My 26-year-old Female Tenant

It was already midnight, and I was still sitting on the balcony full of plants, opened all the windows, and let the night wind blow **** the beer can I was holding in my hand. Only then did I realize that only my own room turned out to be So lonely... It seems to be crying with the wind, because this place has been branded with the imprint of rice color, but now she is gone, maybe she will not come back for a long time!

  In the early morning, I leaned against the window sill and fell asleep. My sleep was full of anxiety and restlessness, so that when I woke up at noon, my T-shirt was completely soaked in sweat.

I habitually took out my mobile phone from my pocket. Many people called me this morning, but there was no rice color. Although it was the expected result, my heart was still full of disappointment. I felt that she suddenly It's a lot farther away from myself, although it's not out of reach!

I don't have any appetite for food. I just took a hot bath and sat on the sofa, not interested in anything. I just remembered the scene of proposing to Mi Cai a few days ago, and I thought it was a fluke. She didn't give me the ring back, so there was room between us. <, maybe Mi Cai will go to her when she is sad. <Connected, I couldn't wait to ask her: "Has Mi Cai gone to your place?" <'s answer filled me with disappointment, and I was silent for a long time before answering: " That’s right, I left last night, I’m not here, and I don’t know where I went.”

   "Did you call her?"

"She wants to leave, can she still answer my call at this time?" <, this time the matter is a bit big, and she is not a woman who can be coaxed, so I called you , help me persuade her, I really don't want to break up our love that has just begun, it's really painful! "

   "Well, I'll give her a call first, you can wait for my news later."

"Okay, I'll wait for you at the restaurant in the empty city. If possible, you can take her to have a meal together." After the phone call, I immediately rushed to the music restaurant in the empty city, and the road bulged again. Courage called Mi Cai, but she didn't answer, but she didn't put me in the blacklist of contacts, which made me feel lucky that she was reluctant to end this relationship like this, but it still needed some time to resolve Get rid of these negative emotions, so she doesn't completely cut off from me.

  After arriving at the restaurant, I fell into an anxious wait. It happened that Robben was in the restaurant, practicing songs with the "Tear Nerve" band he had formed, preparing for the next round of original music competition. < phone.

After a while, Robben, who had finished singing, came to me, lit a cigarette, and said to me: "I read the news that broke out yesterday... Le Yao's affairs have become serious this time, You've been dragged into it too!"

I felt depressed, so I lit a cigarette for myself, and replied: "Yeah, life has played a big joke with me again, I don't know if I can survive this time... I am Refers to the relationship with Mi Cai."

   "What, did she have a fight with you?"

   "I wish she could cry and fight with me!"

   "Gone without a word?"

   "It's about the same, anyway, I don't want to answer my phone anymore..."

   "You are used to her problem."

"I don't think it's her fault. Thinking about myself a few years ago, I really did a lot of stupid things. She can't accept it for a while... Actually, I envy you, even if Like me, I slept with a lot of messy women, but Wei Manwen finally let go!"

   "Mi Cai and Manwen are not comparable, and your feelings are even more incomparable with us..."

   "Why is there no comparison?"

"Because the degree of dedication to love is different, if one day you betrayed her in front of Mi Cai on the Internet, she may be sad, but she will still be the chairman of Zhuomei, and her life will continue as before. The rhythm is passing, but Manwen's world collapsed because of this, and then she went to a small mountain village to support teaching... This is the difference in the degree of emphasis on feelings, so in the end she forgave me for all the wanderings in the past, of course, These are all things of the past, and life goes forward, not backward, and there is no point in going back and pursuing it."

Robben's words are not entirely correct, but there is still some truth, at least even he, an outsider, can see that in Mi Cai's mind, Zhuo Mei is the first, and feelings are important to her. Say, maybe just an accessory in life.

In my silence, Robben said to me again: "Zhaoyang, when a man and a woman fall in love, it's like standing on a balance. Once there is a difference between the two, the balance will definitely be out of balance. At this time It requires both parties to use tolerance and patience to make up for the weight gap, but Mi Cai doesn't seem to understand this truth, so you are always a little cautious, even useless in this relationship... Sometimes , I really don't quite understand, what is it that supports you to maintain this love? Is it really because of her overpowering appearance?...... I don't think you are so superficial! It's just a habit Sexually takes the relationship too seriously, but finds the wrong object of seriousness."

   "You're **** biased against her!"

Regarding my anger, Robben behaved very calmly, and after pinching out the cigarette **** in his hand, he said to me: "I won't be prejudiced against her, at least I can be regarded as friends with her. Le Yao feels aggrieved...... The same incident happened to you, do you have a word of concern for her? At this moment, how does she feel when facing such news alone, have you ever thought about it?"

  Under Robben’s blatant reminder, I thought of Le Yao, and then assumed that I was her, and after imagining it again, I realized: She should be more sad than any of us when something like this happened! ...But this time, no matter what, I can't go to Beijing again, unless I really don't care about my relationship with Mi Cai!

My silence made Robben sigh, and he said after a long time: "You have lost yourself in this relationship, I can see through it, but how is Le Yao worse than Mi Cai?...On I think there is no obvious difference in appearance. In terms of family background, Le Yao is not necessarily inferior to her Mi Cai. More importantly, she really cares about you, Zhaoyang. Think about it yourself. What a woman, she has stayed by your side differently for so many years, she will come and go when you call her...Damn it! Sometimes you think about it. I can't afford anything, but I've ruined my reputation in the entertainment circle!"

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