Clink!

The sound of glass breaking reverberates as if to express my feelings.

Drinks spilled from the pay-as-you-go bag wet my feet, and I felt as if I had fallen into a muddy swamp.

no. It would have been better if I had fallen into a real swamp. If I had, I wouldn’t have had to face such a reality.

“Sihyun-ah.. What do you mean baby?”

Shihyeon looked back and her eyes met.

A face that normally warmed my heart just looking at it. But not now. It’s cold and painful, as if someone had put a big icicle in my heart.

“Lim Chaeyeon, since when are you there…”

“Is that important now? You ask why the word baby comes out of your mouth.”

Si-hyeon, who looked at me blankly, said that he would call me later and ended the call. Then he looked at me again, shaking his pupils.

Why are you so anxious? I just wanted you to tell me that I was in contact with a relative who was pregnant.

Why not? The more you act like that, the more convinced you are that my predictions are correct.

good. good.

The sound of wet footsteps echoes. I got out of the swamp that would be the line of salvation and moved to a place where hell was.

good.

I reached Sihyun’s nose and grabbed his chest. Then he shook his head and asked.

“Why can’t you answer me?”

Shihyeon stayed silent until the end. I bit my lower lip and let out an irregular snort toward me.

The silence of the past is like eternal pain to me, so I couldn’t stand it, so I ended up asking the question directly.

“You. Did you make Han Ye-rin pregnant?”

Shihyeon’s closed mouth opened. What an easy-to-understand response. It’s so pure and cruel, I feel like I’m going crazy.

“Chaeyeon-ah, it’s true…”

“If it’s an excuse, don’t make it. It’s already too late.”

Perhaps Si-hyeon realized that it was too late to deceive, and I honestly agreed, saying what I was saying was right. At the same time, strength in my grasp began to tremble relentlessly.

“If you treat me like a beast, you’ll have a baby after a few months of dating. Are you crazy?”

“It’s all my fault. I’m Yerin..”

“Shut up. I don’t want to hear it.”

At least it was probably Han Ye-rin’s work. It was clear that the disgusting fox b*tch had deceived the innocent Shi-hyeon and put the load on it.

“You haven’t even graduated from college yet, so why are you committing irresponsible things and making a fuss. Do your parents know about this?”

“I told you everything frankly. Yerin is also living at my parents’ house right now.”

“Ah~ That’s why you stopped me from even visiting the hospital.

I heard that Han Ye-rin took a leave of absence from school, so I had a chance.. I wonder how stupid I was in the past.

While I was laughing hard while holding Shihyeon’s hand, that b*tch must have been smiling while stroking her belly.

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Before I knew it, the link between Shihyeon and I had already been broken.

Didn’t I even know that I was hanging on a rotten rope?

“ha ha ha..”

I was so pathetic about myself that all I could do was laugh out loud now. To the extent that I didn’t even have the will to do anything with Si-hyeon anymore, I wanted to sit down right away because I was broken and broken.

As I was about to fall because my legs lost strength, Sihyun’s guilty voice caught me.

“I’m sorry I haven’t told you until now.

“..I have committed a socially disrespectful thing, it is natural that I cannot speak.”

How can I express my feelings right now? I don’t even know myself anymore. Why am I shaking my whole body and I am crying.

“I’d rather not erase it. It’d be much better than raising a child who can’t be held responsible for both of them, rather than being insulted by people!”

“There’s no way you can do that. An abortion would be a big pain for Yerin, and what’s in the womb is the child I’m responsible for.”

I like Sihyun’s responsible and kind side.

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But that liking was now working in a very cruel way.

“Because it’s all my karma… No matter what happens to me, I’ll accept everything.”

“……..”

The person in front of him is gradually moving away from him. It’s like a lucid dream, so far away that no matter what I do, I can’t reach it.

I hoped that the pace would be slowed down even a little, and I confessed my true intentions.

“Kim Si-hyun. I like you.”

So, if you have any regrets like dust, please don’t go any further.

“You… haven’t you made up your mind?”

