My 26-year-old Female Tenant

In Yan Yan's puzzled eyes, I said: "Don't look at me with your big suspicious eyes, haven't you hurt Fangyuan? Between young couples, they hurt each other and benefit the healthy development of feelings. Who is present here?" I don’t know that I, Zhaoyang, have a good character.”

   After finishing speaking, he complained to Mi Cai: "Don't make trouble, hurt me, let's go home and flirt and say, these are all bad friends, don't get along with them."

   "Zhaoyang, you are really insane, because of your own tall image, you have demoted my group of people!" Xiang Chen said.

   "I've always been good at this!"

  This time, Mi Cai took the initiative to answer: "Then I said you have poor character, am I right?"

   "That's right!" Everyone agreed, then smiled knowingly, and raised their glasses to clink each other again. The atmosphere finally became more active.

I drank the remaining half bottle of beer in one gulp, and felt a little relieved, but from the corner of my eye, I looked at Jian Wei. Since entering the bar, she has been even more silent than Mi Cai, only occasionally talking to Xiang Chen. sentence.

Everyone continued to chat. Although I was sitting next to Mi Cai, I didn't dare to make any physical contact with her, because I was afraid that she would turn her face. Now I just hope that this party can end peacefully, and I don't want to do it again anyway. Participate, at this moment, only I know the pain in my heart, I just want to stand behind Jian Wei and Xiang Chen and wish them happiness silently, not like this.

   Against my will, I laughed and cursed with everyone, filling my heart with pain, but I couldn't escape.

   people! Wearing an ill-fitting mask hurts not only the face, but also the heart!

   Robben in the distance finally finished singing. He looked at me with the microphone and said, "Zhaoyang, come up and sing two songs to cheer up your friends."

  As soon as Robben finished speaking, Jian Wei was the first to applaud, and then Fang Yuan, Xiang Chen and others also applauded and whistled, and the atmosphere of the whole bar also became high.

  I glanced at everyone, nodded at Robben, and then walked to the stage.

   Robben handed me the guitar in his hand, and he took over a bass from the band member Xiao Wu to cooperate with me. I took a deep breath and asked for "Elopement" by Zheng Jun.

   "I'm giving you an elopement song..." I said as I plucked the guitar strings, and when I closed my eyes, some fragmented pictures came to my mind again.

"Dedicate our youth to the glorious city behind us. We paid the price for this beautiful dream, and left our love to the most sincere girl by my side. You sing with me, you wander with me, and you both suffer. It's only now that I suddenly understand, My dream is true love and freedom, I want to take you and elope to the farthest town

  I want to elope with you to be the happiest person...elope, elope, elope..."

In the tearing voice, I improvised and sang three elopements in a row. My emotions were completely released at this moment. Before Jianwei went abroad, we were forced to go to the bottom of the road. We hid from Shanghai to Suzhou, and wanted to go from Suzhou We eloped to Tibet. At that time, we naively thought that we could elope to the ends of the earth with the courage in this song. We also thought: a guitar, two people, running all the way is the happiest person. In the real world, the lives of two people are stolen...

  Heavy metal music tore apart longing, and all the worldly noise was submerged in this song "Elopement". I have never been so incapable of my own hysteria. I wish I could tear the world and emptiness apart!

  The sound of the music gradually stopped, and the applause began to thunder. I still looked up, and returned the guitar to Robben beside me for a long time, and walked to the bathroom without looking back.

  In the mirror in the bathroom, my face was covered with water stains, but fortunately, I finally managed to cover up the pain and aggrieved tears.

Once, she was my belief in this crazy city, but now, the belief has collapsed mercilessly, so those hurt, pain, longing, all suppressed in the bottom of my heart, finally overwhelmed and mutated in the time of a song, Cramping my nerves.

  …

Outside the bar, everyone said goodbye, the three of us were drinking a little too much, Fang Yuan put Yan Yan's shoulders on his shoulders and walked towards their car, Jian Wei helped Xiang Chen, who was unconscious, only Mi Cai and I stayed in harmony. imperceptible distance.

  Jian Wei helped Xiang Chen into the car, and when she thought she was about to leave, she turned around and walked towards me and Mi Cai.

  She stood in front of Mi Cai and me, but didn't look at me, and said to Mi Cai: "Go back and give him a glass of milk soaked in honey, his stomach is not very good."

  Mi Cai nodded, Jian Wei looked at me who was standing a little unsteadily, then nodded to Mi Cai, turned around and walked towards the car over there without saying a word.

   I stared at her back, unable to recover for a long time!

   "She's gone..." Mi Cai beside me said to me.

   "Oh." I replied numbly.

   "Where do you live, I will take you back."

   "No need, I can just take a taxi myself."

  Mi Cai smiled and said: "I promised your ex-girlfriend to help you make a cup of honey milk. I don't like to break my promise."

   "Then let's go."

  …

  Mi Cai was driving the car, and I sat in the passenger seat, watching the car press the light and shadow of the city through the tall buildings, I was a little dizzy, I knew the alcohol was coming.

   After being silent for a long time, Mi Cai finally asked me: "Is that song you just sang for your ex-girlfriend?"

   "Her name is Jian Wei."

   "Why, don't you like people calling her your ex-girlfriend?"

  I replied a little unhappily: "The two people who have separated... the relationship, it is better to call them by their first names?"

  Mi Cai smiled and said, "I'm afraid your heart is not as clean as your mouth says."

  I didn't answer, I stared at Mi Cai for a long time, and suddenly said: "Hurry up, I feel a little nauseous."

   "Then get out of the car and throw up."

   "Go home and throw up, drive faster." I urged again, and my speech became fluent.

  Mi Cai stepped on the brake, and the car stopped immediately: "Get out of the car and vomit, isn't it uncomfortable to hold back, there is a river over there."

Although I was dizzy, it was not enough to vomit. The reason why I vomited was because I didn’t want to talk about Jian Wei with her, but the inertia caused by this sudden braking almost prevented all kinds of wine accumulated in my stomach from spewing out. He can always expose my lies and punish me.

  I opened the car door, ran to the river and threw up hysterically.

  I was a little collapsed, lying flat on the ground in a large character shape, and was dizzy again looking at the twinkling starry sky.

  Mi Cai came to me and handed me a tissue, and said in a reproachful tone, "I'll make you drink so much more!"

   "Just now you didn't... slam on that, that brake, I wouldn't throw up at all." I still said not very neatly.

   "Really, then you were kidding me again just now?"

  It was only then that I realized that I was not calling myself up again, so I simply pretended to be dead and lay motionless on the ground.

   "You keep pretending, I'll go first."

  I remembered that night when Mi Cai was thrown in the wilderness, I grabbed her hand and said, "Don't go..."

  I firmly held Mi Cai's hand and refused to let go, for fear that I would be left alone in this area where few people and cars pass by.

  Mi Cai was a little flustered. She let me go while she was struggling, and I hugged her legs tightly again, as if I had found support, found comfort, and found the lost past.

   "Zhaoyang, hurry up and let go, you're too drunk, don't go crazy." Mi Cai's words became more tense, such physical contact was too intimate for us.

   "Let me hold you for a while, don't go away..." My voice was choked up.

   "I'm not Jian Wei, Zhaoyang, please be sober!" Mi Cai held my shoulders, struggled violently, finally pushed me to the ground, and ran towards her car.

Lying on the ground again, my world was dark, and the cold autumn wind woke me up gradually. After lying down for a while, I got up and walked to Mi Cai's car. , drove me to the back.

  The car started again, and drove towards the bright lights in front with the loss after I gradually woke up.