My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  After I asked Li Xiaoyun to treat me, she looked at me again dumbfounded, and said to me after a long while: "Then let me treat you."

I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, this embarrassing thing was resolved by my thick skin, after thinking about it, I said to Li Xiaoyun: "You go back, don't tell your parents that I have no money to treat you to dinner Ah, if this matter gets to my parents' ears, it will have a very bad effect!"

   "Don't worry, I won't say anything, just treat it as a treat for a friend!" Li Xiaoyun said very straightforwardly.

  I gave Li Xiaoyun a thumbs up and said, "Girl, your awareness is really good, I appreciate you."

   "Oh! It's not that I'm high-minded, I really can't do anything about it! You said we went on a blind date and you didn't have the money to pay the bill, so it must be me!" Li Xiaoyun sighed with a smile.

  I was a little embarrassed when Li Xiaoyun said this, and said awkwardly: "I heard that on the road of blind dates, you will definitely meet one or two strange things. I am the one you met, right?"

   "If you want to say something weird, you must do your part."

I looked at Li Xiaoyun's wallet on the table, and then said something even weirder: "You see, we all know the basics here, why don't you be a good person and do it to the end. I'm really short of money recently. Can you lend it to me?" Come on, when I find a job, I will pay you back when I get my salary, it will definitely not be too long, at most 2 months."

   "How much to borrow?"

   "1000."

  Li Xiaoyun immediately ordered 1,000 yuan in cash from his wallet and handed it to me. I said "thank you" and accepted it cheekily again.

About half an hour later, I finished dinner with Li Xiaoyun, and finally I paid the bill with the 1,000 yuan I borrowed from her. Of course, this is still a good result. I will definitely return the 1,000 yuan to her.

  In the night, Li Xiaoyun and I stood at the door of the coffee shop, and I asked her, "How did you get here?"

   "Take a taxi."

   "Then I'll take you back."

  Li Xiaoyun shook her head and said, "No need, my house is not far from here, and it's very convenient to take a taxi."

  I didn't insist, because I understand that generally the woman refuses the man's request to send her back, which proves that she is not satisfied with the blind date.

  Of course I can understand Li Xiaoyun. It's strange that she is satisfied. After all, she has reached the age of marriage for women's colleges, and she still has to consider the man's financial foundation.

  Although I understand that I am still a little bit lost, because pure love has become less and less, or even disappeared, in this age where money is needed to prove everything.

  After being silent for a while, I said to Li Xiaoyun: "Then please leave me a phone number, so I can contact you when I pay you back."

  Li Xiaoyun nodded, and gave me his number, I wrote down the number, smiled and said to Li Xiaoyun: "I hope this blind date experience has not cast a shadow on you."

   "No, I think you are very interesting, at least we are not bored at all when we get along."

  I joked, and said, "Oh! I'm even more ashamed when you say that. It seems that I have nothing else to offer except being able to joke."

"Everyone has something to offer, it just takes time to discover it, but you, you really have to work hard. After so many kisses, you are the only one..." Li Xiaoyun suddenly realized something, and didn't continue. .

  I understand, she must want to say, I am the only one who, at the age of 26, still has no savings and no job.

  …

After the blind date ended, I drove my father's Santana 00, which was about to be scrapped, to the river opposite the Xuanwu Market. I sat alone on the lawn by the river, smoking a cigarette in a dull mood, feeling depressed for a while. This lowness stems from my protracted inability to figure out my life.

The water in the moat was flowing towards the east of the city along the autumn wind in the night. I watched blankly, and gradually felt that although my body was in this city, it was more like a bystander. Nothing to do with me at all.

  I think of Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, and Jian Wei and Xiang Chen. These four people almost constitute the entire memory of my college life. Maybe they are all living a good life at the moment.

  I lay on the grass, looking at the star-studded sky with a silly expression, and suddenly felt empty.

   "Zhaoyang, are you going home after the blind date? What are you doing here alone?" Mom's voice suddenly sounded behind her.

