My Divine Diary

   Chapter 992 Fear and Lost

After   Infinite Land was built, the development of things was not much different from what Su Hao thought.

  This land just serves as the core base of the three of them, and will continue to expand outward as time goes by.

  In theory, there is no so-called boundary.

   And the various knowledge scattered in the infinite land, after so many years of exchanges, has indeed developed something different from Su Hao's current application direction.

   In other words, almost every few years, Su Hao can harvest some new applications from the infinite land, which greatly expands his thinking structure.

   No matter how powerful a person’s brain is, the breadth of thinking can’t compare to the brains of billions of ordinary creatures. After all, the old saying goes: When the forest is big, there are all kinds of birds.

  Su Hao has maintained a humble and progressive heart for a long time, and now is no exception.

   He does not think he knows everything in this infinite land.

  The miracle of natural evolution is beyond imagination.

   "With the infinite land as the center of the universe and exploring outward, this is the correct way for me to explore the universe. During the period after the completion of the infinite land, my harvest speed is much faster than before, and this is what I want.

  How beautiful and magnificent are the wonders and treasures hidden in the universe, I can discover them one by one. "

   If I only relied on the three of them at the beginning, I am afraid that I will not gain much now, but will stagnate on the old knowledge system.

   And this is exactly what Su Hao didn't want to see.

  If there is no pursuit and vitality in one's own thinking consciousness, then what is the meaning of a long life?

   The so-called immortality, the so-called power, and the so-called knowledge cannot cover up the emptiness in the depths of the soul.

  Su Hao will never allow himself to be such a walking dead.

   "I am Su Hao, an ordinary person who pursues infinite knowledge in an infinite universe. I believe that there will be endless miracles in the universe, and I will find them."

   Su Hao recited this sentence silently, and then wrote this sentence on the top of the most prominent log board in the pinball space.

   He hoped that he would always remember this sentence and not spoil it.

  Su Hao's rare self-examination: "Has my pursuit changed all along?"

  Then shook his head decisively and said, "My original intention has never changed and will not change. I just want to explore the universe in an eternal, free and safe way, witness the miracles of the universe, and search for the unknowns of the universe."

  This process is lonely, but people are born lonely. This is the characteristic of intelligent creatures, and it is doomed at the moment of birth.

  Su Hao suddenly thought of Yashan and Fengcheng.

   "Ashan and Fengcheng, will they follow me to the endless future?"

  Su Hao hopes that the two of them can always follow him, because in the distant future, when one day suddenly wants to look back, at least someone can share the past with him.

   But whether Ashan and Fengcheng will follow him forever, he said it doesn't matter, Ashan and Fengcheng decide for themselves.

  If one day the two of them lose their Dao Heart, they are full of despair over the infinite life, and plan to cut themselves off, Su Hao will respect their choice.

   Just hope that day doesn’t come.

   After thinking for a while, Su Hao exited the pinball space and returned to the main body.

   Then sent a message to Yashan and Fengcheng: "Ashan, Fengcheng, I'm back to my body, let's go out for a walk together."

   Su Hao, who has studied the 'Balance Route' in depth, is no longer worried that he will be attacked inexplicably when he goes out.

   He suddenly wanted to have an in-depth chat with Yashan Fengcheng with his main body.

   Now that we have encountered risks in the distant future, if possible, we need to kill these risks in advance.

  As long as you are mentally prepared, you will not be easily disappointed in the future. If you are not too disappointed, you will be able to maintain a relatively balanced mind and be hard to despair.

  Su Hao led Yashan and Fengcheng to wander aimlessly in space, and finally reached the cross star at the beginning of this world.

   The three of them walked, came to the seaside of the Yunjian Mountains, found a flat place to sit down, and looked out at the sea.

  Su Hao suddenly smiled and said, "Ashan, Fengcheng, do you remember how you looked when you were about to die of old age in your last life?"

   Yashan and Fengcheng were stunned for a moment. They didn't understand why Su Hao wanted to mention this matter. After recalling it, they couldn't help showing a smile and nodded, "Of course I remember."

Yashan also said: "Fengcheng is the first time your boy is getting old, I can feel the despair and sadness from your expression, you even say that your heart is getting old, and you even mention it to young girls. I'm not interested. Haha, thinking about it now, it's quite funny.

   Having said that, I seem to have not seen Fengcheng go to play with the girl for a long time. "

  Fengcheng said a little embarrassedly: "Sometimes I am a little interested, but when I actually get on it, I feel a little boring, and then I stopped looking for any girls. Generally speaking, it is more interesting to discover wonderful planets."

   Feeling that the body is slowly getting old can really make people feel fearful, even Ashan and Fengcheng, who are so powerful, are not immune from the custom.

Su Hao said, "When you died, did you ever think that you would never wake up again? Have you ever thought that all of your knowledge, strength, desire and hard work will be turned into nothing? In this universe. There is nothing left. The universe is the same universe, and we are gone."

   Yashan and Fengcheng were slightly stunned.

  Su Hao's words completely brought them back to the past.

Yashan's first death was because he gave everything as the boss of the 'Temple Forest Association' and used his life force to use the unique skill 'Decay' of [Mingzi], which greatly reduced the [God] that Su Hao transformed into to protect himself. The people of , eventually exhausted their vitality and died.

   At that time, he must not have thought about this problem!

  Ashan died for the second time because of natural aging. At that time, he really thought about what death really meant.

   The third time he died, he followed Su Hao to the asteroid without hesitation, and this time, it was also Feng Cheng's first death. Feng Cheng probably didn't think much of it at that time.

   The next fourth death, the two of them are still fighting the landlord, this should be the least feeling, and it will be gone in an instant.

