My 26-year-old Female Tenant

In my speechless, finally another train roared past us, and our figures flickered under the light from the window, so the whole world seemed to be torn apart, and the night was also blurred. The longer the stretch, the end can't be seen at all, and the lights in the city in the distance become a kind of salvation, exaggerating this perfect loneliness...

Even the solitude began to become perfect, and I didn't want to have a dispute with Le Yao on the outlook on life, so I changed the subject and said to her: "If you are not interested in Xuzhou's specialties, you can go to my coffee shop for a while, There is a barista in our store, he is very good at making pastries, I really recommend you to try it!"

  After I became sincere, Le Yao's attitude finally softened, and he asked me softly: "Zhaoyang, tell me, if Mi Cai hadn't gone to other places, would you come to me today?"

   "Of course, Mi Cai will also come. We have been friends for so many years, and we will definitely do our best as landlords!"

  Le Yao smiled, nodded and said: "That's right...friendship is something outside of me, why should I think so much, I'm still self-righteous, imagining so many burdens for you!"

   "You said it better... can you go with me now?"

   "Let's go... I heard that eating some dessert will make people feel a lot easier, I want to try it!"

  ...

In the coffee shop, in order to avoid disturbing Le Yao by the coming guests, I put down the rolling shutter door, sat around a wooden table with Qin Yan and Xiao Nuo, and the heat from the air conditioner and the coffee radiated The scent of the scent seems to isolate us from this extremely impetuous world. We didn't talk too much, but Qin Yan and Xiao Nuo were excited. It was the first time in their lives that they had the opportunity to be so close to the hotly discussed star. Relative to the distance...

Xiao Nuo finally took out a notebook from her handbag and said to Le Yao: "Sister Le Yao, I really like watching your plays and I am your big fan. Can you sign it for me? ?”

Le Yao readily complied with Xiao Nuo's request, and Qin Yan was not far behind, and brought a set of coffee-making utensils from the bar, asking Le Yao to sign for him on the set of coffee utensils. The difficult posture signed her name on this oval vessel... However, she has met the requirements of others, but her mood has always been low, even if the pastry made by Qin Yan tastes good, She just ate a little bit, looking out the window at the night with no people in her mind...Maybe, my coffee shop is not a place for her to rest, because every night, here It's too spacious, too quiet, so quiet that people have to think about it!

After another moment, Qin Yan left his seat and took out his backpack from the bar, and said to me: "Brother Yang, since the business is closed today, I will go to Suzhou, and I promise to catch up before 10 o'clock tomorrow morning." return!"

  I was puzzled and asked, "Didn't you book the tickets for the next few days? Now that you have decided to go, can you still get tickets?...This is the peak season of Spring Festival travel!"

  "When you have someone in your heart, small things like train tickets are no obstacle...Don't worry, there will always be a way!"

I once again felt Qin Yan's sincerity towards Yan Yan, and I couldn't bear to dampen his emotions, so I nodded and said: "Go, you must pay attention to safety on the road, if you really don't have time to come back tomorrow, just stay in Suzhou. Anyway, the coffee that Xiao Nuo can make is enough for those customers who use coffee as a shooting prop!"

   "Well, thank you Brother Yang for being so understanding...Then I'll go first, and you can spend time with Sister Le Yao."

I nodded, and Qin Yan opened the rolling door to leave. We looked at his back together, because the night he was about to spend was a daydream. Maybe he really had the opportunity to travel thousands of miles to Suzhou. Let Yan Yan personally cook a supper for him... Or maybe, when tomorrow comes, we will be shocked to hear the news that he is already with Yan Yan!

After Qin Yan left, Xiao Nuo also said to me: "Brother Zhaoyang, someone asked me to watch a movie tonight, and the time is almost up, I have to go to the appointment, please accompany Sister Le Yao well, don't make her too sad Yes, we fans will really feel distressed!"