  I was startled, sat up from the lawn, stared blankly, and asked for a while, "Mom, why did you follow?"

   "I followed you when you entered the coffee shop, and Xiaoyun's mother sat at the table behind you all the time."

  My mother’s words made my heart skip a beat. If she had been sitting behind us, wouldn’t she have heard the conversation I had with Li Xiaoyun just now?

  I asked: "Didn't you say you let us get along alone, why are you still following?"

  My mother ignored my questioning, but said to me with a calm face: "You unreliable son, did you borrow money from other girls when you were on a blind date?"

   "Oh my god, I really have no money!" I sighed with little confidence.

  My mother sat down beside me, she didn't get angry, but asked me in a light tone: "Tell my mother, how have you lived in Suzhou all these years?"

  It took me a long time to answer, and said: "I just lived so unreliably...Mom, I am really not a good son. I have always made you and my father worry about it all these years!"

  "People will make some mistakes when they are young, just correct it, and there will be a long time in the future."

   "Yes." I nodded heavily.

  My mother put her arms around me and smiled, and said, "I'll persuade your father later, let him arrange a job for you, and you will stay by our side from now on."

   "It's fine if Dad doesn't want to. I'll go find it myself. Correcting mistakes starts with finding a job."

   "He's old-fashioned, if his son doesn't help, who will he help!"

  I have no words, and in fact I don't know whether it is right or wrong to ask Ban Daddy to help me find a job.

   After a long time, I finally said: "Mom, you go back first, I want to be alone for a while."

   "Okay, but before I leave, I have to ask you something."

"go ahead."

   "What do you think of Xiao Yun, do you want to get along with her?"

  I thought for a while and said, "Let's talk about the relationship later, nothing is stable right now."

   "It's just one kiss that made you fall like this?"

  I wiped my face and lay back on the grass without saying a word. I admit that I was a little cowardly, but it was not because of the blind date itself, but because of my own situation.

  I realized that after leaving Suzhou, although I had bid farewell to the pain for a short time, I was even more at a loss for my own future.

  …

  This night, I stayed by the river alone for a long time, and I thought a lot, but I didn’t come up with any clues, and the future will be good or bad, and I can’t just think about it.

I didn’t want to go home, so I was still driving, wandering in Xuzhou, the city where my life started, and looking at the tall buildings outside the car window, I suddenly remembered that I also had ambitions, and I wanted to be an outstanding entrepreneur , not only to realize their own value, but also to help more people realize their self-worth.

   Later, someday, I forgot this great wish and went to learn the guitar. From then on, I played the guitar and sang all kinds of worldly styles, but I couldn’t sing a complete love, so I didn’t want to think about that entrepreneur’s wish! .

  People, either succeed, or be content with the status quo, or degenerate, I have a little bit of remorse, and finally become so **** degenerate, but I often can’t remember how I degenerate and when I began to degenerate!

  When depravity became a habit, I gradually stopped feeling ashamed, so I went to the game store again, bought a small basket of game coins, and played a fighting game with a kid who looked like a junior high school student.

  I manipulated Yagami in the game console with a cigarette in my mouth. After a light kick, I received a heavy hand, and then received a Sunflower three-style combo. In the end, I exploded a childish girl, and instantly ko the character controlled by the child.

  The child looked at me with a blushing face and didn’t dare to speak. This made me feel a sense of invincible loneliness, and then I laughed. I actually fell into looking for the so-called sense of existence in a game.

I threw a game coin to the child and signaled him to continue. The child turned from grief to joy and put the game coin into the game machine, so the two fought again. Amidst the child's screams, I put the game There was a "slap" sound.

   "Zhaoyang, you play the game well!" A woman's voice sounded behind me.

  I focused all my attention on the game, ignored it for a while, and suddenly realized: how could someone in the game hall know my name, then suddenly turned around, and found Mi Cai standing behind me.

  I looked at Mi Cai like a fool, thinking I was dreaming, and thought I was still in Suzhou, but the kid took the opportunity to use a big move and killed my character in the game!