My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The night after posting on Weibo suddenly became extremely quiet, perhaps because of the extreme devotion to the recording, the melody of the song "if you want me" was always in my ears, which made it difficult for me to fall asleep, and then In an instant, I fell into an inextricable longing. I really wanted to see her current appearance and hear her voice.

She has been away for four months, and my miss has never faded because of the passage of time. On the contrary, in the dead of night, I experience the torment like tearing. I really have no way to adapt to my own pillow. Without her, those nights where we can sleep together become more precious than any precious jewel in the world, but I can't feel it anymore...

I lifted the quilt, left the bed, stood on the edge of the balcony and lit a cigarette. I am like this a lot of times. Whenever I can’t stop missing, I will stand here and look at the open space outside. The world, and let my consciousness extend in an endless direction with those flickering lights, only then, I will temporarily forget Mi Cai, and forget that I am surviving in this world...

  ...

It was another Friday afternoon, and Le Yao came to Suzhou again after a long time. She is also very busy these days, so I always see her sharing the progress of some video creations on Weibo, and some videos A little tidbit during the filming process. At this time, the film she invested in has reached the middle of filming. According to her, it will be released in time for this year's winter vacation.

Le Yao entered my office, threw her leather bag on the sofa casually, then tore open my good tea bag and made a cup of hot tea for herself, while I looked at her carefree and smiled, She completely ignored my smile, laying on the sofa against the wall with a teacup in her hand, her two slender legs casually placed on the tea table, and said to me: "I've read all your recent Weibo... ...Can you stop venting your life-and-death emotions on such a big platform?"

  Her usual quick talk made me a little speechless, and it took me a long time to say: "It's just a few songs... Didn't you repost them for me!"

"Yeah, I just want everyone to see how you are desperate to live...!" Le Yao hurt me, and then said: "Oh! You are the person in charge of two companies, Zhao You can't escape with a word of love!...It's just that the woman who makes you want to die is also as hardworking as you, and never misses any opportunity to convey the recent situation to the other party?"

I didn't answer, just remembered that Mi Cai hadn't heard any news for a long time, and I had held a total of 17 commercial speeches across the country, so intensively participated in commercial activities, in addition to promoting the commercial spirit of "The Road to Literature and Art", I want Mi Cai to perceive my existence more... Unfortunately, I don't get many responses!

Le Yao seems to already have the answer in her heart, or it doesn't matter whether I answer or not, she just lies comfortably on the sofa, enjoying the time with a cup of tea, I can tell, at least at this moment, she lives longer than me It's much easier, you don't have to measure the distance of another person in a space where there is no answer. At this time, there is only herself in her world, and the cup of hot tea that she is holding in her hand... Therefore, I prefer to use "cute" to describe her who is completely unburdened now.

  After a little silence, I finally smiled and asked her: "Comrade, can you talk to me, why do you become so relaxed and happy?"

  Le Yao put down the teacup in her hand, stared at me for a while, and then replied: "Because there is no love to look forward to!...Because there is a career that I like to do!"

"Um."

Le Yao stood up from the sofa, unwilling to chat with me about these topics about mood, she turned to say: "It's time for you to get off work soon? Hurry up and take me to pick up the girl, I haven't seen her in months I miss her so much!"

   "I still have a party tonight, so I really can't get away. Go and pick up the girl yourself. I'll give you my car keys." I said as I took out the car keys from my briefcase and handed them to her.

But she didn't pick it up, and said with a straight face: "Zhaoyang, is it interesting for you to be a friend like this?... I just came to Suzhou with great difficulty, and you refused to ask you to accompany me to pick up the girl, what? Is it time to put so much emphasis on communication and entertainment? Will you stop acting like an idealistic youth in the future?"

  I smiled helplessly: "What is the relationship between socializing and idealism? I really want to know how your brain thinks about problems, and how do you tie these two things together?"

Le Yao replied eloquently: "Idealists only live in the ideal world created by themselves, but socializing and entertaining are like knives, which dissect all the ugliness in reality in front of you, and let you see many ugliness of false flattery. Face, isn't this a disgusting thing?"

"Hehe, it makes sense for you to say that, but I'm used to it!...To this day, the distance between reality and ideal is not so far away in my world, ugly or disgusting Anyway, they are all things that must exist in this world, just like there must be some weeds in a garden, so that those flowers will look more beautiful, right, dear Comrade Le Yao!"

   Le Yao sighed exaggeratedly: "It's over, a person who is good at brainwashing others was finally washed by others one day... This is really a living cycle of karma!"

The more she wanted to run on me, the more I was too lazy to lose my temper with her. I handed the car keys to her again, and then asked her to go downstairs together. She had nothing to do with my soft resistance. I stomped to keep up with my footsteps... But I was reluctant to really care about me, just told me to drink less, and called her when I was done, and she went to pick me up.

