My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  Back to the old room where Mi Cai and I had countless disputes, I chewed chewable tablets and lay down on the sofa to relieve the pain. Mi Cai poured me another glass of boiled water, and then sat down opposite me.

   She asked me, "Are you feeling better?"

   "Take a break and you'll be fine."

  Mi Cai nodded and said, "Then I'll take you back when you feel better."

  I sat up reluctantly: "Where should I go?"

   "Aren't you temporarily staying with your friend, I'll take you back there."

  I replied angrily: "Can't you carry forward your humanitarian style, I'm a sick man now!"

  Mi Cai still said calmly: "This is my house and not a hospital, why do you have to pretend to be your sick number, or if you feel that your physical condition is poor, I can send you to the hospital."

  I lay back on the sofa again, as if unwilling to talk to her, so the two sides fell into a cold war again because of disagreement.

After a short while, the phone vibrated in my pocket. I turned over and took out the phone from my pocket. I looked at it, but it was an unfamiliar number. It belonged to Shanghai. I connected the phone in doubt: "Hello, who are you?"

  The other end of the phone was silent for a while before saying: "It's me, Jian Wei."

  My thinking suddenly stopped and went blank, and I couldn't even feel the pain in my stomach. It took me a long time to respond mechanically: "Is there something wrong?"

   "Come out and sit down, the old place is waiting for you."

  I didn't react, Jian Wei had already hung up the phone, she was still the same as before, and would not give me any chance to refuse, so I didn't refuse when I broke up with her, and I didn't ask the reason.

  The phone has been hung up for a long time, and my heart is still shaking, but one thing is certain, if she invites me, I will definitely go to the appointment, no matter how bad it is, we are still ordinary friends now.

  I finally put the phone in my pocket and said to Mi Cai: "I'm going out to meet a friend, please leave the door open for me."

   "Let's go quickly, there is no need to keep the door open, see what else is yours in the house, and take it away together."

  At this moment, I had no intention of arguing with Mi Cai at all, I looked at her again, and then walked out the door, but my stomach was still aching, maybe the pain in my heart was even more unbearable. < Music restaurant? Or by the moat? I am not sure, which also shows that we have too many memories about Suzhou, too many places we have visited, and every place is an unforgettable past.

  Finally, I chose to go to the moat. Once, that was the place where we would take a walk every evening, where we laughed and watched the picturesque scenery.

A quarter of an hour later, I came to the side of the moat, the section of road we had traveled the most in the past. I sat down on the lawn and lit a cigarette in my stomachache, because my heart was restless. I don't know why Jian Wei suddenly Asking me out, I don't know what mood I should use to face her, and I don't know what to say after meeting...Look, look, this is how time has changed, and all the intimacy in the past has been weathered into ignorance now! <'s music restaurant is waiting for me.

  I immediately took out my mobile phone and dialed out, but Jian Wei's phone was busy. The moment I hung up the phone, Jian Wei's phone called again, maybe we just dialed the other party's phone at the same time.

  I'm a little disappointed, I didn't even get to choose the old place in Jian Wei's heart, our hearts are no longer compatible, so breaking up is inevitable.

  …

  The autumn wind covered the night, and the neon lights reflected everything around me. I lit another cigarette by the moat that looked good, and then watched the smoke fill up and finally disperse.

After another minute, I saw the Cadillac cts parked on the shore. This top-of-the-line cts was a graduation gift given to Jian Wei by her father three years ago. It was this car that took us from It was torn out of a pure campus romance, and I still deeply remember it until now: when Jian Wei drove me for a ride in her new car that day, how forced I was to smile, as if I painfully anticipated that my relationship with Jane was painful at that moment. Wei's final ending, in fact, I did expect it.

Jian Wei opened the car door and got out of the car. Her clothes were very thin, just a short women's leather jacket, slightly loose off-white slacks, her hair was simply tied up, and she dressed casually. Like the last time I saw it in a bar, I was so dazzled by a luxury brand that I didn't dare to look directly at it.

  I couldn't meet her with my eyes, turned my head away, but sucked heavily on the cigarette in my hand, and with just one puff, half of the cigarette was turned into a cigarette butt.

  The familiar scent of a woman on Jian Wei's body floated into my nostrils, I finally raised my head to look at her, and said bluntly, "What do you want me to do?"

  Jian Wei sat down beside me: "Do I have to have a reason to ask you out?"

  I tried to relax myself, smiled and asked, "Didn't you go to Nanjing with Xiang Chen? Why did you come back so soon?"

   "I have my plans."

"That's true, you have your arrangements." I followed Jian Wei, but I didn't know what to say to her, so I lit another cigarette, looked at the river surface blown by the wind, alternately dazed and apprehensive Occupy my emotions.

  Jian Wei took the cigarette out from between my fingers, looked at me and said, "Don't smoke in front of a lady, you should be a gentleman."

The corner of my mouth twitched, Jian Wei actually asked me to be a gentleman, time does change a person, she used to like to play with me, go crazy together, and even smoke the cigarette I was smoking, at this moment, I realized: she really I have gone too far from my world, but I can't learn to keep pace with the times, I just stood there and looked around, that's why I smoked in front of her so abruptly.

   After silence, I finally said to her: "Tell me, what is it about asking me out, you and I shouldn't just sit here and blow the cold wind."

Although I say so, I am willing to sit here with her all night, and then look at her, carefully look at her appearance three years later, and let her know how much I like her rippling eyes and the slightly raised corners of her mouth, I like her smiling face like a flower, like her face as deep as water, like her feminine smell, like her love that seems to be scolding but caring, like her leaning in my arms and talking softly, like the heavy breathing of our embrace after making love …

I like everything about her and everything with her, but now she is like a kite that I let go, I can only hold on to the torn thread, helplessly watching her fly to the distant place The north, submerged in the sunset at dusk, was only walked once in my memory at last.

  How lost, how melancholy, how reluctant!

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