   And after living for 8,000 years, he gained a long lifespan and powerful strength, but he still could not escape the end of decay.

  It was also this time, Ashan and Fengcheng, who were really full of fear of death.

  Because at this time, they already possessed the power and knowledge that ordinary people could not have, and they also made a lot of efforts to survive.

  Eight thousand years, almost non-stop effort.

   However, in the end, he could not escape the shadow of death.

  The more I put in, the more I fear that the results of these efforts will come to nothing, and then I begin to doubt: "What's the point of what I've done in the end?"

   After death, there is really nothing left.

   Maybe not even the concept of 'no'...

   It was this kind of fear that made them cherish Su Hao even more.

Yashan nodded and said: "Actually, I have thought about it, but I should have died a long time ago, but now I can witness many unimaginable miracles, and I am satisfied. Facing death, facing 'nothing', there are still some insurmountable things. Fear, other than that, shouldn't have much regret.

  Forcing to say sorry..."

  Ashan said this and was silent for a while.

   Fengcheng asked curiously: "Boss Yashan, what do you regret?"

   Yashan said: "All that I have seen, my wife, my children can't accompany me and witness my happiness with me."

After    finished speaking, he couldn't help but smile: "Fortunately, there is Boss Wei who can witness all this. Of course, Feng Cheng also counts for you."

Feng Cheng nodded and said, "Me too. When I blew myself up with Boss Wei, I didn't think about it that much. I just didn't expect that I would be able to wake up again. I didn't survive well, but unfortunately I can't see it anymore. Other than that, I don't have any regrets.

  Well...because the people I cherish have always stayed by my side, namely Boss Wei and Boss Yashan, others are no different to me! "

  Su Hao laughed and said, "You guys don't have many regrets, but mine is a lot more. There were many things I wanted to do, but I couldn't do it, and I couldn't do it. Now I have the ability, but I can't go back."

   Fengcheng asked: "Don't you know where the planet we've been to is?"

Su Hao said: "That's right, I don't know where the planet we visited at the beginning is. In fact, I don't even know where the cosmos region we are now is. Or, we will find the planet we have been to in the future, but we have gone through all the time. The vicissitudes of life may have been unrecognizable.

   Everything in the past is just some information stored in our memory. "

   Su Hao again: "In the future, we will meet countless people and countless things, and this information will continue to accumulate in our memory, more and more, until it completely covers everything in the past.

  I'm not even sure in the distant future whether we will forget our origin, our past, and our fear of death.

   There is no doubt that with our current technology, we can live that long.

   Until the destruction of the planet, the collapse of the stars, we may all be alive, a hundred million years, a trillion years, a billion years.

   After such a long time, can we still remember the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the weak and young? "

   Yashan and Fengcheng listened, uncontrollably imagining what they would look like in billions of years from now.

   However, this developed soul brain did not successfully deduce what it looked like at that time...

   Such a long time has exceeded the limit of this brain's imagination. At this time, they once again felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

   As for the question of whether they remembered their origins at that time, they were also not sure.

  The high probability is, I don’t remember!

   Maybe the word 'lost' can be used to describe them at that time.

   Once they were still trying their best to pursue immortality, they were not qualified to think about this issue.

   Now that they have attained immortality, they have to face this profound problem.

   Yashan couldn't help turning his head to look at Su Hao, the omnipotent Boss Wei: "Boss Wei, I think after a long time, I will definitely get lost, what should I do?"

   He doesn't think that he is like Boss Wei, with an 'eternal heart' that is too tough to be destroyed.

  In the distant future, he will gradually become lost and finally self-destruct.

   Yashan didn't want to lose all of this, and he didn't want to lose his own boss Wei.

   Fengcheng also stared at Su Hao blankly, waiting for Su Hao's answer.

  Su Hao just smiled, and then said easily: "Delete the useless information, keep the information that you think is precious, as long as we don't let the complicated information in the future overwrite the things that are so precious to us.

   During this time, I suddenly discovered that our soul brain is not perfect, but has a great defect, that is, it cannot automatically forget some irrelevant things like a normal human brain.

   Therefore, we need to set up an automatic deletion program to help us regularly clean up the excess information in the soul's brain.

   In addition, ask yourself: What is my eternal ideal. "

   Yashan and Fengcheng looked at each other, and said in unison, "My eternal ideal is to follow Boss Wei and explore the endless universe."

  Su Hao nodded and said, "Then, always remember this sentence. As long as you don't forget it, you will never get lost."

   "Trust me, your boss, I, I will not be lost in eternity."

  …

   Generally speaking, when a person says 'I will never forget this sentence' or 'I will never forget this day', it is not far from forgetting.

   For example, the comment published by Penguin Space ten years ago, such as the cry with tears in the circle of friends.

  When I look back, maybe I forgot...

   Su Hao has a deep understanding of this.

   For example, now, if he hadn't read the ancient records of Pinball Space, he would have forgotten what he experienced in his life as Su Hao, what pains he had been painstakingly remembered, and which girl hurt his heart...

   To be honest, I don't even remember the name of the person who owes him money.

   once passed, like a puff of smoke drifting away, nothing left.

   But he doesn't remember, it doesn't prevent him from loving those who smile at him, and it doesn't prevent him from hating those who hurt him.

   To sum up: I love all the people and things that have treated me kindly, and I am grateful; I hate all the people and things that have hurt me maliciously, and I have never forgiven them.

   Of course, this is not the point. The point is that Su Hao should really write down what he doesn't want to forget.

  Su Hao said: "I still have a way to make you never forget the past."

  Ashan and Fengcheng asked in surprise, "What can I do?"

  Su Hao showed a bright smile: "I thought about it, but I didn't think about it."

   (end of this chapter)