My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The wind outside the window blew again, but it made me more silent. Maybe all these years, I just know that Le Yao is a little dependent on me, but I never dare to regard this as unswerving love until death. When I said these heart-piercing words, I felt that my previous cognition collapsed in an instant, and I even convinced myself that this was just another joke on me after Le Yao brought his acting skills to the fullest.

My silence seemed to have irritated Le Yao, and she couldn't help crying again: "Zhaoyang, you are talking...or, until now, you still think this is a joke I made with you? "

   After a while I finally answered, "What can I say?"

Le Yao rushed over to me, pushed me down on the bed, and whimpered: "You beast...fucked my body, but you are always thinking about Jian Wei and Mi Cai... ...Why am I so contemptuous in front of you? ...Why! Huh..."

I turned my head subconsciously, but she bit me again, so the heart-piercing pain came from my shoulder, even more painful than before, but this time I didn't cry out in pain, nor did I He didn't push her away, but kept wriggling his Adam's apple, relieving his physical pain... But compared to the pain in Le Yao's heart, what is my pain?

   Le Yao finally let go of me, lying on my body, with tears in his eyes, he asked me after a long time: "Does it hurt?"

  I nodded...

Le Yao left my body, and now I looked at the place where she bit me on my shoulder, compared it with the old wound, and found that although there was a distance between the two wounds, they formed a smiling face, echoing each other from a distance, and then laughed Look at my mess at this time.

Le Yao found some alcohol cotton from nowhere, sat on the bedside and helped me clean up the wound bitten by her without saying a word, but her brows kept frowning, and she didn't say to me until the wound was cleaned up: " Zhaoyang, how much do I hate you to bite your shoulder like this?"

   "Actually, you want to call me a scumbag?"

   "You are a scum, do you need me to repeat it?"

  I fell into silence again, maybe because of guilt, or because I really didn't know how to face it.

Le Yao threw the wiped alcohol cotton into the trash, applied some wound medicine for me, and lay down on the bed, then looked at the ceiling without blinking, and I took out another cigarette On the road, I plan to use the time of smoking to think about what to say to her, and then make each other feel better.

   "Zhaoyang, who do you think we owe whom these years?"

"who knows?"

   "I owe you, so I love you, but you don't love me..."

   "Your logic is wrong."

  Le Yao ignored my rebuttal, and said with a look of memory on his face: "Do you still remember a few years ago, when you introduced me to your Polaroid department store to shoot promotional posters?"

   "Remember, after the poster effect came out, you surprised many people!"

  Le Yao shook his head and said: "I mean, you gave me the chance with great difficulty, but I almost let your pigeon go, and you were scolded by Chen Jingming!"

   "That's why I keep saying that you are unreliable!"

"Actually, on the day of filming, I went to meet my ex-boyfriend...We broke up completely that day...Really! What do I tell you, actually I want to say, I was in a hurry that day When I arrived at the shooting site, I was very moved when I saw you being scolded by Chen Jingming without saying a word, like a grandson, but I hadn’t fallen in love with you at that time!”

   "If it wasn't for my ignorance, Chen Jingming would dare to call me like a grandson?"

Le Yao finally smiled and said: "But even if he scolded you like that, you didn't blame me, you just said that you notified me at the wrong time, in fact, I know you are afraid that Chen Jingming will anger me, and you won't do it anymore Give me a chance to shoot..."

When others are emotional, I'm always not good at what to say, so I fell into silence for the third time. I didn't change the subject until I finished smoking a whole cigarette in my hand, and asked, "What happened to you and your ex-boyfriend?" What's the matter? He seems to have made you miserable!"

Le Yao looked at me, and said calmly: "He and I were alumni in college. After graduation, we both stayed in Shanghai with the dream of being a star. Later...he wanted to be a male actor in a certain play." No. 2, fell in love with a female producer... Hehe, he has made some nicknames these years, but he is just a second-rate star!... If there is no comparison between him and you, I don't think I will fall in love with you so quickly, and love you so thoroughly!"

After a little silence, Le Yao said again: "I saw the reality and ruthlessness of society in him, but I saw another kind of purity and beauty in you. It was you who didn't let me give up on myself. The motivation to live on, everything I have today is made possible by you, so no matter what kind of giving up I do for you, I am willing!"

