My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The wind was still whistling past us, her collar was swaying in the unstoppable wind, and my eyes finally left the whiteness of the fountain pool, looked up at the sky, was already Covered by dark clouds, we can no longer see the bright moon when it came. Maybe there will be a heavy rain later, and after the rain, the breath of autumn will be stronger, just like this time last year.

  Feeling that the rain was coming, the people in the square dispersed one after another. In the end, only Mi Cai and I were left, as well as the persistent wind that would not stop.

  I leaned the guitar against the fountain, took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, then looked at Mi Cai who gradually stopped crying, waiting for her to give me an answer.

  She finally straightened her temples, which were wet with tears, and said to me: "Zhaoyang, are you sure that you are sober now, or did you say such things while drunk?

Mi Cai’s words reminded me that I have always longed for her to say “I love you” to me, but I seem to have never told her about it, even if I am in love, I have always kept it in my heart, so I have no way of answering her question , I responded with silence, sometimes I am not a very expressive person.

  Mi Cai seemed to have got the answer in my silence, she turned around again and was about to leave, but I still grabbed her at the first moment, not letting her go, no matter good or bad, I hope she can give me a result at this moment.

Because I was too eager for the answer, my strength became huge. Under the inertia, there was no distance between her body and mine, and the hair fluttered on my shoulder with the wind. I stroked it lightly, but the voice was gone. Choking: "I don't believe that this intrigue and compromise life is what you want... come back to me, okay?... I believe that as long as we work hard again, we will definitely be able to Find that city!"

She finally lay on my shoulder, and her voice was already choked: "Zhaoyang... I was also very confused and struggling. After we broke up, I was very sad, so I paralyzed myself with work, but always There will be times when the night is quiet, I will think of the way you smile and make people dreamy, think of you holding the guitar in the dark and tearing the heart...... How many times I want to send you a message, But... I really don't have the courage, and I laughed at myself, because I can't control my life like other women, I live like a machine...!"

I hugged her tightly: "Come back to me, be a true self, a free self, okay?...Even if you have nothing in the future, I will try my best to let you live the best life In life, seeing how you deviate, I am really angry and sad, because you are a perfect woman in my heart, and I don't want to see you getting deeper and deeper into the flaws you deliberately created! "

The rain was finally mixed with the wind and fell lightly, but what it brought was a burst of cool comfort, as if it had drowned our restless emotions. She was silent for a long time, and asked me softly: "Zhaoyang, do you believe in fate?" ?"

   "Believe, our meeting is fate!"

   "This time, let's not deliberately get back together and leave the future to fate, shall we?"

"I do not quite understand what you mean!"

"After dusk tomorrow, we will choose a direction from this city and set off separately on foot. If we can meet before dawn, it proves that we still have fate. We respect fate and go to repair that city together. If we meet If not, then let’s stop here between us, no one should think about each other anymore, and wish each other happiness!”

   "No, this city is too big, there are too many directions, and the chance of encountering them is too small!"

"...If there is still fate, we will definitely meet... Zhaoyang, there are really too many obstacles between us, this way is the best choice... ...So, promise me, please?"

I let go of her and finally saw her face. Her eyes told me: There are indeed too many obstacles between us. Only in this way can she find the courage to get back together. Yes, if we really Can meet in this city full of forks, is there any reason for us not to be together? Because God's will has told us in this way that each other's fate is completely tied together!

My drunkenness has dissipated in the ups and downs of emotions, I took a deep breath, I finally looked at Mi Cai and smiled, and said: "Okay, I promise you, because I believe that the fate between us will never be defeated Fork in the city...so, see you tomorrow after dusk!"

  ...

Mi Cai went against the wind and left first with our agreement. I sat on the fountain, lit a cigarette and watched her leave silently. When her back completely disappeared from my sight, Everything in front of me is blurred, and I feel the ferocity of fate in this blur, because everyone's life is often only determined by a point in time, just like me, if I can go to and fro in this city tomorrow If I find her in the world, I will lift all the taboos and work hard to repair that city. If I don't meet her, I will fall powerlessly in the dry river of fate again, lose all my joy, and fight alone!

The rain finally poured down on the ground in the most intensive manner, but I was unwilling to leave, because the coolness brought by the rain would let me bid farewell to drunkenness and regain my sobriety. She has the desire and courage to break through the heavy shackles, and continue to chase after her alluring back...  

I raised my head and wiped off the rain on my face heavily. I understand my intentions. I will pursue her as always, so I must find her tomorrow. The chance of meeting her is so small, even if I suffer Lost after no fate, because apart from her, in the world I know, no woman can restore that lost city!

  ...

Back at the residence, I took a hot bath and lay on the bed. I knew that this night was destined to be difficult for me, so I began to fantasize about tomorrow's ending too beautifully, and resented myself for selling the bird that I once had. What should I do if she asks me for the engagement ring I gave her after getting back together?

My thinking began to diverge, and I have imagined buying another one that is exactly the same, or if I am lucky enough, the jewelry recycler has not sold the diamond ring, and I can still buy it back...Fantasy, fantasy ...... I seem to really feel that Mi Cai has returned to me, and I can't remember how difficult it is to find her in this huge city tomorrow!

At this moment, I am willing to live in the optimism I created... But what about Mi Cai, is this night difficult for her, or is she also fantasizing that after tomorrow, she will be the bride of Zhaoyang in a wedding dress? appearance?

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Starting tomorrow, I plan to travel across the country. Since I wrote the book, I can’t go out to play a few times a year, but I smoke more and more, and my health is getting worse. Today I heard that another author from Qidian died suddenly due to overwork. I really feel It's particularly bleak.....I don't want to die, I plan to let myself relax, recharge my batteries, and find the feeling of writing, so there are fewer recent updates, but I won't stop updating. By the way, I would like to appeal to everyone, you may not like a certain book, but please respect practitioners in this industry, please support paid reading, because they need to survive, the author of starting point, before his death, forcibly updated 10,000 words a day, he is not famous, There are not so many readers, so I can only write desperately under depression, but what I burn is my own life! A chapter is only a few cents, so don't be stingy!

   I also hope that brother, go well!