  ...

This is a gathering of local entrepreneurs in Suzhou, and it is also an excellent opportunity to show yourself and find cooperation. During this period, I have been chatting with several executives in the real estate industry, hoping that they can hand over the advertising business to the already completed transformation The Simei advertisement......

After two hours of communication, finally two real estate companies are willing to cooperate with Simei again. Of course, I also paid a lot for it. The advertising agency fees we charge are far lower than Industry price, but there is no way, because Simei Advertising, which has been deeply in debt crisis, needs such an opportunity to fight for itself. I also hope that when Jian Wei wakes up, she will not see a shrunken version of Simei Advertising. Beautiful ad!

At ten o'clock in the night, the party finally ended, and I walked out of the hotel with the crowd. Immediately, I heard the sound of a car horn coming from the parking lot not far away. I followed the sound and looked around. , and soon I saw Le Yao who rolled down the car window and waved to me. Although I said repeatedly that I didn't need her to pick me up, she still came, worried. She drove the car to my side, and I immediately turned on the co-pilot The car door of the bedroom sat down beside her.

I was drunk, squinting my eyes and looking at the rapidly receding buildings outside the car window. I saw many lights in the city reflected on Le Yao's face, reflecting the loneliness in her heart. At this moment, she no longer I lost the ease and freedom when we met in the afternoon... Hehe, the night and alcohol are the same thing, they will always tear out some helplessness and pain deep in people's hearts... At this moment , I also feel that life and death are more cruel than death under the corrosion of alcohol... I really miss her so much! Missed until there was no way to stop.

It was still that familiar railroad track, or those trains that couldn’t remember their appearance, which flashed past us in a hurry... Feeling the wind blowing past us casually, I leaned on the car and clicked A cigarette, while Le Yao is sitting on a small mound not far away, holding his chin and looking around... The picture is the same as before, but his mood is different. The train went nowhere, and what I was waiting for was the unreachable future. We went to different destinations by different routes, but the intersection happened beside this section of real railroad tracks.

  She finally said: "Zhaoyang, actually I came to Suzhou this time, and I want to ask you for a favor!"

  I replied without even thinking about it: "It's my duty, so go ahead."

   "My movie is coming to an end soon... I hope you can leave a behind in this movie!"

  I was a little surprised at her asking me to be a cameo, and after a moment of silence, I asked, "What plot does this back view involve?"

Le Yao stared at me first, then smiled and replied: "It's meaningless to tell you now, if you agree, on that day, I will go to Weihai with the crew to take a scene. The scene about you is very simple, just carry The guitar stands in the center of the island, and your back is reflected on the sea blown by the sea breeze together with the setting sun!"

   "Isn't you in this shot?"

   "No, because my tombstone is on another island opposite you..."

I reacted strongly and said: "Is this a tragedy?...And it's a Korean drama routine!...Le Yao, you have to be careful! The style of Korean movies is no longer popular in the domestic market. !What is popular in China now is the emotional drama that reminisces about youth...I really think it is a bit risky for you to design the ending like this. First of all, it lacks some sense of urbanism and realism. If it were me, I would definitely put the final scene Freeze in the light and shadow of the city, and then the heroine releases the white pigeon in her hand, lamenting that the so-called life is just a flight without wings... Believe me, don't let anyone die in your movie, I don't I like this kind of tragic ending..."

   "You represent only yourself!...I think a film can only be remembered by the audience if it leaves irreversible regrets!"

"You little pervert... Don't you know that Chinese people all have a complex of pursuing comedy endings?... You should be more aware that this film is for the box office, not for your personal entertainment Have fun!"

Le Yao ignored my excitement at all, and said: "I seem to have everything in my life, but in fact I lack everything, so I only like to do what I like to do. As for the box office, you don't need to worry about it, because my films, It’s impossible for the box office to be bad, it’s based on trust in the entire production team... As for you, just answer if you can help, don’t make yourself look like a screenwriter, you can’t even handle yourself in reality, Isn't it a joke that you still want to get rid of the characters in my movie?"

  I was speechless. After a long time, I chose to fulfill her persistence, and finally nodded, agreeing to do her this favor! ...She smiled as if she had won a battle.

The wind of the summer night blows the dark clouds in the sky, and the moon is like a timid girl showing a corner to cast some light on the earth. We are just silent in the night wind. I don’t know what she is thinking. , but I'm still thinking of a non-tragic ending for her movie...

After a long time, my mobile phone rang in my pocket. I took it out, and the next second after I connected it, I heard Yan Yan's heavy panting, but her tone was full of ecstasy. She swallowed because of excitement. The saliva said to me: "Zhao... Yang, Wei Wei is awake... Wei Wei is really awake...!"