My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Mi Cai didn't take a stand against Yan Zhuomei's words of standing on the moral high ground. She kept silent with a dignified expression, but this kind of silence finally became my burden. I know these words have some effect on her Otherwise, she would not have such a change... I dare not imagine, when Yan Zhuomei talked about my ridiculous past, whether she still has the will to fight, and whether she will vent her anger on me again... ....?

Over the years, what I have experienced the most is the elusiveness of human nature. No one in this world is immutable and unshakable. I can see the long-standing hidden danger between me and Mi Cai, although this hidden danger is getting worse and worse. The deeper and deeper feelings are gradually weakened, but they have not been eradicated. Once it is catalyzed, the consequences will be unimaginable...

So, worrying and dejected alone, I didn't say anything more, so I drove the car to the city of Suzhou in silence... I parked the car in front of the most upscale hotel in the city, and waited. After the car stopped, Mi Cai said to Yan Zhuomei: "Mr. Yan, we will not participate in today's luncheon. I think we have already communicated with each other, so I plan to go back to Xuzhou with Zhaoyang in the afternoon. We are all waiting for you Coming back, I have delayed a lot of the work at hand... I hope Mr. Yan will not bother us anymore, I will be responsible for my choice today!"

  I thought Yan Zhuomei would refuse, but she just smiled and replied: "You have no problem going back to Xuzhou, but I want to have dinner with you alone tonight, and it's not too late for you to go back tomorrow."

Mi Cai and I didn't know what she was thinking for a while, and neither of us answered, she said again: "That's it. Let's have dinner together tonight, if you can't even agree to this request , I think in the afternoon, I will go to Xuzhou with you, and visit my old friends in Xuzhou by the way!"

Mi Cai looked at Yan Zhuomei with a cloudy expression, but there was nothing she could do... Finally said: "Okay, since you want to have dinner with us tonight, we will entertain you in the old house. Do you understand that this old house was bought back when I just returned to China... You are welcome to come as a guest, and Zhaoyang and I will prepare meals and wait for you."

Yan Zhuomei's calm face finally had a fluctuating expression, her eyes dodged for a while, and after a moment of silence, she replied in a complicated way: "Okay, then see you at night." She opened the car door as she spoke. , walked towards Mi Zhongde and others who were waiting in the rain, I subconsciously looked at the hotel standing in the rain, then I stepped on the accelerator, and drove Mi Cai away from this place that does not belong to us... ...

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Back in the old house, Mi Cai and I just had some simple lunch, and no one spoke in between. It seemed that from the moment we met Yan Zhuomei, we were bound by an unknown force. Way to talk and laugh freely as usual... And the rain outside the window is just like our current mood, we are pierced by its "tick" sound a little bit...

After the meal, I washed the dishes in the kitchen, and Mi Cai stood by the balcony, arranging the bonsai that we couldn't take away, and then squatted there watching... until I put the dishes and chopsticks away After washing, she still stood there motionless, I came behind her out of curiosity, but found that she was doing nothing, just looking at a withered flower stalk...

  I finally asked her: "Are you enlightening?...I've been squatting here for a long time!"

  Mi Cai pulled me, asked me to squat down with her, and asked me: "Zhaoyang, will this potted flower still sprout and bloom?"

   "Of course it will, wither in winter and sprout in spring, this is an eternal law, unless its roots are broken and dead..."

  Mi Cai looked up at me and asked, "As long as the roots are not damaged, there is still hope for growth?"

   "Of course...after a winter, when spring comes next year, as long as you remember to water it, it will bloom more brilliantly than before."

   "Well... If our love also has roots, will you let the roots wither like the appearance?"

I finally understood the meaning behind Mi Cai's words, and I also knew what she was thinking from just now. This winter is really too bad for us. It seems to use its cold to wither everything around us. This kind of withering It makes us feel powerless and hesitant, so what we have been doing is trying to protect the roots. Although we are struggling and suffering, spring is coming soon. As long as we keep this last breath, we will be able to wait until The day you grow back...

I finally said to Mi Cai: "Our roots will not wither... because we have been working hard to protect it, let it be buried deep in the soil, as long as we persevere and not expose it, others A swung ax will never cut its lifeblood...so we mustn't fall short at the end of winter, shall we?"

Mi Cai may have been squatting for too long, her legs were a little numb, so she sat on the ground, beat her legs, and said to me: "You have to remember how much hope you gave me today... ...If I were a flower, I would only want to be planted in this pot of yours in this life."

I raised my head and let out a heavy breath...then, the stone in my heart finally fell to the ground. I was really afraid that Mi Cai would be shaken, afraid that she would not be able to resist Yan Zhuomei's repeated pressure. !

If she really went to the United States with Yan Zhuomei, my life will definitely turn gray, because as long as I think of her living with other men, starting a family, and having children, I have a feeling of suffocation, and she has already subtly changed It has become the oxygen for my survival!

