My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The air was still filled with the smell of gasoline. I sat on the ground and looked at Jian Wei, who was also a little exhausted, but couldn't speak. Xiao Yun, who came back to his senses, finally brought us two dry towels for us to wipe. Gasoline was still dripping down his face.

I wiped my face heavily with a towel, and then closed my eyes. I heard the sound of my heartbeat. In the sound of my heartbeat, I measured the distance between the block here and the city in the sky... .I can't calculate the long distance, but I feel that I have lost something important, which makes me a little suffocated and a little flustered.

  I finally opened my eyes and said to Xiaoyun: "Xiaoyun, do you still have clothes here? Take my friend to change. The night is too cold, and she will catch a cold."

Xiaoyun nodded, helped Jian Wei up from the ground, opened the shutter door again, and helped Jian Wei change clothes inside, while my eyes stayed on the scattered bouquets around again, thinking about how to help Xiaoyun solves this thorny problem.

After a while, Jian Wei came out of the flower house. She had already put on Xiaoyun's white sweater and black trousers, and said to me: "I'll take you back...don't catch a cold .”

I nodded, and then said to Xiaoyun: "Xiaoyun, let's leave the store like this for now. It won't be open tomorrow. I'm going to Yangzhou on a business trip. You go with me. I'm worried that those people will trouble you again." ...When I come back from Yangzhou, I will help you solve this problem."

Xiaoyun wept, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and still communicated with me by typing on the screen: "Brother Zhaoyang, I can't trouble you anymore... In fact, we just Met by chance, I am really guilty!"

   "Even if we meet by chance, I can't ignore such a thing, so stop talking stupid things and go to Yangzhou with me tomorrow."

Jian Wei took the conversation and said: "She is a girl, and you don't think it's inconvenient to go to Yangzhou with you... How about this, go to that county with me tomorrow, and wait until the handover of the scenic spot over there is over. Ceremony, I'll take care of her affairs... I want to see where these people come from."

I thought about it, and it was more suitable for Xiaoyun to be by Jian Wei's side, so I nodded to signal her to listen to Jian Wei. As for how to resolve this matter in the end, I still have to be cautious, and I must be clean and tidy when dealing with these people who dare to trample on the dignity of the law , otherwise there will be hidden dangers.

  ...

Jian Wei and I first arranged Xiao Yun and her family in a five-star hotel, and then Jian Wei sent me home. Of course, after meeting Xiao Yun's family, we also figured out the whole story. There are four members in Xiaoyun's family. She has an older sister, and her mother has been ill for many years and has been relying on medicine to maintain her life. Xiaoyun's father not only does not support the family, but also has a bad habit of gambling, and owes a lot of gambling money. After being in debt, he left the family behind, and that's how the scene just happened.

On the way, my heart was very heavy, and I finally said to Jian Wei who was driving: "Do you think this society needs to reflect, or we who live in this society need to reflect?...Xiaoyun did nothing wrong , and even work harder than normal people, but this materialistic society gave her back such a life... I don't expect that fate can be equal to everyone, but there can't be such a big difference, right? !"

"The development of the material world will inevitably lead to the lack of the spiritual world, because people will get lost in the material world... Everyone takes their own material interests too seriously, and no one cares that those disadvantaged groups are What kind of suffering is endured... Or to put it more harshly, in the eyes of many people, vulnerable groups are used for exploitation, not for sympathy...We can't change anything, and we are lucky to be What we met was just Xiaoyun, and there are thousands of Xiaoyun scattered in this world..."

   "This **** world!"

   "So you need your literary and artistic path to awaken the truth, goodness and beauty in people's spiritual world."

  I looked at Jian Wei and said after a long time: "So what I'm doing is a very meaningful thing?"

"I've never denied it...and everyone has never denied it, so they are very cooperative with you, even Le Yao, even though she has quit the entertainment industry, she still agreed to shoot a micro-movie for the road of literature and art. "

I exhaled heavily, and asked myself in my heart: "Will the end of this road of literature and art be that crystal-clear city in the sky?...Maybe, maybe all of this is just something that exists in my heart." A beautiful fantasy."

   After being absent-minded for a while, I changed the subject and said to Jian Wei: "Xiaoyun will trouble you tomorrow."

"No trouble."

  I looked at her, patted her leg for a long time and said: "Don't follow me to do such dangerous things again...!"

  Jian Wei smiled and said, "In the city of **, you are my last belief."

  I was silent for a long time: "It's the lyrics of elopement!"

