Natsume’s Youth Story

“What if… If I had been able to meet Natsume as a child, this wouldn’t have happened, right? ”

I don’t know why, in Yukino’s heart, she subconsciously thought of her experience as a child.

“It’s a pity, there are not so many ifs, the experience of elementary school, in the past, has passed.”

Yukino sighed, she knew that the so-called ifs were nothing more than her own weakness against the past.

“What’s wrong? Under the snow? ”

Natsume looked at Yukino, who suddenly looked in a daze, and then a complicated expression flashed in his eyes, and felt a trace of strangeness.

“No, nothing.”

Yukino shook her head.

Then, looking at Natsume, who was sitting next to him, Yukino thought of something and couldn’t help but look at Natsume.

“Natsume, if it were you, what would you do when you were in elementary school when you met someone who was isolated and excluded by everyone?”

I don’t know why, looking at Natsume beside him, Yukino subconsciously asked this question.

Of course, after saying this sentence in her mouth, Yukino regretted it, and she didn’t know why, why did she say such words all of a sudden?

And still to Natsume, to this person who has known and does not have much time?

Yukino didn’t understand this, but since she said it, there was no way to do it, and she could only look at Natsume and wait for Natsume’s answer.

“When I was in elementary school… Isolated and excluded by everyone? ”

Natsume reacted instantly, and what Yukinoshita said was not him, but the other party himself.

“So that’s the case, I said that when I played tennis with Miura before, why did Yukinoshita say such a thing, is it here?”

Natsume realized that when Yukinoshita was a child, he should have been ostracized by everyone just like himself.

“My words are because of the relationship between youkai, so I am being excluded, but why are I excluded under the snow?”

Natsume’s heart was very strange.

However, there is no time to think about this now, because under the snow is still waiting for his answer.

“My words… When I was a child, I was ostracized by everyone. ”

Natsume uttered such a sentence.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to.”

After hearing Natsume’s answer, Yukino’s face changed and she quickly apologized, she forgot that Natsume’s experience as a child was not so beautiful.

“It’s okay.”

Natsume shook his head, remembering his experience as a child, “At that time, even if I wanted to do something, it was too late, because I had been transferring schools, and I couldn’t stay in an elementary school for a semester, so even if I was excluded, I couldn’t do it. ”

“Is that so?”

After hearing Natsume’s words, Yukino didn’t know why, and there was a trace of loss in her heart, as if… She was not very satisfied with Natsume’s answer.

And Natsume didn’t know what Yukino was thinking, and continued to himself, “What if… If I had met another excluded person, maybe I would have helped them fit into the group? As long as the other party follows in the footsteps of those people and squeezes me out together, I should be able to integrate into the group, right? ”

“When I was in elementary school, those children were actually very simple, but they thought too much, as long as they had the same experience, they should be able to solve their own problems, right?”

As he said this, Natsume smiled.

Of course, this is what he thinks now, if it is at the beginning, even he does not know what will happen, because at that time, after all, he was just a child.

Since it is a child, how can there be any mature ideas?

“Natsume…”

Yukino looked at Natsume in shock, she thought that Natsume would have a lot of answers, but she didn’t expect that Natsume would choose such a way.

“Isn’t this an option of self-sacrifice? Sacrificing yourself to save another person? ”

I don’t know why, Yukino knew in her heart that this was a good way, but she couldn’t accept it at all, and even she knew that even if she accepted it at the beginning, she would suffer and suffer in the days to come.

In the end, her heart made her unable to accept so much, and she felt at ease, she thought that she could not do so shamelessly.

“It’s okay… I haven’t met Natsume, otherwise, I guess I won’t be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life, right? ”

Yukino smiled bitterly, but, I don’t know why, her heart became more and more pity for Natsume.

“It’s just ifs.”

Natsume shook his head, he didn’t really care about this, after all, this was something that didn’t happen at all, so it couldn’t be true at all.

After resting for a while, the bodies of several people finally eased up a lot, and then they looked at Yingli and the others who were working, showing a bad smile.

“Let you watch from the side just now, and now give me a good bearing.”

In the hearts of several people, such thoughts flashed at the same time.

In this way, four hours passed in the morning, and at twelve o’clock, Natsume and the others finally rested, and even with eight people in action, they had gone through two rotations before it ended.

“I’m so tired…”

At this time, after everyone returned to the rest room, they all sat on the seats, and the whole person became like a salted fish, completely unable to move.

“Guys, hard work, I’ll bring you a luxurious lunch.”

At this moment, Sayuri’s mother, Sayuri, appeared here, holding a large bento in her hand, apparently for Natsume and the others.

“You’re finally here? Mom, why don’t you come to help at all? ”

Ying Li Li gave her mother a roll of her eyes, if the other party came to help, she would not be so tired, okay?

“Oh, isn’t this Yingli’s own business? So mom, I didn’t come to help. ”

Sayuri said with a smile.

“Forget it, I can’t talk about you.”

Ying Li Li gave her mother a roll of her eyes, but the other party was right, for this exhibition, she really wanted to have a complete experience as the final end.

“Come on, come on, eat? Or do you want my sister to feed you? ”

Sayuri asked as she looked at everyone with a smile.