My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  I put down the watering can in my hand, then sat on the small bench on the balcony, took out a cigarette from my pocket and put it in my mouth without lighting it, then stared at the phone screen and waited for Mi Cai’s reply.

   "Oh, then answer my question after you finish watering."

Sure enough, I still couldn't get away with it, so I took out the lighter, lit the cigarette I was holding on my fingertips with a "snap", then squinted my eyes in the smoke, scratched my head, and finally replied: "I'm bored, she relies on Does being unreliable have something to do with you?"

   "Of course it has nothing to do with me, I just don't want to see you alone in Suzhou."

  Mi Cai’s high-sounding answer made me snort, and I immediately sent her a message: “Who is not born alone? We will always be accompanied by the sun, the moon, and the wind that is sometimes cold and sometimes hot!”

   "Where are those flowers and plants? They are also with you!"

   "No, the so-called flowers and plants are just a cover to paralyze you, because they will wither one day, and you will be left alone in the end!"

   "Then how can I not be lonely?"

  “Loneliness is the destiny of man.”

  Mi Cai replied with a crying emoji: "...I don't want to be alone!"

   "Ahaha...we are born to be alone!"

   "Zhaoyang, stop talking like that, think about it, I'm really lonely!"

   "What is your loneliness, at least there are so many people who like you and are in love with you!"

   "Is your loneliness lonely?"

   "I don't know, but I was so lonely that I slept alone in the bridge hole, listening to the sirens of the passing ships, and said good night to that huge city alone in the starry sky and dark night!"

After sending this message, I took a deep puff of my cigarette, and recalled the days when I was penniless in Shanghai. In order to wait for Jian Wei, who was trapped by her family, I really lived in the bridge hole, hugging the A lone guitar.

   So what is loneliness to me? It's just a piece of code left over from the years!

  It took a long time for Mi Cai to reply to my message: "There must be a woman who will always be with you, so that you will no longer be lonely, and she will not be alone either."

  I stared at this message for a long time, and countless gorgeous images burst out because of being with this woman, so I wanted to ask Mi Cai: Are you the woman who will always be with me?

  But after all, he just replied: "I'm sleepy, I'm asleep!"

  Mi Cai: "..."

After finishing the wechat conversation with Mi Cai, I lay on the bed, habitually lit a cigarette, and thought to myself, people are lonely when I think about it, for example, Jian Wei and I worked hard to be together after graduation, thinking that we are not I was lonely, but in the end I broke up and threw the loneliness to the other party, but I didn't want to think of the days when I was not alone when we were together.

well! If you live so alone, why do you want to stay in this world?

   After thinking about it again, I will understand. After all, there is only one city in the sky, so how can it accommodate all those lonely people.

  I thought of Mi Cai again. With her company, can we comfort each other's loneliness?

  I think it is possible, as long as I think of her by my side, even if I don’t say or do anything, my heart will be full, because her kindness and beauty have turned into warmth and driven away all the loneliness.

  …

Time went forward for another week. At this time, there were only 3 days left before New Year’s Eve. In the past week, loneliness accompanied me throughout. Even Fangyuan and Yan Yan’s couple had already returned to Fangyuan As for Mi Cai, I haven't contacted her again. To be precise, I contacted her, but she didn't reply, and of course I didn't pester her anymore.

  After being busy last night, I went to the moat with loneliness, but I failed to meet Jian Wei again, so even she has left Suzhou.

For me at this time, Suzhou became an empty city. In this empty city, there was a lonely river. I jumped into it and swam from east to west. The woman who called me and guided me ashore...

At this time, it was already ten o'clock at night, and when I got out of the bar, I took a deep breath as usual, rubbed my cold hands, then took out a cigarette and lit it for myself. It means that today's day's work is over.

   After taking two puffs, his eyes were suddenly covered by a pair of warm hands, and then he heard the familiar voice: "Zhaoyang, guess who I am!"

   "Don't make trouble..." I said and took her hand away.

Le Yao walked around in front of me from behind, and asked me with a smile: "Are you surprised, Zhaoyang?" <Stay with Robben, I won't bother them, and besides, you have to be busy for the bar until New Year's Eve, Can I not come back and help! "

   "Well, I finally have a conscience!"

   "It's not conscience, it's because I'm thinking about you. I flew back non-stop as soon as the crew was on vacation." Le Yao said, pulling my arm, looking much better than the last time he came back.

  I stubbed out the cigarette in my hand, and by the way, Le Yao took my hand.

   Le Yao didn't care, she still asked me in a happy tone, "Have you eaten yet?"

   "Go back and cook noodles."

   "It's so pitiful!... You'd better stop eating noodles, I'll treat you to a big meal!"

  I looked at Le Yao with a smile and said, "You are the face of an upstart now!"

   "I can have the honor to treat you to a big meal, and I don't mind showing the face of a nouveau riche at all."

   "Okay, get ready the money, I want to eat the duck's neck."

  Le Yao was speechless and said: "Look at your potential..."

  …

  On the bench by the side of the road, I was holding a bag of hot steamed buns, and Le Yao was holding the neck of the duck for me. We sat next to each other.

   I ate a mouthful of steamed buns and a duck neck, thinking that this is life, the life I want, at least at the moment I am not alone.

   "Take a sip of tea, don't choke." Le Yao said and handed me the tea in his hand.

  I sighed while drinking: "This is the life of the emperor, and there is a big star serving me!"

   "I am a female star, I only admire you!"

   "Fuck... run on me! A person who enjoys eating duck necks, what is worthy of your admiration!"

   "If you want, I'd be happy to eat duck necks with you!"

  I opened the convenience bag and looked, and there were only two duck necks left, and then I joked with Le Yao, saying: "There are only two duck necks, you are willing to eat with me, but I am not willing to eat for you!"

  Le Yao quickly grabbed a duck neck from the bag, took a quick bite, and then looked at me proudly.

  I immediately took out my phone from my pocket, took a picture of her greasy hands clutching the duck's neck, and asked her, "Do you have idol baggage?"

  Le Yao nodded and said: "Of course, I am an idol and a powerful faction!"

  I showed her the photos I had taken, and said with a smile, "I'm just a burden to your idol. If this photo is sold to some entertainment newspaper in the future, I will definitely make money!"

   "Tch, your threat level is getting worse and worse!"

   Le Yao put his arms around my shoulders while holding the duck’s neck, took out his mobile phone and took a photo with me, and then he was about to post it on his Weibo.

  I hurriedly stopped: "Don't, your circle is chaotic, I don't want to have scandals with you."

   "Then do you still think the photo you just took can threaten me?"

  I shook my head quickly: "No, the contest between us is no longer at the same level. You have been drinking melatonin supplements lately, right?"

   Le Yao reacted in a daze, and then wiped my face with greasy hands: "Zhaoyang, you are really hurt!"

  While hiding, I reprimanded her seriously: "Don't make trouble, be careful and **** you!"

   "Fuck, fuck..."

  During the frolicking, my mobile phone’s WeChat notification sounded again. I knew it must be from Mi Cai, who I hadn’t contacted for several days, because there were only messages from her, so I set the ringtone reminder!