My 26-year-old Female Tenant

On the roof of the 18th floor, Fangyuan stood under the eaves that could shelter the rain, with his back to me, a cigarette was burning between his fingers, and when the smoke diffused under the lamp, it merged with the water vapor, making this infinite The space in the world is full of indistinguishable truth and falsehood, only the sound of raindrops and the smell of tobacco are real!

  He turned around and said with a calm smile: "I knew you would definitely come!"

   "You can guess that I will come, I am not surprised at all, because you have been scheming about me." I said and stood by his side.

  He shrugged slightly, finally raised his hand, squinted his eyes and took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand, before saying after a long while, "Did you see the rain that is falling?"

I looked up subconsciously, and saw those raindrops that seemed to be looking for a home, falling to the ground in a hurry, but in the intersection with the neon lights, sometimes expanding, sometimes shrinking, what I saw was still only the hard-to-see Whether it is true or false, I finally replied: "I see."

   Fangyuan nodded, and said with this strange smile: "Why does it rain? Sometimes it is regular, and sometimes it is just a cloud of dark clouds, which will bring a shower that no one can expect."

   "It rains because there are too many oil stains in this world, and the rain washes away the sins that people can't wash away! So after the rain, there is often a feeling of new life..."

Fangyuan looked at me, then turned to look at the crowds hurrying in the rain, and said after taking a deep breath of cigarette again: "According to what you said, we should not reject the existence of rain, because it washes people It's this greasy world."

   "Grease cannot be washed off. No matter how violent the rain falls, it only gives people a kind of psychological comfort. When the sun rises again, new evils are also breeding and growing. Birth, old age, sickness and death still torture people's nerves!"

"Yes, just like the group of people downstairs, we can't see their appearance clearly, let alone their expressions, but the body wrapped in a raincoat has endured life and death. Of course, we can see it very lightly from a high place. , But for themselves, these experiences and what they have endured are the pain engraved in their bones... So, I agree that this is a world full of stains, and from a moral point of view, I am also A stain on the world...but!...”

  I looked at him, waiting for him to continue.

"If one day when this stain of mine dies, I hope that the person I loved and the brother I cared about will shed a tear for me, and I will die more comfortably...!" Stopped , He said again: "Zhaoyang, have you experienced it?...My parents escaped from debts, and I was the only one in the house. There was no water or electricity, but I had to wash and cook; there was no lucky money, and no one to talk to. Outside, there are firecrackers everywhere during the Chinese New Year; ...... On that day, I saw the lights of thousands of houses illuminate the whole world so brightly, but I was hiding in the darkness that others could not see... .This **** world is so insecure!......What the eyes can see is all false, because the devil knows what will happen in the next second, only what the heart feels is real !"

  I was silent for a long time before I said: "Did you come to me just to say these words and make me sympathize with your unhappy past?"

   "I didn't mean that, but it's more comfortable to say something than to keep it in my heart."

  I felt a little sympathy for him in my heart, but I still replied blankly: "But you have found the wrong person to talk to... I am not interested in listening to this."

"Okay, if you don't want to listen, then I won't say it...Actually, I came to you this time to persuade you that you and Mi Cai had better not marry Yan Zhuomei, otherwise the consequences will not be yours. imagination!"

  My heart trembled instinctively, and I felt the deterrent force from Yan Zhuomei invisibly, so that I was silent for a long time before asking: "What consequences will there be?"

"...I don't know, but this woman, you can think about it, what age she was born in, and what life experience she has...Taking away Mi Cai is her top priority now , if you must go against her will, it is not ruled out that she will take some unconventional means. I really don’t think there is anything she can’t do. Otherwise, why should a woman do such a big thing in the capital market? Energy business?"

   My emotions fluctuated so much that I raised my voice and replied, "You're **** alarmist!"

Fangyuan put out the cigarette **** in his hand, and still said calmly: "You don't need to be so hostile to me, may I ask what good will it do for me if you and Mi Cai really can't get married? I wish you could just let it go In the city of Xuzhou, it’s best not to have anything to do with me, Fangyuan...The reason why I advise you is because I still regard you, Zhaoyang, as a brother!"

   "Are you worthy of saying the word brother?"

"I'm really not worthy, and you can doubt my intentions, but I've said what I have to say with a clear conscience. As for how to choose, you can decide on your own, no one can influence you!" After Fang Yuan finished speaking, Convenience It fell and left, and the rain was still crazily washing this oil-stained world, but I felt safe under the eaves, and I did not feel the danger brought by this oil-stained world, and even felt that all dangers were It's controllable, so I don't want to believe what Fang Yuan said.