“Of course that’s a lie… I’ve been friends with you and always waited for the relationship to develop.”

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“But I’m just going to give up. Because you already have a wife. There’s no place for me to squeeze in…”

I’m tired now too. I stopped being greedy with my girlfriend and wife.

“..Sihyun-ah, just do what you want me to do.”

“What..?”

Shihyeon’s face gradually turned into astonishment. Actually, I am also aware that my words are absurd, but I wonder if Shi-hyeon would be terrified.

Whoops.

Shihyeon’s bewildered hand wrapped around my waist and continued.

“It’s not hard to accept. I just need to release it on my body whenever s*xual desire builds up.”

“What kind of bullshit is that..”

“I’m smaller than her, but I’ll do my best to satisfy you. Even if I have a child, I’ll never say anything about taking responsibility, so…”

“stop it!!”

Shihyeon shook off my hand with a scream.

“I have no intention of betraying Yerin, and I have no intention of committing any more irresponsible things. So, stop it.”

“Why…? You said that I would die pretty in the old days. You can use the day you loved so much without any responsibility.”

Shihyeon grabbed my shoulders. Then he shook it back and forth as if to calm himself.

“Im Chaeyeon.. How did you get so broken?”

“Because I like you. I like you enough to give my all, because I’m going crazy, and I want to be with you even this way.”

Shihyeon’s complex emotions, both hating and sympathizing for me, were transmitted through her eyes. When the grip on his shoulder became stronger, and he pulled out his hand and washed his face dry.

Shihyeon said in a subdued voice.

“I’ll marry Yerin in two weeks.”

Are you trying to draw a line on me?

“Yeah, congratulations.”

It’s not surprising anymore. Just like clumsy amateurs aren’t jealous of pros. He had no feelings for someone he couldn’t keep up with.

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Because I like pets or dolls that aren’t just friends. I just want to be by Sihyun’s side.

“…I’ve said it many times, but I can’t accept your heart.”

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But the wish didn’t come. Heaven completely excluded me from Shihyeon, and I had no choice but to follow that fate.

“Goodbye. It was good to be friends for a while, let’s not meet again.”

Sihyun left my side with a harsh word. As a result, I was eventually left alone.

“…it’s over.”

I don’t even have the strength to hold on to it anymore. No, more than that, I forgot the purpose of living.

What will be the meaning of my life losing Sihyun? There was no more hope in my miserable life.

chuck. chuck.

I took wet steps towards the house.

Whether it was the cold of the night breeze or the cold, I didn’t feel any pain anymore. Rather, I wanted to escape from this reality, whether I would freeze to death like this or die from severe body aches.

‘Yes, I’d rather die.’

Even so, if it could remain in Si-hyeon’s heart, it seemed like a not bad choice.

I’m sorry to my parents, so in a perfect way. There is no way to die like a human being, not by using a weapon or by hanging.

When I tried to roll my head with the remaining mental power, I managed to come up with a method.

We have a lot of sleeping pills left at home, so let’s eat them. I don’t know the principle, but in the movies, people try to commit suicide with it.

It will definitely work out.

“haha..”

The thought that I don’t have to suffer anymore makes me smile. I was able to get out of this damn swamp of love and become a free soul.

widely. tatak.

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My steps became very light. With liberation in front of my nose, I ran towards the house with great anticipation.

All I have left to do is take my medicine and go to bed. The rest just wait for Si-hyeon to come to the funeral.

‘I’m almost there.’

Jiying-

Why is the elevator so slow today? However, seeing the number of floors gradually rising, the corners of his lips gradually rose.

When the elevator goes up, I even feel like I’m going up to heaven.

‘I’ll be leaving soon, so maybe I’m not mistaken.’

Tiing-

Arrived on the 14th floor where the house is. While feeling an unknown cat, the elevator door slowly opens.

And the moment the door is half open.

“Chae Yeon-ah.”

I doubted my eyes and ears. why is he here

At the sudden appearance of a childhood friend, the blood all over his body began to dry out.

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