My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  I slept very lightly that night, and my tired soul was struggling in the gray-toned dream, until the morning sun shone through the window on my face and I woke up exhausted.

  I sat on the bed for a long time, and suddenly remembered that I don’t have to go to the company today, so I lay down again, not wanting to get up, and not wanting to fall asleep again.

It was almost noon when I left the bed. After a brief wash, I immediately opened 58.com, and then posted the rental information on it. My current plan is to sublet this room first, and then pay back the rice owed The money won by the lottery finally left Suzhou.

  After posting the house rental information, I went to the snack bar downstairs and ate a bowl of water noodles to finish my breakfast and lunch, and then my life fell into a boring life.

I sat in the closed room for a long time, and finally couldn't bear it anymore. I took the guitar and left the cage-like room. I came to the moat again. I wanted to sing a few songs for myself facing the blue sky, white clouds, and clear water. Song, to comfort the tired soul, and then wait for the dusk.

I sang one after another, singing myself sad for a while, elated for a while, and finally put the guitar aside, lying on the lawn, facing the slanting sunlight again, looking at the white clouds drifting by. Sky.

I naively thought that the city in the sky would be hidden behind the white clouds, so I watched and waited, but until the sun became soft and the evening wind blew, I did not see the crystal clear city. Chengchi, I am even more lost, this loss contains the heaviness of reality and the disillusionment of fantasy, so the pain is more painful!

  It took me a long time to sit up from the lawn, habitually light a cigarette, and then sit quietly in the dusk, but not to wait for the dawn, because in this city, I will never have dawn again.

The wind blows more and more cold with the setting sun, and it also blows me soberly. I can't help but recall everything that happened in this city. But I can only helplessly watch blood dripping from these wounds... Now the blood is about to run out. In order to survive, I can only escape from this city and return to a city where there is no love but family affection. Perhaps with the warmth of family affection, those wounds will slowly heal.

   After a day of silence, the phone finally rang again. I knew it was Le Yao, because we made an appointment to eat bamboo chicken at Alin Restaurant tonight.

  The phone was connected, and Le Yao said to me with relief: "I'm done filming today, Zhaoyang, where shall we meet?"

   "Go directly to Alin Hotel."

  Le Yao thought for a while and said, "I'll go to where you live, and then we'll go there together."

   "Why are you so troublesome, just go there, and I don't live in the original place now."

   Le Yao's tone was a little surprised, and said, "When did you move out?"

   "Just a few days." After a while of silence, I finally gritted my teeth and said to Le Yao: "I have something to tell you... I resigned yesterday, and I will return to Xuzhou in a few days."

  Le Yao didn't react for a moment, and after a long pause, she asked excitedly: "Why did you resign, last time you said you had a chance to be promoted!"

  I said sorry to Le Yao: "It's my personal problem, let's talk about it after we meet."

  Le Yao's mood was obviously depressed, and she was silent for a long time before she said to me: "Okay, then let's meet directly at Alin Hotel."

  I responded, then hung up the phone with Le Yao, looked at the river covered by light and shadow, and walked towards the river bank with the guitar box.

  …

  When I arrived at Alin Hotel by taxi, Le Yao had already arrived before me, and she was standing at the door of the hotel waiting for me.

The autumn wind blows along the street at night, Le Yao's hands are in the pockets of her jacket, and the white scarf around her neck is fluttering with the wind, which makes her look even thinner. It made me feel a great sense of guilt.

I walked up to Le Yao lightly, and she looked at me with complicated eyes. I knew that she was complaining about my sudden resignation. I clearly remember that when we met last time, we agreed to work hard together. I am a master of life, but the more I live, the more degenerate I become, like a slave to life...

  I didn't want to make the atmosphere too dull, so I forced a smile and said, "Let's go in and eat."

   "Can I say that I'm full?" Le Yao said to me with a straight face.

Le Yao's words made me feel depressed, but still with a smile on my face, I pulled her into the restaurant and said: "Don't insult your reputation as a foodie when you are angry! Besides, are you willing to watch me eat alone like a villain?" , it’s too bad for you...so don’t use my mistakes to punish yourself, right?”

  During the conversation, I had already dragged Le Yao into the restaurant, but Le Yao was still in a low mood, and I took the menu from the waiter a little depressed and ordered by myself.

After a while, the order was served, and I poured myself a glass of white wine, but Le Yao didn't drink some white wine with me as promised before, she just asked for a glass of hot white water, even fruit juice and other drinks None.

  I picked up the not-so-big wine glass and drank it down, smacking my lips and exclaiming that the baijiu was delicious, but Le Yao never said a word, which made me even more panicked.

  I picked a chicken nugget from the bamboo tube and put it into Le Yao's bowl, and said with a smile, "Try it and see if his chef's skills have improved."

   "I'm full!" Le Yao picked up the chicken in the bowl and threw it into my bowl.

   "Then you can't drink all the boiled water, right? If you drink too much, your pretty little face will definitely be swollen when you wake up tomorrow. It won't affect tomorrow's show."

   Le Yao ignored my joke, and asked me with a solemn and serious face: "Tell me, why did you resign?"

I poured myself another glass of white wine, drank it in one gulp, felt the high-strength liquor rolling in my stomach, and after a long time of helplessness, I said to Le Yao: "Life is full of choices, and this is a cruel choice for me. I don't want to either, but I have to do it, so don't get to the bottom of it, I'll have a hard time even if I resign..." I changed my smile again and said, "I'm leaving Suzhou soon. There are fewer opportunities, so let's not make the atmosphere so heavy, eat happily, drink happily, okay?"

  Le Yao and I looked at each other, his expression gradually softened, and he said helplessly: "Zhaoyang, you remind me of a song by Shao Yibei, "Mr. Negation"."

   "Who is Shao Yibei?"

   "Don't pretend, last time we went to the Shenzhen Music Festival with Robben to listen to her special performance, did you forget it so soon?"

  I smiled shyly, "I just like to pretend!"

   "Bastard!" Le Yao cursed dumbfoundedly, then took back the chicken nugget I originally gave her from my bowl, and then started to eat.

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  First of all, I wish my friend and book fan, Da Mi, a happy son~ I remember last year when he watched Best Girlfriend, he didn’t have a girlfriend yet. This is really efficient!

  Give me a hint about what was hidden in the last book, it is about Chen Qingyi and An Qi.

  Finally, the first official group of "My 26-Year-Old Female Tenant" was opened. There are only 500 people in the space.

  Everyone enter the group to modify the business card, this time with the mobile phone station and computer station as the prefix.

  For example, if your name is Dami and you are used to reading books on a computer, you will call it "Computer Station—Dami". Please abide by this. If it is not easy to change, please ask the administrator for help.

   See if there are more friends on the computer station or more friends on the mobile station.

  Group number: 375776923