At this moment, I couldn't tell what it was like, because of need, I instinctively looked for cigarettes from my pocket, but was stopped by Le Yao, this time she stared at me for a long time before saying: "Zhaoyang, some After all, I want to understand the matter, and your brand will be erased from my life after all... So, from the moment you leave this room, there will be no more love between us. relationship, even if there is still a debt between us..."

When Le Yao took the initiative to cut off all ties with me, I was not as relaxed as I imagined, and there was an indescribable inseparable feeling in my heart, but when I thought of Mi Cai, a woman who needed to be cared for with all my heart and soul, I finally still loved Le Yao. Yao nodded...

With tears in her eyes, Le Yao looked at me and smiled: "Okay, that's great... I will never come to you, a beast again, and I won't make a fool of myself to trouble myself... ...but Zhaoyang, can you tell me...say the word breakup? This will make me feel that before Mi Cai appeared...we were also in love of!"

  I pondered for a long time and said: "Sorry, I can't say it..."

Le Yao nodded with a painful expression, and finally said to me: "Okay, I won't force you...but you have to remember that I, Le Yao, **** you that night, not you. Fuck me, understand?"

   I really didn't know what she meant by that, so I didn't answer.

Le Yao didn't seem to really want an explanation, she pointed to the door of the house, and said to me with a resolute expression: "Go out, from now on we will erase each other from our lives, as if we have never met Pass."

  My heart was full of inseparable sadness, but I still stood up from Le Yao's bed, and looked at her for the last time, but her face was already covered with tears, and even the finger pointing out the door was trembling!

  ...

I can't describe what kind of mood I left Le Yao's house, but the whole person has become empty. I know that I will usher in a sleepless night again, so I wandered alone in that road. The night is still flowing by the Xitang River.

When I was about to reach the end of the river, I saw the woman in red again on the other side of the river. She did not break her promise and even came to Xitang in advance to participate in tomorrow's public welfare activities. This time she rarely called me first. He said hello: "This point is still hanging by the river, you seem to be quite free!"

   "If it's really free, that's great!"

   "What, do you have something on your mind?"

  I nodded and asked, "Do you have cigarettes there?"

   "Ms. Cigarettes, do you smoke?"

   "Don't pay attention, just smoke what you have."

   "Then come here."

I found a stone bridge not far away, went around to the side of the woman in red, and then sat with her by the deserted Xitang River. She took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and handed it to me, and lit it herself. Got one.

   "I heard that women who can smoke have a tragedy hidden in their hearts."

  She looked at me and said, "I never said that I live like a comedy."

   "Yeah, otherwise why would you come to Xitang again and again!"

  She glared at me and said, "Are you depressed and want to find superiority from me?"

  I replied without denying it at all: "Yes, otherwise, why would I sit here and chat with you at this late hour?"

   "You can complain to me, and I can also enlighten and enlighten you, but isn't it too hurtful for you to expose my scars as soon as you come up like this?"

   "Come on, what good results can a person who is more tragic than me lead to!"

   "The Xitang River is flowing in front of you, why don't you die?"

   "Alas! Death is easier said than done, there are so many things and feelings that cannot be let go in life after all."

She seemed to be touched by my words, she looked at the flowing river in a daze, and said nothing for a long time, but I suddenly remembered something, pushed her and asked, "Hey! Last time I told you Have you seriously considered investing in Zhuomei in the past?"

She came back to her senses, and she was no longer in the joking tone before, and replied seriously: "Of course I have considered it seriously, but will the previous investor withdraw the capital peacefully? If it is not a peaceful withdrawal, we, as the new investor It's also troublesome."

   "Peaceful divestment is impossible, and at this stage, Mi Cai still seems to have expectations for the former investor, and the situation is still unclear!"

  She smiled and said: "It seems that many things are really your own wishful thinking!"

  I didn't deny it, she raised her hand to look at the time, and said to me: "It's getting late, I'll go back to rest first, see you at the event tomorrow."

I nodded, and then watched her go. When her back completely disappeared from my sight, I suddenly thought of Le Yao again, and remembered the situation where we deliberately avoided seeing each other in the future. I couldn't help but feel depressed. Could it be that some people, Are you destined to be a passer-by in my life because of the paranoia and selfishness of love?

  If so, then the pen and ink left by this passer-by in my life is too heavy, too heavy for me to erase calmly...

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