  On the roof of the 18th floor, I listened to the non-stop sound of rain in my ears, smoked a cigarette before choosing to leave.

  .......

When I went downstairs, Mi Cai was already sitting on the sofa in the hotel lobby waiting for me. After seeing me coming out of the elevator, she came over with the small handbag I bought for her recently. I was very serious. Looking at her, she was as calm as ever, which made it impossible for me to guess what Milan said to her just now from her expression.

  Mi Cai smiled slightly, took my arm and walked out of the hotel. I finally couldn't hold back anymore and asked her, "What did Mi Lan and you talk about just now?"

   "I just said some words of blessing... I lamented our innocence when we were young, but now both of us are married!"

   "Just this?"

  Mi Cai asked back: "Otherwise?"

   "Uh... I just asked casually, so don't take it to heart."

Mi Cai nodded, and said coquettishly, "Zhaoyang, I didn't feel full just now!... Later, let's go to the supermarket to buy some quick-frozen dumplings. You can order them for me when you get back. eat!"

"You don't need to go to the supermarket, you can have it at home." As I said that, I took out the umbrella from my handbag, opened it, and walked towards the parking lot together with Mi Cai on the wet road. The hotel that hosted our wedding, I'm imagining, what kind of scene will there be on that day? Is every guest walking on the red carpet sincerely wishing me and Mi Cai?

  .......

After returning home, Mi Cai didn't mention the matter of eating dumplings, which made me feel that she was just taking advantage of this moment to deliberately change the topic, and Mi Lan must have said something to her, but she was not willing to talk to me. Said, but combined with Fangyuan and looking for me alone, I could vaguely guess something, but because of my desire for the wedding, I didn't choose to ask to the end, but silently cooperated with her unwillingness to tell!

  After washing up, we were lying on the bed, and she was still holding her exam materials, yawning and looking at them, I said to her: "You are in such a bad state at the moment, don't read it."

   "I'll fall asleep after another 20 minutes of watching, I'm used to it."

I looked at the time, it was indeed still early, so I nodded, and I read a book related to the game industry myself, but after a while, I fell into a deep sleep without noticing it at all …

I don't know how long it took before I started dreaming, I dreamed about our upcoming wedding, this dream was so real that I could clearly see the expressions on the faces of everyone who came to the wedding Watching us... Soon, we came to the link of exchanging rings, but the situation changed suddenly. The sky was originally clear, but suddenly there was a strong wind. I was so confused by the dust that I couldn't open my eyes. In the opening gap, I saw Mi Cai holding the skirt of the wedding dress, bare feet, running farther and farther away... She turned out to be a runaway bride, and I was about to collapse , screaming hoarsely behind her, but her feet seemed to be cursed, and she couldn't take a step forward... The ground began to collapse, and my world was overwhelmed by overwhelming darkness, and I was getting more and more suffocated... ...finally woke up from suffocation! Sweat was already dripping from my brow and I realized: this is a nightmare!

  I tried not to make any movement, and then slowly calmed down in the never-ending sound of rain... I finally calmed down, so Mi Cai's breathing became clearer.

  I am very sensitive to the sound of her breathing. I delicately noticed that her breathing was not so steady. At this time, she didn't seem to be sleeping. I asked tentatively, "Are you still asleep?"

  She really didn't sleep, she was a little surprised that I woke up, and said, "Well, why did you wake up?"

  "I had a bad dream and woke up with fright!"

  Mi Cai turned over to face me, and asked me with concern: "What dream is it?"

After she asked, that dream flashed in my mind like a movie replay, which made me feel so insecure, I subconsciously hugged her tightly and said: "I dreamed that you left me at the wedding, Running to the distance alone, but I can't move my legs to keep up with your footsteps... In my dream, I have already collapsed!"

   "It's just a dream! You don't have to pay too much attention to it, not to mention that what the dream presents is the opposite of reality..."

Although this is just a simple sentence of comfort, I feel inexplicably at ease in my heart, because I can hear the natural expression of her emotions, so she will definitely not stage the scene in the dream in reality, I exhaled lightly, He asked her again: "What about you, why do you suffer from insomnia?...It's been so long, I hardly see you have insomnia!"

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  The result of the examination was malignant lymphoma, and now we are waiting for the pathology report to determine the treatment plan. Thinking of what he went through, I can't express the pain in my heart... I am going to take him to Shanghai for surgery. Are there any readers who are engaged in medical work in Shanghai? I hope to introduce a doctor who has experience in this field.

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