My Cell Prison

It’s not because I’m taking leave for Chinese Valentine’s Day. Logically speaking, I can finish writing in the morning and afternoon, and then go to spend time with my wife and little Ah Fei in the evening.

But the updates have been postponed in the past two days. In fact, I was in a bad state and forced myself to type... until the day before yesterday I started to have a little insomnia, and I wrote half a chapter today and then I felt unsatisfied and deleted them all. I wanted to take a nap. I tried to adjust, but couldn’t sleep.

Kavin is one of the reasons, but I don’t know why. I always feel that what I write is terrible and extremely unsatisfactory. Compared with the previous creative state, it is completely different.

The creation of Cell is a bit different from previous books. I wanted to introduce more things, higher-order contradictions and deeper indescribables, but now it feels a bit weak.

I have anticipated a lot of things in this volume, preparing to use the Great Crusade to kick off a world event. There are so many things to consider, and I want to write that epic feeling, but now I feel like there are too many things piled up in my head. Together, it becomes a mess.

I feel like I have asked for leave many times this month. I never had this situation when creating in the past, so I feel guilty when I want to ask for leave today... After all, not everyone who reads books can go to the festival, but I really can't write today. I want to take a nap until my brain wakes up and some new ideas come out.

I'm really sorry.

If book lovers have nothing to do tonight, I recommend a suspenseful Korean drama that I watched recently - Flower of Evil.

I'm so sorry!

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