My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  & chased me outside, then grabbed me and said, "She left my restaurant in the afternoon and went directly to Shanghai. Did you find it in Suzhou?"

  I was dumbfounded immediately, and still did not give up and asked: "Didn't you mean the plane tomorrow afternoon?"

   "That's right, so if you arrive in Shanghai tonight, you won't have to rush the next day!"

In the cold winter of the twelfth lunar month, it was as if a pot of cool water poured into my heart from the head, but the desire to see Mi Cai in my heart did not go out, and I said in a low voice for a long time: "...I will go to Shanghai to find her."

   After a long time, she shrugged helplessly and said to me: "She turned off the phone, she should have rested."

   I lit a cigarette in a daze, took a few puffs, and my heart gradually calmed down, so I asked myself: If I found her now, what would I say to her?

  Mostly, there is nothing to say, and then both of them fell into an awkward silence. After all, it is far-fetched for Mi Cai to say that she likes me at this time, otherwise she would not go to the United States with Weiran.

  < dragged me back to the bar again, so I finally extinguished the urge just now, but the desire to drink burned up.

   "I didn't want to keep her, I just wanted to see her suddenly."

"Yeah, you know it was sudden... I hope that your feelings are based on rationality rather than impulsiveness. Of course, impulsiveness is not what Mi Cai wants!" atted me on the shoulder and said: "But you also Don't worry, if Mier is willing to develop a relationship with Weiran, she has already been a boyfriend and girlfriend in the United States for a few years. The main purpose of going to the United States this time is to meet her friends in the United States. Old friend!" <, just leaning back on the sofa, staring at the ceiling in a daze, and then Mi Cai's face appeared in my mind lingeringly.

  …

  Back home, it was already late at night. After I washed up, I didn't want to disturb myself too much, so I turned on the TV and watched TV programs, trying to divert my attention.

Holding the remote control for a while, I finally stopped on a talk show on a certain station. I saw Le Yao in this show, but she was not the subject of the key interviews. Most of the time she just acted as a foil, and occasionally After talking a few words, the topic surrounding her was the scandal that was exposed last time. Le Yao handled it well, saying that this actor was just a senior she admired, which made me think: She has gradually adapted to that circle. <, and then reviewing the days when I returned to Suzhou again, I only felt: I didn’t adapt to real life, on the contrary, I deviated seriously, because during these days, I never calmed down and thought: What should I do? How to survive in the city of Suzhou.

Counting those abandoned days after graduation, I have lived in this city for almost 4 years. According to the routine, I should be the same as Fangyuan. In this city, I have a stable job and a set of my own. A house, and a woman who can accompany me at night.

However, I still have nothing, no wonder every time I have an impulse towards Mi Cai, I have been suppressed by myself, because I really lack a little confidence, with what I have now, how dare I want to marry Mi Cai as a wife , Let her give birth to me for these two things.

At this time, I'm really glad: I didn't see Mi Cai tonight. In fact, rather than meeting her impulsively, I should think about how to plan my future, because a responsible man must Understand: Before asking for love from a woman, you must first see what you can give her?

  If it’s just some ignorant impulses and empty promises, it’s not enough... After all, the love between Jian Wei and I died when the promises couldn’t be fulfilled and the passion faded away.

  So I started to plan my life, but I didn’t dare to plan too far, because, after the bar got on the right track, I would face a choice: should I stay in Suzhou or go back to Xuzhou?

  Actually, I am not particularly inclined to any city. I can stay in Suzhou. It seems better to go back to Xuzhou to be with my parents!

  However, no matter which city I choose in the end, I should prepare some money for buying a house and a career for myself. If I stay in Suzhou, I will continue to expand the bar. If I return to Xuzhou, I will find a stable job.

In the dead of night, I just set myself a short-term goal. In the end, which city I choose to live in depends on her. If there is no possibility of love between us, I have no reason to stay in Suzhou. If we fall in love Now, I am still willing to accommodate her, accompany her in Suzhou, and then settle down!

  Thinking in this way, my heart is no longer disturbed, because after setting up short-term goals, I have a little more expectation for life and more motivation!

  …

The next day, when I woke up, it was almost noon, I turned on my phone to check the exact time, but unexpectedly received a WeChat message from Mi Cai, the content was very simple, with a smug expression and a sentence "I'm going to the airport !"

  I can't figure it out: I go to the airport when I go to the airport. Why do I have to add a proud expression?

  I smiled and texted her back: "Bon voyage... By the way, how long are you going to spend in America?"

After sending the message, I checked the time, and it was not yet 12 o'clock. If she was flying in the afternoon, then she should still be at the airport at this moment, so the mobile phone is probably on, so she fell into waiting, so that even I forgot to wash.

  The phone finally rang, and I quickly picked it up from the coffee table, but I was a little disappointed. This was not a reply from Mi Cai, but a call from Yan Yan.

  I connected the phone and asked in a low mood, "What's the matter?"

   "Speak politely with my sister..." Yan Yan said dissatisfied.

   "Sister, what's the matter?"

  Yan Yan on the other end of the phone smiled and said: "Come to my house for lunch, and Manager Chen and Zhao Li are also here. You guys have had a few drinks. It's been a long time since we got together!"

   "Okay!" I immediately agreed. In fact, apart from having a meal to reminisce about the old days, I wanted to chat with them and learn about their work during this time in Zhuomei, because I really hoped that they could share the pressure on Mi Cai.

   "What kind of wine do you want to drink, tell my sister, and my sister will buy it for you."

  Just as he was about to answer, there was another notification tone from WeChat on his phone, and he immediately said to Yan Yan, "Beer, hang up."

   After finishing speaking, Yan Yan really hung up without giving Yan Yan a chance to speak, and then impatiently opened the WeChat message sent by Mi Cai.