My 26-year-old Female Tenant

After I told Mi Cai about Robben and Wei Manwen's marriage, she fell into silence, and I didn't know whether I should remind her to call Robben when I was free and wish him and Wei Manwen a happy wedding. After all, she and Robben are also friends, although there is a little gap.

  Finally, Mi Cai said to me: "Lovers should get married eventually, and I should be happy for them."

I didn't want to think deeply about Mi Cai's words, so I just replied: "Then you can call Robben some time to congratulate him, their wedding will be held on New Year's Day, and you probably won't be able to make it back. "

   "Well... you take care of cc, don't let her drink so much wine."

   "How should I persuade her?"

"She is a woman with a strong sense of independence. It doesn't matter whether she is persuaded or not. The key is when she can figure it out. Maybe she has already figured it out, so she drinks so recklessly, and then uses this extreme method Say goodbye to that impossible love."

"I hope so." I said so simply, but I thought in my heart that maybe Mi Cai knew CC better than I did, and maybe she would respond in this way when faced with similar incidents, so I used my own thinking to judge the situation. It's time for cc, but I prefer the former.

I heard the sound of Mi Cai's opening the window, accompanied by the whistling wind, I listened quietly, but heard her breath, she finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, it's snowing in New York Now... the streets are full of people with umbrellas and scarves, and the branches on the trees are almost broken by the snow!"

My brain suddenly became very clear, and I knew why she said that, because both the umbrella and the scarf meant a kind of protection. At this moment, these two things appeared in her sight in the most striking way, indicating that she was very insecure , so she subconsciously compared herself to the branch that was about to be crushed... I firmly believe that I will not guess wrong this time, and she didn't mean to complain deliberately, but subconsciously said Out of these.

  I asked her softly: "Are you tired now?"

  Mi Cai didn't answer, but said: "I'm listening to the song "Snowman" we sang together, your voice is very warm!"

   "You really need a hug right now, don't you?"

Mi Cai was silent for a long time, then smiled and said, "I'm alright... I've been wandering outside for so many years, there's nothing I can't overcome, I just... miss you a little bit! "

My heart is trembling, but I stare blankly at the gradually dim street lights outside the window...I wish there would be a snowfall here too. Although our bodies cannot be close together, we can still carry the same My missing is fused in this colorful snow.

   "Why don't you talk anymore?...Don't you like me thinking about you!"

I felt her fragility and sensitivity in Mi Cai's words, and hurriedly replied: "Because I miss you too... I hope there will be a heavy snowfall in Suzhou, so we can see the same view."

Mi Cai has no words for a long time... She may be weeping silently, or she may be thinking of how lonely she was all these years, thinking of her father who did not accompany her well, only because of the flying snow Will remind people too much!

I finally said to her: "Do you believe it?... After this period of time, our future days will be sunny, and there are still many surprises waiting for us in life. Think about it, if One day you will be a mother, will you still care about those messy things in the mall? At that time, it will be a completely new state of mind, a new start!"

   "You always describe the future to me like this!" Mi Cai seemed to blame, but there was a hint of joy in her tone.

   "Because I know you like this future. Although others regard you as the high-ranking President Mi, in my eyes, you are my girlfriend and my baby's mother...haha!"

  My laughter was too loud, cc opened his eyes in shock, and then looked blankly at me who was on the phone......

  I hurriedly said to Mi Cai on the other end of the phone: "cc woke up, and looks like he's going to throw up again, so I won't talk to you for now..."

   "Well, then you take care of her!"

   "Sure, and you should keep warm, it's snowing, it must be very cold!"

   Mi Cai responded, and I hung up the phone in a hurry, stepped over to CC's bed, helped her up from the bed, picked up the laundry tub, and let her vomit...

Except for the milk she just drank, cc couldn't spit out anything, just retched, and then coughed in pain, but she refused to say such words as sad. I knew that her consciousness had finally come to her senses, and her habit She painted herself with that layer of protective color to make others feel how strong she is, but this instinctive behavior is so unnecessary, because her sadness has been integrated into her blood along with the wine she drank into her body So she is just a woman who likes to deceive herself!

cc finally stopped vomiting. I took out a tissue and handed it to her, and then handed her a cup of mouthwash, and cc was already able to take care of himself. Without my assistance, he also cleaned himself up independently, and then leaned weakly on the bed, yes I said, "Bring me a cigarette, I want to smoke."

