My Last Girlfriend

However, a strange feeling suddenly filled my heart.

This strange feeling is so strong, so impulsive, and even...makes my hair horrified, shuddering!

and many more.

My brain suddenly became a little clearer, and my whole body shuddered.

impossible.

Yes, it is impossible.

"You're not Junxia." I suddenly pushed away Junxia, ​​who was in my arms, and then looked at her extremely rigorously, staring at her, staring at Junxia's misty eyes that were enveloped in mist.

"What's wrong, Li Jian? Why are you... pushing me away?" Junxia's face was surprised when she was pushed away.

"Fake. You are fake. You are not Junxia!" I suddenly yelled hysterically, and jumped out of the water with a crash. The cold feeling radiating from all over my body made my pores stand up, even Shaking violently.

"What's the matter, smelly thief, are you convulsed?" The little princess poured a handful of water on my face and said with a big grin.

"Master, what's the matter?" Xiaobai also blinked at me, his big eyes filled with puzzlement.

I clenched my fists and stood on the spot, my eyes swept across all the women present, and the beautiful eyes that were surprised and astonished.

I raised my hand trembling, because I was so scared that even the tips of my fingers were shaking violently.

"Fake, you... are all fake!" I pointed at all the women present, and screamed uncontrollably. My voice felt terrible to me.

"What's wrong, Li Jian." Yanzi stood up from the water, her eyebrows frowned, and she looked at me with some worry. "What did we fake? Where did we fake?"

I took a deep breath and took two steps back. Then, my eyes passed the swallow, the purple butterfly, the little princess, and finally fell on Junxia's cheek:

"Junxia, ​​it has been six months since I left the Mechanical Imperial Capital, right?"

"Yes." Junxia nodded suddenly.

"So..." I stared at the "Jun Xia" in front of me, gritted my teeth and said, "What about our child? When I went to the mechanical capital, you were three months pregnant, and now six months have passed. Then your belly should also be bulging, right?"

"I..." Junxia was taken aback when I said so, she could not speak anymore! She stared at me blankly, her eyebrows frowned slightly, and then she looked at me seriously and said:

"Li Jian, stop fooling around, I'm Junxia. Our child...I...I...our child has been born! Now at home!"

"At home? It's really crappy." I sneered at this "Junxia, ​​then, I ask you, is our child... a boy or a girl? What does it look like? How many hairs are on the head? Who does it look like?"

Junxia in front of me was again at a loss when asked by me. She faltered for a long time, looked at me with anxious and sad eyes, her lips twitched, she faltered, but she couldn't speak for a long time!

"Can't tell, right?" I sneered, and said lightly, "It's normal to be unable to tell. Since I woke up from the playground, I felt that everything was not right. Why would I not remember that I left the mechanical capital city? What? Because I never left the mechanical capital at all, I have always been in the mechanical capital!"

"Also, why is there cherry blossoms in the summer? Why don't I remember how I got to the bath? Why can't I see the sign of the bath? Why the structure of this bath is exactly the same as my bath in the Sanctuary of Riyue Village Why do you, Miss Lanyue and Miss Zhu Xingyun, wear winter clothes in the summer? Why do I have a sense of incongruity?"

"Because... you are all hallucinations projected in my mind! Miss Lanyue and Miss Zhu Xingyun, in my memory, your costumes have not changed much, so you have always maintained such costumes! In other words, this world is me I don’t know things that I can’t create!"

"Li Jian, what are you talking about. Are you...you are too tired because of our relationship?" Little Taimei looked at me with a little embarrassment.

"Li Jian, you are really too tired. We... don't wash anymore, shall we go back to rest early today?" Junxia came up to look at me sympathetically.

"Yeah, where are we? Li Jian, take a look, where do we look like illusions? Don't you feel our reality?" Even the innocent girl who rarely speaks spoke.

"True? Yeah. I really should admit that, to a certain extent, you are really too real. I was almost fooled by you." I sighed with emotion, "This illusion, reflected Yes, it should be the most beautiful sight in my mind. So, even if there is some incompatibility, I subconsciously ignore it. Because everything now is really beautiful. If This is a real world thing...I am really, willing to trade everything I have."