Realizing that I was about to be alone with Le Yao, my mood changed again, but Xiao Nuo seemed to deliberately give us more space, and before I could respond, he opened the shutter door and left, and then pulled the shutter door down outside again, So in the not-so-small coffee shop, Le Yao and I were really the only ones sitting opposite each other...

   After a while of silence, Le Yao stirred the coffee in the cup with a spoon again, and asked me: "After you returned to Xuzhou, how is your life?"

This is the most practical question she has asked since we met, and it also makes us more like a pair of old friends who have known each other for many years. I feel a lot more relaxed, and I took a sip of hot tea before laughing He replied: "Very good, this may be the most enjoyable period of time in my life...I don't want to lose my current life, because it's so hard to get!"

Le Yao finally smiled and said: "Yeah, everyone knows that it's not easy for you to get it, so no one has the heart to destroy it and cause trouble for you...as a person who shares weal and woe with you My friend, I'm really happy for you to see that you can speak with a smile on your face like this!"

   "Thank you... It's just that sometimes I'm very concerned about gains and losses. I always feel that there are too many unresolved issues between me and Mi Cai that have not been resolved!"

  "Isn't it all about gaining and losing when loving someone?"

   "That's true!"

  Le Yao nodded, she took another sip of the coffee that was not warm enough, and after a longer silence, she said to me again: "Do you know why I chose to come to Xuzhou after what happened to me?"

  I shook my head and said, "I don't know, I really don't understand this point!"

"Actually, I don't know, maybe it's inertia... After such a long time, I still think of you when I'm sad. I remember when I was in love, you always called me a fool. Bi, I also scolded me like that Myself, although you never woke yourself up at that time, you really woke me up... So, I never thought of that scumbag who hurt me in college... .Really, being with a man like you who is far-fetched to say that the fly in the ointment is far-fetched, there is not much happiness at all, but I am still willing to laugh with you, cry to you when I am sad, and tell myself: Although I am always scolded by you, I was disliked by you, but you never really left me when I was about to lose my life... It seemed like the sky was falling, and you supported me with your own body that was riddled with holes , I feel at ease!"

"Isn't this how friends are? You support me, and I support you...Actually, sometimes I think of you and those ridiculous times, but when I think about it again, it's no longer the same as before. So much pain, on the contrary, I find it unbelievable...In my ordinary life, I have the opportunity to meet a hot star, and they have both sides!...Xiao Nuo said, this is It's my luck...hehe, I think it's fate!"

"There is actually not much difference between chance and fate, and it is not important to us, what is important is the decadent time together!...We seem to have artificially created too much for ourselves. It’s hard for us to deal with the difficult problems...Actually, we should have come out a long time ago!”

I opened my heart and said to Le Yao: "Looking back at that period of life that has passed, I really don't regret that I was a mediocre person... because I seem to be arranged in a fate, just to wait for Mi Cai appearance, and the life I am experiencing now is the result of fate, I am very satisfied!"

Le Yao sighed softly, and said in a voice that could only be heard by herself: "Who can predict whether it is the result or just a paragraph... This in itself is a story that makes people cry and laugh. This world is just like me... I am envied and envied by so many people, but I still can't escape the fate of crying and laughing... So to live in this world, we all need a People who can complain at any time, unfortunately, since you have all gone away, there are really fewer and fewer such people... I can't resist this kind of loneliness, maybe I'm a very fragile person by nature Bar!"

"Don't say that...Since life always makes us cry, cry and laugh, after so many years, we should be able to handle it!... Seriously, your heart can be very strong , I just haven’t done self-digging, so I habitually choose to avoid difficult problems!”

Le Yao nodded, thoughtfully, and finally replied: "Maybe this is why I am not as good as Jian Wei and Mi Cai... So you love them, I really have nothing to be reconciled to, I am not a very charming woman, I always bring troubles to others, but I have never really solved troubles for others...Think about it: all these years I have played a trap by your side The role of teammates, but you can always tolerate it while laughing and cursing, it is really a kind of measure and wisdom!"