   "Wait, I'll wash the basin first...or the smell of the wine will be too pungent."

   "Give me a cigarette, hurry up."

  I ignored it, and walked to the bathroom with the laundry tub, and then washed the towels with hot water before returning to the room, and cc had already lit a cigarette by himself, smoking with a lonely expression.

  I sighed, took out a hot towel, and was about to cover her, but she shook her head and said, "No need, you'll be fine when you wake up!"

   "Are you sure you don't have a headache anymore?"

  cc didn't answer me directly, but said: "I'm sorry to trouble you tonight, you should go back and rest quickly, I can take care of myself."

  I was not at ease, so I replied: "It's okay, I can just stay here and chat with you. It's so cold outside, I don't want to go out."

   "You can do whatever you want, but there is nothing to talk about."

  I took advantage of the situation and said: "Yeah, you have made yourself like this, what else can you say... Unfortunately, I once thought you had let go."

CC's expression was full of self-deprecation: "I also thought I let go, especially after returning from Nepal... But love is poison attached to the bones, I can't find a man who can replace Robben in this life Already!"

I looked at her, with an indescribable sadness in my heart. She was too stubborn, but Robben, who was immersed in the joy of marriage, could not give her anything but pain, so he used Le Yao's words to comfort her: "If you can accept the past, you can give the future...Why don't you liberate yourself and give yourself some hope?"

cc brushed his cheeks in pain, and answered after a long time: "I don't know... and I don't want to know, but you know, I won't do anything to tear them apart except to bless them. The pain is all my own, as long as I don’t hurt anyone, can’t I enjoy my own pain freely?”

I gave cc a thumbs up and said: "cc, you are so awesome... you can enjoy pain, love has to oppress you into some kind of virtue, or your realm is too high, we will eat it Diaosi of whole grains really doesn't understand!"

   "No one knows better than you..."

After cc's words were only half spoken, I remembered the scene of Jian Wei accepting Xiang Chen's love at Fang Yuan and Yan Yan's wedding. Heartless and nonsense with Mi Cai, who went to the moat to look after me... At this time, what cc experienced is exactly what I have experienced, it seems that at that time, I could only treat the pain as It's why I survived so tenaciously by making fun... I just don't know if cc will be as lucky as me, like meeting Mi Cai, and also meeting a man who makes her heart beat again.

My thoughts continued to diverge, and I remembered the man cc mentioned many times who left 100,000 yuan in the empty city. Who is in the crowd? ...I have an intuition that there is no need to look for it in the vast sea of ​​people. He seems to be by our side all the time, guarding this restaurant in the empty city...

  So, in order not to make cc too sad, I said: "cc, do you believe that the person who left 100,000 yuan in the empty city back then is always by our side?"

  cc was successfully diverted by me, the pained expression on his face eased slightly, and after thinking about it, he said: "I feel the same way...!"

   "Yes, it's hard for me to believe this coincidence. Why did he show up on the last night in the empty city, instead of two days earlier?"

  cc nodded, and I asked again: "Tell me, do you want to find that man?...After you find it, can you fulfill your promise, forget about Robben, and start a new life?"

cc finally smiled slightly: "Of course I want to find him...but I will only know if I want to marry him or not after I find him. Maybe she is really a woman?...I always Can't marry a woman, it's such a mess!"

   This is a slow-down strategy that can make cc less painful, I nodded and said: "That's okay, we will find him (her) first, and then you decide whether to marry him or not..."

   "As long as it is a man, I will definitely marry him in a flash, provided that he is willing to marry me..."

"I will definitely marry you, and I can tell that he must be a man who admires you very much, otherwise, who would be so generous to sell 100,000 yuan to save such a shop in the empty city!  …cc , believe me, you are really a very attractive woman who can make men deeply fascinated!"

  cc shook his head, smiled helplessly, and finally asked me after a long while: "Stop guessing about these things, just get to the point, how can I find him?...After all, so many years have passed!"

   "I have a way to find him, if he is really a person who often haunts the empty city and cares about the empty city!"