My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Talking about the "breakup" in front of Jian Wei again, my emotions seemed to find an outlet, I could even feel my trembling body, and I threw all the grievances, anger, nostalgia and grief in my eyes , stabbed fiercely at Jian Wei who was also distraught.

The room is full of my unwilling gasps and her low sobs... and the time that passed quietly, but ruthlessly tore open all the wounds on our bodies, and every drop of blood that fell from it is the past The youthful years and love and resentment.

A torrent in my heart prompted me to scream again: "Tell me...why do you want to break up with me if you love me...do you know that your sentence of breaking up broke me The human world has become a purgatory, and I have been living for these years... I would rather die!"

  I poked my sore spot again, the blood seemed to be flowing backwards, and my eyes were bursting with pain, and I couldn't control it anymore, crying heart-piercingly.

She hugged me tightly: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, everything is my fault... I have no position to blame you! Let's stop exploring the past... ...Perhaps, fulfilling you is the greatest redemption I have for myself...I will wish you and Mi Cai happiness, and in this life I will never let you have a trace of emotion Embarrassing... I will agree to Xiang Chen's marriage proposal, this relationship between each other will be buried in memory, let time... go and fade away!"

  In the agony, I clearly felt that this was her farewell to me...but was I really free? ...I don't know, but I feel more and more that the pain is so real. At the beginning, if I hadn't dragged Mi Cai to appear in front of Jian Wei as a fake couple, now What kind of result is it?

  Perhaps, this is the most real destiny...Let us soberly perceive what love is...miss it!

I gradually accepted my fate, and to explore the truth of the breakup would only make myself miserable, and I would not leave Mi Cai at this time. The flowers are delicate and beautiful, but a word of the past has dimmed everything. At this moment, Jian Wei and I are standing under the dull sunset, watching the passion and beauty of the past, peeling off from our bodies little by little... I can only wish her and Xiang Chen a happy wedding.

I finally wiped away my tears with the back of my hand, but I no longer had the ability to pretend to smile, so I just pushed Jian Wei away and said, "I will bless me like you, to bless you and Xiang Chen, everything you have experienced, It is destined that we will never forget each other in this life, but this kind of not forgetting is just a face, just what we said and done together, it has nothing to do with love... and we have experienced so much in these years , you and I should have realized how real the regrets and flaws in life are, but we will still instinctively be masters of life...so please forget, please be happy!"

  Jian Wei closed her eyes and choked with sobs, then nodded... When her world was completely dark, I finally left here to pursue another shining lighthouse in my life.

  .......

After leaving Jianwei's residence, I finally breathed the fresh but cold air outside, and my heart was still throbbing with the breath. Tonight, I learned that there is still a kind of love in this world called having to give up, because I Already experienced deeply.

Living in this harsh world, I dare not ask for too much. I am satisfied that this life can go to the end with Mi Cai, and just like the agreement between me and Jian Wei, in the rest of my life, All we remember is each other's faces and names, and we live our lives.

  I seemed to be relieved for a moment, and I missed Mi Cai who was still in Yangzhou, so I could no longer restrain myself from waiting, took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and called her.

She answered my call after a while, and said with a little apology: "I have seen your message, but I have been having dinner with the directors of Tianyang Group's board of directors since just now... "

  Before she finished speaking, I couldn't hold back, and said in a low voice but firmly: "I love you... really love you!"

  The other end of the phone was silent, as if drowning in the emotions I brought her... …

   "I'll find you, I'll go to Yangzhou to find you now... okay?"

   "No, it's too late. It's dangerous to drive after a day of work. I'm worried about you."

   "It's not too late at all, I can see you before 12 o'clock... I want to see you, I don't care about the risk."

  After a while of silence, Mi Cai said: "You stay in Suzhou obediently, I will rush back after dinner...Did you hear that?"

"You don't want to go anywhere, wait for me in Yangzhou, I'll go there now." I hung up the phone, then reached out to hail a taxi, ready to go back to the company and drive my own car, and go to Yangzhou immediately. I wish I could see her in the next second. This kind of mood made me forget the fatigue and fear of driving late. I believe that I can get there safely.

  .......

After picking up the car from the company, I turned on the navigation and set the destination at the Guest House in Yangzhou. However, before leaving the outskirts of the city, I received a call from Chen Jingming, who said he wanted to chat with me. I politely refused, but he told me that it was a very important matter, and it would not take me too long. I was afraid that I would miss the business, so I turned the car around and drove towards the urban area, but I kept calculating in my heart, whether It is possible to arrive in Yangzhou before 12 o'clock at night.

Ten minutes later, I came to the teahouse I had agreed with Chen Jingming. He was already waiting for me in the car. I stopped the car, opened the door and got in the car. I said to him: "Mr. Chen , If you have anything to say, just say it here, I'm really in a hurry!"

  My urgency prevented Chen Jingming from saying anything more, and directly cut to the point and asked, "Zhaoyang, do you still trust me as an old boss? Believe that I am wholeheartedly for Mr. Mi, and hope that she can replace her late father to protect Zhuo Mei?"

This is an embarrassing question for me, but it's a matter of great importance. When I didn't care about my face, I asked back with a serious face: "Mr. Chen, let me ask you on a matter-of-fact basis, why are you so loyal to Mi Cai? Especially In business, it's hard for me to believe in absolute loyalty!"

Chen Jingming lit a cigarette, took a deep puff, and said, "I sympathize with Mr. Mi's life experience, because I am also a parent. In Zhuomei, I have seen her exhausted from work more than once, and not only Once I saw her sitting in the office, looking at the photo of the old chairman (Mi Zhongxin) in a daze, her eye circles were red, she wanted to cry, but she didn't dare to cry..."

I was full of heartache because of Chen Jingming's announcement, and I didn't dare to let her down in this life... I raised my head, exhaled heavily, and said to Chen Jingming again: "Mr. I have a more tenable reason, I don't believe that mere sympathy is worth giving up the pursuit of desire in human nature."

Chen Jingming took another puff of cigarette, closed his eyes for a long time before saying: "Indeed, just sympathy is not worth giving up my pursuit of desire... Apart from sympathy, I am more grateful to her, to her help me."