   "Yeah, to me, it's just a lyric... I just thought of it, you don't have to think too much about it."

  ...

When I returned to the residence, I took a shower and then lay on the bed. When the cigarette in my hand was lit again, it also meant the end of this thrilling night, but I couldn’t fall asleep for a long time, always thinking about the injustice in this society On the one hand, I only sigh that my own strength is too meager, and the path of literature and art that has been given high hopes will eventually develop into a path of spiritual salvation or a money-making machine in business. I am not even sure.

  The only thing that is certain is: Jian Wei, the largest investor, still supports my idea, which finally gave me some comfort and gave me enough motivation to continue to do it.

The phone rang in my thoughts, I calmly picked it up from the cabinet, looked at the number, it was from Mi Cai, I felt like I hadn't seen it for a long time, but it was not as ecstatic as I imagined , maybe it has something to do with the bad mood tonight.

  I put out the cigarette **** in the ashtray, and after I got on the phone, I didn't know whether to say good morning or good evening to her, so she said to me first, "Didn't disturb your rest?"

   "Lying on the bed, haven't rested yet!"

   After a moment of silence, Mi Cai said, "I have received the flowers you sent, and I like them very much! Thank you."

  I smiled and said, "I hope these flowers can make you feel better. Promise me, don't make yourself too tired."

  After another period of silence, Mi Cai said: "...Zhaoyang, compared to your care for me, my love for you is far from enough...I'm sorry."

"Don't say that, shouldn't two people understand each other when they are together... After you return to China, everything will be fine. We said we would go on vacation together and play music caravans together. At that time we Then you can enjoy the world of two people."

   "Well, I will definitely accompany you when I return to China...By the way, is your work going well recently?"

   "The music caravan and the micro-film shooting plan are being prepared at the same time, and it's pretty smooth."

"Um......"

I want to tell her that when I go to Yangzhou tomorrow, it is such a trivial matter that the woman in red will invite me to dinner, but I heard someone talking to her in English over there, and after she hurriedly said goodbye to me, she hung up Telephone.

I was a little disappointed listening to the uninterrupted hang-up sound from the mobile phone. After a long time, I put the mobile phone back on the cabinet, stared at the ceiling for a long time, and felt a feeling of persistence in my heart. I believe that the love between me and Mi Cai will lose to the distance... Time will eventually make everything better, including myself and the people around me.

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  ps: It’s been a long time since I said anything about this book. . Many readers feel that this book is not as good as before. . Objectively speaking, in the middle of a book, there must be a stage where readers feel tired from reading. Subjectively speaking: the first half is about a plot where Diaosi and the goddess get along in an ambiguous relationship, like a fairy tale, and everyone likes it naturally. In the middle and later stages, it is to bring this fairy tale back to reality. Suspicion in love is not right. Wait, it will definitely cause twists and turns in the relationship, which can be seen everywhere in reality...but everyone doesn't like it..

   The above is not the focus of what I want to say, nor is it what I care most about, because what I write is about emotional life, just emotional life...

  My first book had a half gray, half blue sea. . The second book is a rooftop called Utopia under candlelight. This book is a city in the sky that has no real object at all...whether it is a half-gray, half-blue sea, or I have not been able to express the utopia under the candlelight in a real way. So the city in the sky in this book is what I have been working hard to shape, and it is also what I want to pursue in the book. . In my eyes, there are two kinds of readers, one is based on emotional life, and the other is based on expression...or from the subjective and objective point of view, objective: the book is written for everyone, because a book Come out, it needs grades and needs the support of the reading group... From my subjective point of view, it is written for the latter... The first type of readers is me communicating with pure content, the second The second type of readers is really communicating with emotion. . But there are really few readers who talk to me about the half-grey and half-blue sea, the utopia under the candlelight, the city in the sky... the question is always who loves whom, who should be with whom Together... when someone told me, tanks, the city of the sky, not only your city, but also Zhaoyang's city, but also our city. . There will always be a touch in my heart, and I feel that there are still people who understand, understand, and pursue, even if it's just the city in the book...

Internet novels are Internet novels after all... What I pursue is the pleasure of reading, and I am looking for entertainment. I have written three books against this basic principle. In fact, I am also tired... If I In the next book, I will try to write something lighter. . . But I think this book will still be very exciting, especially the upcoming second volume.

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   I started to push towards the end of this book. . . I want to write more cautiously, so I will update it today, and have more time to communicate with everyone,,,,

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