My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  When I expressed my wish for Le Yao to participate in the "Road to Literature and Art" microfilm, all eyes were on her, obviously wondering if she would give me this face.

  Le Yao didn't regard this as something that needs to be taken seriously at all, looked at me and replied: "Let's talk about this in private, don't spoil the atmosphere of everyone's gathering."

  I replied: "You accept it readily, and it won't spoil the atmosphere!"

Le Yao didn't respond to my words, and dragged Robben to the small stage to play for him, and just left me alone, I took a sip of the beer glass in embarrassment, and then I was very bored with CC sitting opposite looking at each other.

  After a while, cc finally spoke to me and said, "Mier is gone, you look very depressed!"

I picked up the beer and took another sip: "Who says it's not...cc, why do you think Mi Cai and I always get together less and leave more? Both of us are finally in Suzhou, right? We broke up twice."

cc took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it between his slender fingers, then smiled and said: "I remember a similar question, she also asked me... I think You are all a bit worried about gains and losses, in fact, a temporary parting is not a big deal, and it does not mean forever."

I nodded, but I could understand my worrying about gains and losses, because this kind of worrying about gains and losses is just the truest portrayal of love, and it also proves that there is indeed love between us, so I dare not imagine that there will be such a relationship between us. The day of parting forever, because of that pain, I can never bear a second time in my life.

  ...

This night, I sat with cc in the "empty city" until after nine o'clock in the evening. I lost more than 100 yuan playing poker in the middle, and Le Yao was also unlucky, but she took this bad luck The rogue was passed on to me again, and I once again repaid the gambling money of more than 200 yuan for her, so I became the most remorseful person this night. Originally, I just wanted to listen to music, but I lost for no reason. I spent nearly 500 yuan, so I have a little heartache!

This kind of heartache makes me very puzzled. Maybe it has something to do with the mentality of a family man that I have grown up recently. When I think about those years of mischief, I have never felt heartache because of squandering money, so I have never saved money with a white-collar salary. Because of this, I was mercilessly scolded by Mi Cai, whom I met for the first time. It made me see how absurd my previous life was. Gradually, because of Mi Cai's entry into my life, I lived like a normal man.

When we left the empty city and prepared to say goodbye at the alley outside, I felt again the life form that gradually changed over the years, because even Robben no longer drove the car that could tear the **** in the wind at any time. The locomotive, he and Wei Manwen bought a car, it was an imported Pajero, and it was boldly refitted by Robben, so that the body exuded a wild and unruly temperament, but after all, it was still a car, not a locomotive, so Robben also I have bid farewell to the life that was divorced from reality in rock and roll.

  cc took the girl back to her residence, Wei Manwen drove away the drunk Robben, and only me, who was also drunk, and Le Yao, who didn't have any means of transportation, were left at the scene.

  I threw the car keys to Le Yao, and said to her: "I will drive the car for you, and I will take a taxi back by myself."

   "Cut...do you need to do so much? If I send you back, it will be over."

   "It's not a normal time, it's better for us to keep a little distance..."

   Le Yao added: "After all, you are a man with a family now, right?"

"It's too early to talk about a family, but it's true to have a girlfriend... She's gone to the United States now, so I have to live a more serious life, so that she can go about her work with peace of mind. It is a kind of support for her work!"

   "You're so good, I'm really happy for Mi Cai...But if you have the skills, don't ask me to make such a micro-movie, wouldn't it be over if you don't get along with me forever!"

Faced with Le Yao's sudden turn of events, I wasn't in a hurry, I smiled and said, "Look, look, you girl is prone to lose your temper... After all, we are all people who are doing great things, if If there is an opportunity to cooperate with each other, we can definitely treat it with a rational attitude...to put it bluntly, this is the so-called business talk, and it has nothing to do with life at all!"

   Le Yao turned her back and said to me in a low voice: "You are really thick-skinned!"

Calming Le Yao's anger was such an easy task for me, I walked to her side again, smiled and said: "We both have thick skins, otherwise we have been anxious so many times, and we still have to worry about it." Still have been friends for so many years, right?"

Le Yao didn't respond to me, but I couldn't remember how many times she ignored me this evening. She seemed a little abnormal, but her way of speaking was still as simple and rude as before, which made me feel like my own Feeling that there is not enough basis, I only thought that I was thinking too much, so I stood by her side and stayed silent with her.

In the city, those neon lights covered this somewhat cold night, and even the towering buildings during the day seemed to be hidden in the countless circles of light, and I took out a jellybean from my pocket and threw it into it. In his own mouth, instead of the pleasure of smoking.

  Le Yao finally looked at the opposite building and said to me: "Zhaoyang, what do you think it would be like if we stood on the tallest building now?"

  I replied without thinking: "It feels like I will be frozen to death!"

   "Let's go up and stand for a while now, shall we?"

I looked at her and realized that she seemed to like those extreme and lonely places, such as the railway track I saw when I was in a small mountain village, and the island isolated by the sea in her heart, and The building in front of me looked lonely.

  She said to me who didn't express my opinion: "Could you stand up with me for a while?...I want to tell you something."

   "Is it about participating in micro-movies?"

"Yes, but I'll put it later... Didn't you always want to know who settled the huge liquidated damages for me after quitting the entertainment industry? Also, today I call cc and Robben , I actually want to say goodbye...I want to leave here and return to the life that belongs to me!"

I looked at her full of surprises, nodded for a while, and said: "Okay, I really didn't deliberately stand on a high place and look down. I went to open my eyes today and see what the city below is like." What does it look like?"

When I was walking towards the building opposite, Le Yao kept walking in front of me. Her shadow was growing and shortening under the street lights, as if she was the same person, with the same uncertainty, but when I got out of the shadow and looked at When she was in her body, she saw a kind of helpless sadness, and finally had a premonition in her heart. She seemed to have made a major decision for her life in these days when we didn't meet each other.