My 26-year-old Female Tenant

When Robben asked me to keep Le Yao who was about to immigrate abroad, I still just shook my head, because in my subconscious mind, going abroad is currently the best choice for Le Yao, while staying in China, she will Live in dreadful pain.

Seeing my resolute attitude, Robben finally shook his head helplessly. He doesn't quite understand me, just like I sometimes can't understand him choosing to give up CC at the beginning. To help another person make a choice, otherwise there would not be a thing called self in this world, so we live so stubbornly and in such pain.

  .......

At 9 o'clock, we ended this simple party, and then she and I wandered the streets of Suzhou at night. I knew she must have something to say to me, but after walking two streets, she didn't open her mouth. Finally, he asked her with some apprehension: "You didn't tell Le Yao that Mi Cai and I have broken up, did you?"

  cc smiled and said, "I knew you would definitely ask me that,"

   "Then you said you didn't say it,"

  cc lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, then shook her head and said to me: "No... I'm afraid I'll tell her, she won't be able to make up her mind to immigrate, and then there will be another entanglement,"

   "You also think I shouldn't be with Le Yao, right?"

"Yeah, if you just broke up with Mi Cai and choose to be with Le Yao again, then you are too childish, or you have never loved Mi Cai, so you wish to break up with her and choose someone else , "

   "How could you not love her,"

  cc spit out the smoke in his mouth heavily, then stopped, and asked me with a blank expression: "Zhaoyang, can you tell me what love is, or the difference between love and liking,"

  I sighed and replied for a long time: "Like someone, that is, you will feel happy when you are with him (her), but if you love someone, you still want to be with him (her) even though you know the pain,"

   "Incisive...so you really love Mi Cai,"

   "Of course I really love her,"

cc nodded, divergent thinking, and said: "If this is the standard, then Mi Cai also loves you... In all honesty, as Mi Cai's only best friend, I think she is with you It’s also more painful than happy, for example, last time you went to Xitang without saying goodbye, she was really in pain, but she still chose to be with you.”

  I smiled sadly and said, "Are you trying to tell me that two people who love each other may not necessarily be together, are you?"

"Yeah, life is like this, even if you are in love, it doesn't mean it's suitable. After all, Mi Cai is not an ordinary woman, she can freely control her life and release her love, and you are a little sentimental, I can't give her the purity that she wants most, so breaking up has become an inevitable thing... I can see it now. It's a correct choice, but you have to endure the pain of just breaking up,"

I nodded, took a deep puff of the cigarette, and passed a street with CC before I knew it, and there was a small open-air garden on the side of the road ahead, and at CC's suggestion, the two walked into the garden He found a bench and sat down.

cc was a little tired, she took off her shoes and sat back to back with me, and after a long time she said: "Why do we live in such pain, I love Robben and give it wholeheartedly, but in the end he still doesn't love me, you and Mi Cai loves each other, but in the end they can't live together for a lifetime, love, is it a kind of fulfillment or a kind of karma, "

   "It's a practice,"

   "I don't understand, and I can't figure it out, just like me. I know that the man who donated 100,000 yuan to the restaurant may be more suitable for me, but if I have a choice, I will still choose Robben without hesitation,"

   "Actually, I have always wanted to ask, why are you so sure that the person who left a sum of money in the empty city must be a man, not a woman?"

   "I'm not sure, but I can imagine,... I think he is the only man I can marry besides Robben, and he has the qualities I like,"

  I smiled and said, "If she turns out to be a woman, what will you do?"

   "Then I want to marry her..."

   "You have really strong taste,"

  cc smiled, and our mood was finally a little more relaxed in such a small joke, so we each lit a cigarette in this rare relaxation.

   "Zhaoyang, do you want Mier to marry Weiran?"

  I felt a sudden pain in my heart, so I replied after a while: "I don't want it, this man is too unscrupulous,"

   "Yes, but you and I both know that after you break up, the only person Mi Er will marry is him, because there is no love in her world, and she needs Wei Ran to support her in business,"

   "I don't want it to be what you said, it is impossible for a woman to fall in love with only one man in her life,"

"You're wrong. Maybe other women fall in love with different men at different stages, but Mier doesn't have the conditions, the time, and the mood. Love is a luxury for her, but now she has extravagant,'

   "Did she say this, or did you come up with it subjectively?"

