My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  At about 9 o'clock in the evening, Mi Cai finally finished today's work. After she arranged the processed documents neatly, she took her handbag from the shelf beside her and prepared to leave.

I immediately got up and followed her, and the two walked out of the high-rise dedicated passage together. After getting on the elevator, I finally said to her who was not in the mood to pay attention to myself: "Let's have a meal together. have dinner,"

   “I already had work meals at the company,”

   "Then can you eat with me?"

   "I'm very tired today, I want to go back and rest,"

The elevator door has been opened, Mi Cai walked towards her parking space as she spoke, I caught up with her again, and then stood in front of her car door, saying: "Don't have a cold war between us, okay... ... I did do a lot of things wrong, and I regret it, but I really can't change anything... Robben is right in saying that life is moving forward after all, isn't it Live backwards, can you forget about those and think about the days to come,"

  Mi Cai looked at me with a complicated expression, but was still unwilling to say a word, so we stood like this, but because of the sweltering heat in the parking lot, drops of sweat appeared on both of our faces.

I said to her again: "Find a place to drink something, or you and I go home, we have a calm chat, I still don't believe that you don't know that this incident was maliciously operated by someone behind the scenes, we He is about to get married, and he can't hold back anymore, "

  Mi Cai finally spoke: "What I care about is not who is operating this matter, but your emotions and thoughts in this incident. In fact, there are some things that I just don't want to admit."

   "Can you explain,"

"The reason why a person is called a person is because people can associate and find similarities that can be connected in series in some seemingly independent events... I do know that you have lived a life of indulgence, I It can also be forgiven, after all, it happened in the past, but it is a knot in my heart, so I never deliberately think about it, but when those house opening records and photos are in front of me, I have a feeling of saying no. The feeling that comes out, I will think of all the things in the past, all the things you and Le Yao used to be together... You had a relationship with her, you gave up your life in Xuzhou and returned to Suzhou for her, she is not healthy You will take good care of her when she is comfortable, and you will rush over to her as soon as she encounters difficulties in Beijing... All of this is what I have seen with my own eyes. When you connect these events together , I really doubt, are you just sympathizing with her or out of friendship... Zhaoyang, can you give me a definite answer, "

I don't say a word, in fact, I don't know many emotions about Le Yao, but I don't need to doubt my love for Mi Cai. Can a man really fall in love with two women at the same time? Crazy, a loving hindsight.

  I didn't quite believe the conclusion I assumed, so I said: "I love you, and I want to marry you..."

   "Zhaoyang, I'm very confused now, and I don't want to make a choice, please let me be quiet for a while, I still have too many things to deal with at work.

A resentment suddenly rose in my heart, and I said angrily: "Work, work, in your eyes, there will always be only work, and all other things should give way to work, right... I know, after all I am just an accessory in your life, so you can completely ignore my anxiety and panic, and still indulge in your work with an eternal heart, "

My sudden anger made Mi Cai's complex expression appear again, she seemed to want to vent, but she was patient, and after a long time she whispered to me: "Yes, everything that happened now is mine The responsibility is that I don't care enough about you, so that you have the motivation to have an ambiguous relationship with other women forever, "

  Mi Cai’s words immediately blocked all the words I could respond to, and it took me a long time before I said: “What dissatisfaction do you have with me, let’s say it together today, because it’s a very painful thing to hold back in your heart and endure it.”

   "What we talk about is nothing more than these two things. There is really nothing to say, because neither of us has changed for the other, and we are still living in our own world."

   "So, you are admitting that in your heart, our relationship is far less important than Zhuo Mei and your career,"

  Mi Cai didn't say a word, she pushed me away for a while, opened the car door, and got into the car...

Watching the car gradually leave my sight, I still stubbornly refused to believe it. Mi Cai had already answered me in silence, but at this moment, I really felt tired in this relationship. The love I originally envisioned has deviated too far.

  .......

The night was dark, I didn't set an end point for myself, I was wandering aimlessly in the street alone, I was walking, trying to figure out some things, but the more I thought about it, the more confused I became, so I became more and more anxious, but I didn't Knowing how to vent, so I kept muttering in my mouth, and immediately attracted the rejection of passers-by. This kind of gaze made me feel again that the whole world seemed to be lonely and only myself was left, because no one could understand you, or I don't want to spend energy to understand you at all, so how can I understand you...

I finally couldn't bear this kind of incomprehensible loneliness, kicked the beer can in my hand, and stood in the center of the street and shouted loudly: "Time, can you **** go faster, let this **** go faster!" Let's turn over my life... Otherwise, if there is today and no tomorrow, how should I go on living..."

I sat on the curb by the side of the street with exhaustion after venting, took out a cigarette from my pocket tremblingly and lit it, and then looked at the crowd who avoided me one after another, absent-minded for a while, until the phone rang The sound suddenly sounded, and it ended this state of not being able to feel his own existence.

  I quickly took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and after looking at the number, it was Jian Wei calling. I was a little disappointed, so that after a while of hesitation, I answered the call.

  Jian Wei said to me: "Zhaoyang, how busy is the registration and establishment of the company?"

   "I'm a bit busy recently, let's postpone this matter for a few days,"

   "Don't postpone it. Uncle Yang Congrong has already started planning a publicity plan. You must synchronize with him, otherwise you will waste precious human resources."

  I was silent for a while, and replied: "I understand,"

"Well, by the way, we have already designed the visual identity system of Luku (the company that Zhaoyang plans to establish). If you have time now, come and have a look. If you have any comments, we are discussing the solution. , "

At this moment, I am full of tiredness, and I instinctively want to postpone this matter until tomorrow, but because of emotional matters, I have already delayed too much work in the past two days, and I should be responsible for my partner and my career, and finally Overcoming the tiredness, she said to Jian Wei: "Okay, I will go to your company right away, and I will be there in 20 minutes."