Phoenix Destiny

When Xie Xing Shen came over, Lu Mingshu sat alone on the roof to drink.

"Oh, it’s so rare! You actually sneak a drink!" Xie Xingshen got out of the back and grabbed the bottle in her hand. He took a sip and then talked to himself. "I didn't smell it." As soon as I heard that the worms came out."

In that year, he went into the Weihe River, in order to resist the fog on the Weihe River, he developed the habit of drinking. Later, because she didn't like it, it took a lot of effort to stop the alcohol addiction.

I haven’t touched the wine for many years, and suddenly I smell the wine, I really can’t hold it.

The wine was taken away, and Lu Mingshu did not take it back. He just looked back and looked at the sky.

"This hard and uncomfortable, rely on me!" Xie Xingshen spontaneously spontaneously moved her position.

Lu Mingshu only glanced at him and said nothing.

No refusal is acquiescence, Xie Xing is smiling, and his mood is very good.

"A man is hiding from drinking, is there something in his heart?" He played with her long hair.

"Ok."

Xie Xing Shen is so surprised, she is willing to open up to him?

"What are you thinking?" He was secretly happy.

Lu Mingshu looked at the stars for a long time and slowly said: "Remembering the past."

"Past? What?"

Lu Mingshu did not answer immediately. She closed her eyes and felt the cool breeze at night. It took a while to open her mouth: "Fu Mingxi saw her son."

"So?" Xie Xing Shen moved in the heart and lowered his voice. "Is there any children watching Yue Lingyin and Fu Mingxi, and want to be born? Rest assured, I will let you reach your wish - hehe!"

Lu Mingshu retracted his hand and continued: "A perfect ending, isn't it? Zhou Miaoru is dead, Fu Shangqing is now a dog of funeral family. Fu Mingxi wakes up, Fu Mingtang has come out of the mud pit. Everyone has their place."

"But you seem unhappy?"

"I can't say it's not happy." Her voice was a bit low, like talking to herself. "The nightmare that I couldn't make at night when I was young, I was finally broken by myself. Everything returned to its original position. But..."

"Ok?"

"I remembered that I had tried my best to get rid of the world of humanity. I didn't want to be bound by the rules, I was not willing to be a victim. Why do I have the strength, but the result has long been booked by the people who have the power? That's it, the same is true of Kirin."

She took back the distant gaze and landed on Xie Xing's face: "I still remember, when you asked me why you must do this, Qianshan alone, never go forward."

Referring to the past, Xie Xing Shen was somewhat ashamed. At that time, his only hobby was to play with people. Her arrival, like a dead fish pond, into a fresh fish, let him eager to try - how good toys!

"You know, I am deliberate."

Lu Mingshu did not hear it: "Actually, what you said is not wrong. At that time, except for myself, I could only fight with loneliness and loneliness. The world is full of malice, a network called rules. Everyone is netted. Others think that where you should be, you should stay there."

"Later, the situation is getting better and better. Wang Hao is stunned, and you no longer insist, even I have a few more friends." She closed her eyes and recalled the years.

"Returning from Beibei, I have become more and more comfortable. I have enough strength to protect the people who value it, and I can avenge my enmity with the enemy, and even clear the stigma of Lujia. My reputation is getting bigger and bigger. The right to speak is getting higher and higher. If you say it, others will not dare to go wrong. So, I became the rule maker."

Listening to her soft voice, talking about these words, Xie Xingshen's memory also returned to that time.

At the time of Feixiang Palace, they often tried to overwhelm each other. Lu Mingshu once said ironically that you, the superiors, thought that they gave others the opportunity to advance. In fact, they still made a way. Only qualified people who are recognized by them are qualified to advance.

She said faintly: "Look, we are now back to ancient summer, how popular? The treacherous sects of the sects of the dynasty, the real people of various factions visited. All this is not because I broke the rules, but because I got the peak position. ”

"So?" Xie Xing asked dryly. He found that he couldn't smile, and he couldn't come up with the exact answer to the question she was thinking about.

"I am very scared. Over the years, I have been scared. I am afraid that I will climb up. I will make a path to others like those who oppress me. Those who do not follow the rules will be eliminated and become losers."

"..."

"Power, people are fascinated." She whispered, looking at the outstretched hand, the hands were white and slim, and they couldn’t see how strong the master had. "Floating the clouds, covering the rain, as long as you Motivation, it is a life-and-death choice for others. This feeling is terrible, I am afraid of being fascinated."

Xie Xing Shen gently held her hand and whispered, "Can you not always try to make yourself good? I have never seen a person like you who is self-made, even if you have been defeated, you can go calmly. Facing people and things."

"Because I don't dare to let myself relax, I prefer to be softer and don't want to be someone I hate." Lu Mingshu, in turn, held his hand and looked straight into his eyes. "I know your life creed, and me." It's totally different. But, if you want to be together, you should coordinate the synchronization. I try to understand you, can you restrain yourself?"

......

On the next day, Lu Mingshu went to see the Queen Mother alone.

I haven't seen it for more than 20 years. There is not much difference between the appearance of the Queen Mother and the previous one.

He and her gossip, and sincerely care about her.

Compared with the state-owned Wang Hao, who was at the beginning of the first time, the Queen Mother is now like a kind-hearted elder.

Shi Yu has already given birth to a child, and he has become a real king of Zhongzhou.

But the Queen Mother did not retreat behind the scenes. When I was injured and missed the crucial opportunity, the possibility of her improvement was almost minimal, but it was far from the end of life.

For a woman who used to have a lot of time, it is terrible to be idle. Therefore, the affairs of Xuan Meng are handled by the Queen Mother.

Lu Mingshu and her finished talking, and met Yue Lingyin, Wei Chunqiu, and Converse, who was stationed in Zhongzhou.

Then, she temporarily entrusted Fu Mingxi to Xie Xingshen and set off for Jiu Yao Mountain.

After that night, they need time to think.

Lu Mingshu didn't want him to make any decisions. They have gone through so much wind and rain, and then refused, it is too emotional.

However, she asked Xie Xing to restrain her malice and tried to enter his inner world.

Together, it is not a simple single sentence, but an action. Do not talk about spiritual resonance, at least to understand each other's world?