While talking, I felt a dryness in my heart. I fixedly looked at the girls in front of me, then smiled reluctantly, and said:

"I really appreciate you being able to spend such an illusory but happy time with me... I am really happy."

"Mr. Li, what are you talking about? I can't seem to understand your thinking anymore." Little Lori looked at me in surprise. "You seem to have misunderstood something and treat us as a virtual image? This may be a mental disorder caused by a head injury..."

Little Lolita seemed to want to argue about something, I smiled and looked at her and said:

"That's good." I looked at Lan Yue, who was still reluctant to give up, and said every word, "In that case, I want to ask Miss Lan Yue, please say "I love you" in the languages ​​of twelve countries. Words. Any country is fine. As long as you can tell, I believe you are true."

When I asked me this way, Lan Yue was completely stunned. Her thin washboard body was standing in the water, her small mouth opened slightly, but she couldn't speak a word of foreign language!

"So, you are all fake. Because I don't speak the languages ​​of so many countries, neither will you, Miss Lanyue. This is the biggest evidence." I smiled coldly, "You... is fake!"

"Li Jian!" The little princess yelled suddenly, took a step forward, and slapped me heavily, "Sucky thief, you show up, don't talk nonsense, okay? This kind of joke is not fun! Everyone is so easy to do it. Discuss it together to make you happy once... why are you doing this!"

"Li Jian, this is really not fun, so be sober and sober." Junxia looked at me worriedly.

"Li Jian, I suggest you... You should go to the brain department of the hospital to have a look. When you trampoline just now, you may have really hit it. You are not normal since just now." Zidie held his chin and looked at me. road.

Looking at a pair of sincere and bright eyes, do I really doubt myself?

Is all this really true?

The eyes of the women in front of me are so real, they don’t seem to be fake at all. They are really worried about me, they are really caring about me, they are all real, they don’t seem to be pretending...

But...but!

But... I can't convince myself!

It is precisely because all of this is so perfect that it is not true!

Hot tears slid down my cheeks.

The tears flowed slowly along my cheeks, until they reached my mouth. I pressed my lips and felt that the tears were bitter.

"I'm sorry!" I wiped away tears severely, and then ran directly out of the hot spring pool and ran towards the front desk of the Japanese-style wooden house!

"Li Jian!"

"Li Jian!"

"Stupid apprentice!"

"What are you doing stinky thief!"

I heard the girls calling me behind me, and the voices got closer and closer.

I ran like life, ran fast, ran as hard as I could.

It's terrible, it's terrible.

How is this going? What's wrong with me? Where is this place anyway?

I kept running, and I didn't know when, I blinked and realized that I was actually wearing clothes on my body, it was like an instant movement, and the clothes appeared on my body.

I ran into the Japanese-style wooden house through the back door. When I passed the front desk filled with wine bottles, I accidentally ran into a passing waiter. The waiter in a white shirt and black skirt exclaimed , Raised his head, but it was a face that was exquisite and beautiful as if it were carved. This face is actually... a daughter!

"dad?"

Seeing me, the woman suddenly showed joy, her pair of beautiful eyes gleaming.

However, when I saw the woman's face, the fear in my heart was even worse, trembling all over.

"Li Jian, why are you running?" Anxious screams came from the women behind me. I turned my head and found that Junxia and the others had chased them out, and everyone was already wearing them. The costumes are extremely gorgeous, either long skirts, or cheongsams, or pleated skirts, or gothic loli outfits...In short, they are all costumes that can't be dressed up in a short time.

At this point, I no longer doubt that this world is really an illusion world!

At that moment, I almost collapsed.

I stood there, looking at the girls running towards me like a ghost.

"Don't... don't come over!"

When I was panicked, I was really at a loss. Suddenly I took out a bottle of Moutai from the plate that the woman was carrying, and then slammed it on the ground severely, falling into pieces and liquor on the ground. At the same time, I took another lighter, lit the flame and held it in my hand.

"Come here again, I'll ignite!"

"Don't! Li Jian, calm down!" Seeing me holding the lighter in my hand, Junxia and the others opened their eyes instantly, showing extreme horror, and they kept shaking their hands to persuade me not to do this.

"Li Jian, calm down, okay? Although we don't know how you suddenly did this, I know we must have done something wrong. Calm down, everyone will work together and it will always pass, right?" The cut purple butterfly also discourages me from doing stupid things.

