Mysterious country

Very late, Xia Qi returned to their residence from the area where the living dead gathered.

When he went back, he was somewhat surprised to find Wu Di sitting in the yard, looking like he was waiting for him.

"What's wrong, Angkor? You're insomnia because of your age?"

"Yes, not only do I have insomnia, but I also always have many dreams. Come and talk with me."

Xia Qi also came over and sat next to Wu Di, and then heard Wu Di sigh and say:

"You may find it funny to say that I actually miss home now, and I really miss it."

Hearing what Wu Di said, Xia Qi was indeed a little surprised. He didn't find it funny. Speaking of which, if he hadn't suppressed himself forcibly, he would have missed home almost all the time, and missed his careless behavior in the past. Life.

"What's so funny about this? I miss home too."

"But the problem is that I don't have a fucking home anymore, and I miss you so much!"

Wu Di suddenly cursed.

"Well……"

Xia Qi has forgotten that Wu Di is a moody person. After all, Wu Di has been in a low mood recently due to the heavy damage to his soul. It has been a while since he appreciated his true nature.

Just as Xia Qi was about to say something, he heard Wu Di mutter again:

“My father was young when I was a child, but he stopped because of traffic accidents. It was my mother who raised me.

My mother was very strict with me and told me to study hard, get into a good school, and find a good job so as not to be looked down upon by others.

But maybe it’s because I didn’t have my father around when I was a child, so I had low self-esteem when I was a child, and I became very rebellious when I was sixteen or seventeen years old.

My mother couldn't afford to rent a bed in the market, so she got a tricycle and walked around the streets selling fruits so that I could study. Not only was she exposed to the wind and sun every day, she also had to hide from the urban management and some gangsters.

I was not sensible at that time and didn’t know that my mother was working hard, so I lied to my mother every day and said that the school paid this fee and that fee, so my mother would save money and give it to me, and then I would use the money to play games and go out. Play.

The teacher went to my mother several times, and my mother scolded me, but I didn't listen to her and even got into a fight with her and refused to go home.

When I go back, I will just say that I don't miss it anymore. I don't study anyway. It's quite tiring for you to make money all day long, so why waste all your money on school.

When my mother heard what I said, she beat me and told me that I would be useless if I continued like this. She asked me if she also wanted me to be like her and sell fruit in the future? Do you live like this?

I said that sooner or later I would be able to make a difference, and I could make her live a good life even if I didn't take the exam.

Then I bought a ticket and went out to work.

I didn’t know anyone outside, and I didn’t have any skills. I was only wanted by KTVs and restaurants. I didn’t think anything of it at the time. I just worked as a waiter in a KTV. I saw too many rich people coming in and out every day, and there were too many shameless people. People pretend to compete with me.

After working for a year, I had almost no money left. My mother didn’t contact me this year. I called her in the middle, and we started arguing again without saying a few words.

She was still talking about me not going to school and wanted me to go home.

I was very naive at the time. I came out just to be a good person. If I don’t make it, it would be embarrassing to go back.

Just like this, a few years passed by. I was out on my own, and it could be considered ups and downs. But I did almost all the jobs that didn't require a diploma, and even worked as a disciple for others.

Maybe it's because I'm brave and not afraid of death, so I know a rich man who thinks more highly of me.

At that time, I also felt that I was finally going to get ahead and earn much more money every month than in previous years.

I called my mother and wanted to show off to him, saying that it would be the same if I didn’t go to school now. However, my mother told me that she was sick.

It happened so suddenly, and by the time I rushed back, my mother was already very serious.

Later I found out that my mother had always had liver disease, but in order to save money, she had been holding on. When I went back, the doctor had already said it was too late, and she didn’t know how many days she could hold on.

My mother refused treatment and asked me to take her home, or she would jump off the building to show me.

I had no choice but to take my mother back. After returning home, my mother took out her bankbook and told me that the bankbook contained the compensation my dad received from the car accident that year. Adding in what she had saved over the years, there was a total of 180,000. .

He said that the money was for me to marry my wife in the future. I thought she could survive for a few more years, but I didn't expect that she would die so soon.

She told me that although men have ambitions in all directions, they cannot be stubborn and must do good things. No matter how much money they make, they cannot do bad things because they lose their conscience.

It doesn’t matter what is right or wrong in this world, but you must remember that God is watching what you do.

My mother knew that I loved to fight with others when I was a child, that I used dirty tricks and had high ambitions but low intentions. She was afraid that I would learn bad things outside. After listening to it, I had the feeling that I was a white-eyed wolf.

And all he has in his head is shit.

My mother worked hard to raise me, but I was angry with her. I didn’t call home a few times a year. I felt like I had to get along well before I could show off to her. I was just a fucking wolf.

Why am I so useless? "

As Wu Di talked, he actually cried in front of Xia Qi. Xia Qi was heartbroken after hearing this. Although he was not so rebellious, he had experienced the pain of loss. That kind of pain may be the most painful thing in life. Things to regret.

"Not long after...my mother passed away, and I was particularly devastated in those days because I didn't know what motivation I had to survive.

I didn't go out to other places anymore, but stayed at home for a while. But every time I stayed at home, I would think of my mother, and I would feel guilty, so I couldn't stand it anymore and went out again.

I want to find a stable job. If I don’t have a diploma, I can rely on hard work to make up for it and have a down-to-earth work life.

As a result, I received a call from Hades. "

Speaking of this, Wu Di suddenly turned to look at Xia Qi, then choked up and said:

“For a long time, I was in great pain, asking myself what was important.

I thought about letting my mother live a good life, and I thought about getting ahead, but when I became stronger, my mother was no longer there, and my family was gone.

I didn't think about this problem until I came here, but during my time here, I thought of the answer.

This is my destiny. I can change my future destiny, but I cannot change my past destiny.

But the same mood can come back again and again. Here, far away from the second domain, I once again feel the huge loss that I felt when I was away from home, with great ambitions, but almost in the street.

I thought again of my mother, her calloused hands almost trembling as she handed the money she had saved all her life into my hands.

I miss her and want to go home. "

When people lose, they often think of their previous losses. After Wu Di learned that he could no longer grow, he obviously thought about it a lot during this period and gradually calmed down his heart.

He began to ask himself why he worked so hard in the second domain, even though he didn't like it there at all.

Start asking yourself why you continue to live such a powerless life.

He began to accept his fate.

Xia Xia Qi patted Wu Di on the shoulder at this time, and then promised him:

"Angkor, sooner or later we will be able to go back."

The vulnerability shown by Wu Di at this time is not shameful, because people are fragile after all, but most of the time we are unwilling to admit our vulnerability.

After hearing Xia Qi's words, Wu Di wiped his tears again, and then laughed, which made Xia Qi feel overwhelmed, and then pushed him and said:

"Isn't this story quite sad? But just listen to it. I just want to vent. I don't have a woman to vent to, so I have to vent to you.

I want to go home, but my brother hasn't made a name for himself yet, so I can't leave yet.

I can now understand my mother's mood at that time. I believe that although he was worried about me, he supported me in my heart to go out and have a career. "

Xia Qi looked at Wu Di stupidly, and Wu Di smiled and placed his hand heavily on his shoulder.

Wu Di knew very well that even if his soul was not severely damaged, he could no longer keep up with Xia Qi's footsteps, but he would cheer up Xia Qi in his heart and stand by Xia Qi's side no matter what.

Xia Qi can fight against the masked man and kill the three great wizards from the foreign land for his own sake, so what does he have to fear?

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