and panicked: "No! Brother, I..."

Ji Heyu cursed and said, "Don't go anywhere, I'll let someone pick you up."

Ask someone to pick her up?

Who else can be in N City?

Zhu Muning...shen degree...

Ji Pianpian's scalp was numb, and she continued: "Don't...Brother, don't tell others, I was wrong, I...I've calmed down, I'll go home now, I'll go home right away, don't tell others, please ..." At the end, she was already crying.

Ji Heyu was so heartbroken that he couldn't wait to carry the knife to F and chop the dog's stuff into mud.

Damn, the **** who cheated the little girl!

Ji Pianpian was afraid that he would tell Zhu Muning, and then Zhu Muning would accidentally tell Shen Du.

She really has no face to live.

It was originally impulsive, Ji Pianpian knew very well that even if she found Shen Du, she couldn't change anything.

Four years.

A thousand kilometers.

Destined to have no results.

It is better to stop the loss in time and leave the best memories.

So be it.

that's all.

She is useless.

Can't get F big.

Ji Pianpian was holding the phone, her throat was like a sponge, and she was full of tears: "Brother, I'm going home, I'm going home now."

Ji Heyu was silent.

Ji Pianpian cried and said, "I'm buying a ticket, I don't see him anymore, I... go home."

She got up in embarrassment, couldn't wipe away her tears, bought the ticket, exchanged the boarding pass in the surprised eyes of others, passed the security check, and boarded the plane.

Back to City J, the moment I saw Ji Heyu.

Ji Pianpian clenched his arm tightly and cried.

Can't help it anymore, no more delusions, never look forward to it anymore.

Ji Pianpian didn't know why he had to meet Shen Du.

I don't know why I like him so much.

I don't know how I can forget him.

At the end of seventeen.

She used her embarrassment as a coming-of-age gift to bid farewell to the childish four-leaf clover.

Hand Strap.

Handwritten tuition materials.

Fancy notebooks.

There is only one little wizard in the friends column...

Everything, everything related to Shen Du, was sealed in this cold summer by Ji Pianpian.

In August, the Beijing Olympics, which boiled over the entire country, opened.

On August 20th, Shen Du's birthday.

On August 25th, the Olympic Games closed their eyes, and China won 51 gold medals, with a total of 100 medals.

In September, colleges and universities opened.

After the military training, Ji Pianpian is about to celebrate her eighteenth birthday.

Her birthday is October 13th, when the leaves turn yellow and the weather turns cooler in autumn.

Ji Pianpian was admitted to S University with the highest score in the school. She was the eye-catching student number 1 on the first day of admission.

Every teacher remembered her first, and even the instructor asked her if she wanted to run for class monitor.

Ji Pianpian never thought that one day she would be regarded as a "student tyrant". She treated this matter as a joke to Fu Xuehui, and Fu Xuehui was happy for her.

They didn't say it, but they knew in their hearts--

The four months of senior year have benefited Ji Pianpian for life.

How can there be vain efforts, how can there be fruitless efforts, but it's not time.

As Ji Pianpian’s tuition teacher Dai Yangan said--

Don't focus on one point, your efforts will be waiting for you in the future.

She missed the F big, failed to reach the final destination, but gained a lot along the way.

Entering the school with such a high score made her university life extremely smooth, and it also inspired her to study hard.

It's just like this in life, why do you want to live in a muddle?

You have to watch and experience more, so that you won't be full of regrets the moment you close your eyes.

This was also what Shen Du told her.

Ji Pianpian still thinks of Shen Du, but it is not so painful to remember.

She will smile, miss, and be grateful.

After all, she was lucky to meet Shen Du.

He changed her, guided her, and helped her.

Although she failed to keep him.

How can people be so greedy.

Ji Pianpian closed the diary and hid the dizzy words in his heart.

Ji Pianpian was very happy on her eighteenth birthday.

The blessings of mom and dad, and Ji Heyu's big red envelope, made her smile.

The three roommates are all congenial sisters, and they urged her: "How do you make arrangements at night? The next door is not a treat?"

The grass next door...

Oh, Lin Yu.

Ji Pianpian reluctantly continued to repeat: "He and I are just good brothers."

Xi Weiwei, who is a little round but very cute, said with a smile: "Don't tie the grass, don't blame the sisters for urging the grass!

Ji Pianpian believed her: "Why, did you abandon the piano prince next door?"

Xi Weiwei was troubled: "Oh, it's so difficult, everyone is so handsome, how can I be good at this palace!"

Art colleges, the most indispensable is the handsome little brothers of trendy males.

Xi Weiwei's mouth was high, but the truth was, hey, none of them dared to come close.

Ji Pianpian received a call from Lin Yu.

Lin Yu: "Are there any arrangements for the evening?"

Ji Pianpian: "Let's eat together, my roommate, and two seniors from the student union."

Lin Yu immediately said: "Okay!"

Ji Pianpian thought for a while: "Go... um..." She was thinking.

Lin Yu suggested: "You are an adult too, take you to MI!"

MI is a music bar. Many vocal music students of S University are located there, and they are very familiar with it. Ji Pianpian has strict family education and has never been there before, let alone drinking.

"It's okay, you don't like to drink, we..."

"Okay." Ji Pianpian said, "you can reserve a table for me, I don't have a phone."

Lin Yu said happily: "Okay!"

Music bar.

When she was in N City, she had made a mistake. Ji Pianpian inevitably thought of Shen Du, of his trembling, and of his sharp tolerance.

My heart doesn't hurt anymore.

Time really is terrible.

He is omnipotent to heal and grow.

What Ji Pianpian did not expect was that she would see Shen Du again, reunion with him like fate at such a moment and such a place.

Only then did she know that time is not so terrible: there are scars that He can't heal, and there are people that He can't change.

She grew up.

After reuniting with him, he didn't grow up much.