While talking, Zidie still slowly moved towards me. Those bright and calm beautiful eyes made me lose consciousness.

If... all of this is true, that would be great.

If... none of this is an illusion, that would be great.

I really want to live in this perfect world forever.

Here, there are a group of people who love me and people who I love, all of them are together, all troubles are gone, and all the haze is wiped out.

Yes, just the cherry blossoms that never fade and the beautiful faces that always smile at you.

And the endless laughter and the endless clear sky.

Rolling tears rolled down my cheeks, and I choked, my chest undulating violently.

Then, just when Zidie was about to walk in front of me, three steps away from me, I smiled sadly and released the lighter in my hand.

Click.

The igniter fell into the alcohol on the ground.

Then, with a bang, flames rose, and the flames skyrocketed!

Obviously it was ignited by alcohol, but the power was like a bomb exploding, and the terrifying air flow instantly rushed me out. I was blown out of the wooden house like a huge sandbag and landed on the grass outside the wooden house. However, when the **** fell on the ground, there was no pain.

In the front, the wooden house where I lit the fire has become a sea of ​​flames.

All the beauties I love deeply are surrounded by a sea of ​​fire.

I saw Zidie struggling in the sea of ​​flames, half of her body lit by the flames, standing stupidly. I saw Junxia’s sad and worried face swallowed by the rising flames, I saw the little princess beating the flames on her body in panic, I saw Lan Yue looking at me angrily, I saw Bingshan beauty and Zhu Nebula looked at me silently.

The three saints' completely unanimous sorrowful eyes, Xiao Taimei's expression of grief in disbelief. The loyal eyes of the female wolf's head surrounded by flames...A pair of eyes, all in the sea of ​​fire, looked at me sadly, surprised, panicked, pained...and relieved.

Those eyes made me pierced and distraught!

"Li Jian, take care, Li Jian."

"Mr. Li, congratulations on discovering the truth." The anger on Lan Yue's face gradually disappeared, and instead, it was full of blessings.

"Smelly thief, don't forget us." The little princess stuck out his tongue at me in the flames.

"Live well..." Bingshan beauty said faintly.

"Apprentice, don't miss my old mother. Hehe. Exercise and protect yourself!" The wretched girl smiled at me in the flames.

"Sorry, we lied to you... We are indeed an illusion in your heart, but... We really like you!" Little Taimei also grinned at me.

"Master, goodbye!" Xiaobai smiled relievedly, and then waved to me. "goodbye."

"My Lord, bless you." The Three Saints were also smiling kindly at me.

"Don't forget us, Li Jian, never forget us."

I saw Swallow smiling at me, and then in the next second, her body turned into flying ash and dissipated into a puff of smoke.

In the light of the fire, those beautiful faces were finally swallowed by the brilliant flames. The crimson flames were like a beast, devouring all the people I cherish the most.

"I won't forget you...never..." The moment the flames rose to the sky, I was already in tears.

Like water and tenderness, thousands of styles, wind, moon and snow, autumn red and flowing clouds...the beautiful shadow of a beautiful lady, everything disappeared, melted in the firelight, and disappeared under the sun.

Only the ruins of a dark wooden house remained.

Gone.

Nothing.

In the sun, the light smoke slowly rises in the charred ruins, drifting and sublimating, like the undisappeared shadow of the former beauty.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

I knelt on the ground feebly, clutching my scalp with both hands, kneeling on the ground, wailing up to the sky.

pain!

My heart hurts!

The pain is beyond restraint!

I want to commit suicide, I want to commit suicide!

I tried desperately to put my head on the ground, time and time again, to ease the pain in my heart. My forehead hit the stone in the grass, and again and again, my head was pierced with blood and flesh, but my heart was broken. Pain, but still cannot be eliminated!

"Ah!" I was crying and howling frantically, and my throat became hoarse, almost silent, endless tears slid down and down my cheeks, drop after drop, and fell on the grass...

My vision is blurred. The next moment, I feel the whole world is spinning, everything around is spinning fast, and the surrounding scenery is sublimating and disappearing rapidly...

The ruins of the wooden house disappeared, the blue sky disappeared, the surrounding grassland disappeared, and the diffuse light smoke disappeared...

Everything turned into darkness.