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In the afternoon, it was still raining, and Mi Cai and I went to a nearby supermarket to buy some ingredients for Yan Zhuomei’s dinner. When we got home, we washed the vegetables together and put them in the refrigerator. On the sofa, waiting for the night to come, waiting for the moment when the door is knocked.

Mi Cai was lying on the sofa, and she habitually put her legs on me. I was afraid that her feet would be cold, so I stuffed them into my sweater and turned up the temperature of the air conditioner to make her feet cold. The contrast between the inside and outside of the room seems to be a small paradise full of warmth. The unstoppable rain has nothing to do with us... because when the night is coming, the light that lights up is our sun. .....

  I lit a cigarette, took a puff, and exhaled heavily, finally said to Mi Cai: "...I think I should make some changes!"

   "Huh? How to change?"

I took another puff of cigarette, and replied seriously: "Actually, I have always known that I have those flaws... Maybe it's because the environment I lived in was too loose and rebellious, and I have never felt this. The malice and oppression of the world....It wasn't until I left school that I realized that people like myself were completely out of place in the trend of society, but I didn't actively seek changes. This kind of paranoia gave me It has brought a lot of bad consequences... I should try to integrate into this world, because I can't be an artist like Robben and Xia Fanye. Being independent, resisting and repelling will not give me What does this ordinary person bring...I really need to work hard.....First make a career in Xuzhou, and plan for greater development. I want to make you look up To anyone's man... Those worldly taunts must never happen to us again! And this is the sense of security I want to give you...!"

   Mi Cai looked at me and finally replied: "This is hard for you!"

   "Tell me, why do you think so?"

   "Because you don't have the gene of struggle in your body... some thoughts have already taken over your cognition of the world!"

I nodded: "You are right, I don't have such genes...but I am willing to change for you and our future family. I don't want our children to lose at the starting line. In his eyes, his father is a person who can be admired, and this is also the motivation for me to fight... I will not do worse than anyone else, I have already thought about it, this time I will return to After Xuzhou, I started to form my own team, and then seriously chose a project with room for development to operate!"

   "Is it still as idealistic as Road Cool?"

I shook my head and replied: "Of course not...Actually, I have always understood that if there is no strong resources behind the road cool, there is basically no room for survival, and if these resources are used in In other projects, I am afraid that the income I get is much higher than that of RoadCool!...Now I have no conditions to let the market cater to my entrepreneurial dream with idealism!"

A woman's thinking is really hard to fathom. After Mi Cai was silent for a long time, she completely broke away from the original topic and asked, "Jian Wei has paid so much for you, but it ended like this...and you are stuck in my If you can't do anything for her, will you be very uncomfortable?"

When even Mi Cai recognized Jian Wei's devotion to me, my heart trembled in pain. I can't forget that on the day when Luku was founded, Jian Wei spoke boldly in front of everyone with a wine glass. At that time, she, She is so confident, so invincible... But now, she can only watch everything she has worked so hard to slowly collapse, but there is no one to save her, she can only grit her teeth and sink on the verge of pain .....

  I finally said to Mi Cai: "Can I tell the truth?"

"I understand whether you say it or not...Sometimes, I also think, what is it about you that makes us so reluctant to let it go?...It is contradictory to say that I can't let it go It's your giri... But it's also your giri that can't give me a sense of security... Zhaoyang, I really hope you can use your giri in the most correct place, then we The future will be smooth sailing... Do you know? If a man can't grasp the measure of affection, he will be promiscuous, and at the same time, he will send out many ambiguous signals to women... I think: If I was My Le Yao, when you choose to give up everything in Xuzhou and go back to Suzhou to help her run a bar that is on the verge of bankruptcy, and help her repay the debts that are beyond your ability, I will also want to tie my life to you. ...and then so many seemingly ambiguous but not ambiguous mistakes occurred!"

   "Could it be that in your opinion, it was a mistake for me to return to Suzhou from Xuzhou for Le Yao?"

   "It was a mistake...but it was wrong and it tied our lives together...!"

When the matter of leaving Xuzhou was mentioned again, I was completely dumbfounded... I saw the power of choice again. If I hadn't returned to Suzhou, my current wife would be Li Xiaoyun, and Fang Yuan would not have a chance Get to know Mi Lan, Mi Cai may already be Wei Ran's wife, help Wei Ran run the family business well, and work together to firmly control Zhuo Mei, and once I get married, there will be no struggles with Jian Wei, and she will probably also She is already at ease to be Xiang Chen's woman...

  But I just made this choice... Is it due to fate, or is it an accident of choice? Whether it's the former or the latter, it makes me feel infinitely sad at this time, my heart seems to be getting old a little bit...I'm afraid to have a similar choice in my life again! ...and Mi Cai seems to be using her wisdom to make me look back, and then look up to see a farther place!

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  This is a chapter of nearly 4,000 words, and two chapters are combined into one chapter.