I looked at her and felt that when facing her, I have never felt so relaxed as at this time. This kind of ease and freedom comes from the fact that we are all opening our hearts to examine the past, and we don't have to worry about the kind of friendship that is higher than friendship but lower than friendship. Troubled by the love relationship... We are all being transformed by time, maturing with different attitudes and angles!

  She asked again: "Have you really decided not to marry a non-mi Cai in your life?"

   "Well... There will be no more accidents between us, at least there will be no more accidents with me... I must marry her, unless I die!"

"Crow's mouth, don't you and Mi Cai pursue a simple and ordinary life? How can there be so many life-and-death loves in this world... I sincerely hope You can be happy together, and I hope that you will have a child in the near future. He (she) will not understand the kindness and resentment between us adults. When he sees me, he will call me Aunt Le Yao loudly ! I will be very happy!"

   "There will be a day!"

Le Yao nodded, and fell into silence again... I subconsciously looked at the deep night outside the window in this silence, and asked her again after a long time: "What about you? How are you going to deal with this time?" event?"

  Le Yao smiled and said: "I won't back down again and again!...Just wait and see, I will handle this matter in the most decisive way!"

   "Well, looking forward to seeing your changes!"

   "Yes, on the day you and Mi Cai get married, I will bring Cao Jinfei to your wedding... I hope Mi Cai will welcome us!"

   "Why not welcome... By the way, Robben will return to China that day, and we can take this opportunity to get together again!"

Le Yao thought for a long time before replying: "Yeah... Zhaoyang, if our story is a novel that is being written, at your wedding with Mi Cai, cc can also come back, and with Robben continues to lead...I'm afraid there will never be a more perfect ending than this, right?"

  I nodded, and then I imagined that picture in my brain... I was so moved that I wanted to cry!

  However, if our story is really a novel being written, what will happen to Jian Wei? ...I don't know, but she must not be alone at the end of the story! If she hadn't been able to be happy, then this would be an unfinished novel...I insist on it!

  Also, such malicious characters as Fang Yuan and Xiang Chen will definitely have their own retribution, if not, it will still be unfinished! ...because that's not what the reader wants to read!

It's a pity that we are living a real life, not writing a novel. The only thing manipulating us is life. I can only pray that life will save the last ray of happiness for this poor woman, Jian Wei... In this way, I can enjoy everything I have now with peace of mind! As for what will happen to Fangyuan and Xiangchen, I don't care at all, because my world has already lost contact with them... In my eyes, they are just two people who are dominated by worldly desires and have no self-soul. Poor wretch!

   "What are you thinking, Zhaoyang?"

After I lit a cigarette, I replied: "I am following the logic of your novel, imagining an ending that can satisfy the readers for a person who needs an ending in particular. Of course, the satisfaction of the readers comes second. She really Happiness is what I desire most!"

Le Yao shook her head and smiled, and said, "Hehe...I've only been indulging in the scripts of movies lately, so I derived the idea of ​​so-called novels. It's too unreliable for you to magnify this naive idea so much. Right?..."

  I also smiled along with Le Yao, and didn't say anything...Because all assumptions are meaningless, all we have to do is: patiently wait for life to give us the answer!

Le Yao finally drank the cup of coffee that belonged to her. She seemed to be saying goodbye to me, but the moment she was about to stand up, she suddenly asked me: "Zhaoyang, if your life encounters another major change , what kind of person will you become?...Will you say goodbye to the impermanence in human nature and be reborn from now on?"

   I looked at her in amazement... because I never thought I would change! I don't even want to experience any major changes in my life! ...and living like this is what I dreamed of!

  After a long time, I finally replied: "There will be no more accidents!"

"I hope so too, but compared to the impermanence of human nature, life is even more impermanent... The reason why I ask you this is that I hope you can remember our agreement, no matter what happens in the future, We all want to be masters of life, this is our lifetime agreement, remember?"

  I felt myself relax, and smiled back: "Of course I remember... Next, let's see how you use the attitude of a master of life to solve the problem in front of you. I will wait and see!"