   "That's what she said to me not long ago... But at that time, I thought you would not break up, after all, you love each other, but now it seems that the helplessness of life is still greater than love,"

  I remained silent, just smoking a cigarette mechanically.

  cc added: "If one day you heard about Mier and Weiran's marriage, how would you feel, and would you regret your choice to break up?"

   "cc, can you stop being so cruel to me, I don't want to think about such a picture,"

   "But such a picture may soon become a reality,"

My thinking was guided by cc, and finally the image of Mi Cai wearing a wedding dress and holding flowers standing next to Wei Ran just lingered in my mind, so the endless pain was surging and blocked Can't stop rushing towards me...

But cc ignored my pain and continued: "Maybe a year later, Mi Er will be pregnant with his child, and three years later, when you meet by chance, her and Wei Ran's child will already call you uncle... .”

I put my head in my hands and avoided saying: "...I can see all the pain you mentioned, but before the pain comes, don't let me experience it in advance, I beg you OK, okay?"

"Okay, I won't say anymore, I've said too much, it seems that I want to guide you to get back together, in fact, I really see the matter of your breakup, and I will not act as a lubricant between the two of you , "

"So much the better,"

  ...

Farewell to cc, I found a hotel on the side of the street to live in alone, but since the moment I lay on the bed, I kept thinking of the picture of Mi Cai wearing a wedding dress and becoming someone else's wife, and then being tortured Half dead... But even so, I didn't have the thought of regretting it. I deeply remember the words I said when we broke up. In fact, our love really has nothing to do with it. Soul, instead of continuing in such an empty state, it is better to start a new life cleanly.

This night, I completely suffered from insomnia, and then I thought about the past over and over again in the insomnia, but this kind of recollection, at this moment, is so fatal, so I am suffering more and more...I want to find I narrated this pain personally, but the night was already bottomless, and finally even the city fell into sleep.

Time is passing by so slowly, as if after a long century, the morning sun finally shines into my room through the gap between the curtains, but my spirit is so in a trance, because until now, I I didn't sleep for even a minute. At this time, I was living in a chaotic world, not awake at all, but I didn't have any desire to rest.

  I just watched the sun shine on my bed from several angles through the gap, until the phone rang, and I was in a daze.

This call is from Jian Wei. She asked me to go to her advertising company to get the batch of inn publicity materials that have been reworked. I dare not neglect. After washing up, I rushed to her advertising company with a dejected look. .

  ...

  Twenty minutes later, I came to Jian Wei's advertising company and went to the production department first, but the person in charge of the production department told me that those promotional materials had been sent to Jian Wei's office, and she had to personally inspect and accept them.

When she came to Jianwei's office, she poured me a cup of tea as usual, and she didn't rush to give me those promotional materials, but reminded: "Zhaoyang, once your Luku Tourism Culture Company is established, you will start It’s about financing, and it’s best to complete the layout of various inns, bars and restaurants in the southern and central areas of Jiangsu this year,”

   "Don't be so anxious,"

Jian Wei frowned and replied: "Can you take care of your career, or take the initiative to communicate with Uncle Yang Congrong... Don't you know that the advertising he made in the early days was intensive? , if you don’t raise funds quickly and expand the scale of operation, how can you make full use of this part of advertising resources,”

   "Uh... I will take time to go to Beijing to talk to Mr. Yang in detail these few days,"

   "Forget it, Uncle Yang is ready to bring his planning team to Suzhou to communicate with you, counting on you... this project will probably be yellow,"

   "Sorry, I have encountered a lot of things recently..."

Jian Wei interrupted me displeased: "You should save these explanations and tell Uncle Yang, I have not participated in this project, but I want to remind you, if you still have this negative attitude, the partner must A reassessment of the value of cooperation..."

Before Jian Wei could finish her sentence, my mobile phone rang.... My spirit was shaken, and I knew that this message was probably sent by Mi Cai, because yesterday I I sent her a message to go to the old house to get money and keys, but she hasn't replied yet...

   Hastily took out the mobile phone from her pocket, and it was indeed from Mi Cai, she said: "You can give the keys and money to cc, I won't go to the old house,"

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