My 26-year-old Female Tenant

   After finishing the WeChat conversation with cc, I fell into waiting, which contained concern and anxiety.

  Lighted a cigarette to calm my emotions, and finally calmed down a bit, and I also began to recall some things and some pictures that I just experienced with Mi Cai in my brain.

  After filtering layer by layer, the sentence that Mi Cai said to me before leaving, "I take myself too seriously, I shouldn't force others to be difficult!" was finally frozen in my mind.

  I chewed this sentence repeatedly, and then ground it into a word, a word, to guess Mi Cai's emotions at that time.

In fact, when I get along with women, I am not a delicate man, and the only one who has really been in love with me is Jian Wei. In that unforgettable relationship, the beginning and process are so natural and natural When you fall in love, you naturally experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in love, but the result is jerky.

  This gap turned me into a hedgehog, so I never fell in love again. What I like is straight-forward indulgence. That's why I had an affair with Le Yao.

  After thinking about it carefully, I seem to understand the meaning of Mi Cai's words. At least she hopes that she will occupy a very important position in my heart. Thinking about it in turn also shows that she cares about me.

  But why didn't I notice it just now? Maybe it’s because we’ve always been in a fight during the long-term relationship, and this kind of fight has created a kind of inertia in thinking. The inertia thinks that she asked me to buy sanitary jin for some purpose, which embarrasses me, but it’s actually because Intimacy, with her indifferent nature, it is undoubtedly because of intimacy that she can make a man buy such personal things for her.

  At this moment, I understand: No matter what capacity we get along with, we still need to work together to avoid misunderstandings like today.

  < Sent, and there is a photo of instant noodles in WeChat, with a line of words attached to the bottom of the photo: She is eating.

Looking at this message full of pictures and texts, I hesitated for a long time, and I didn’t know what to reply. I just felt a little pretentious. Originally, the script of this night should be that we went to the square to play racing cars after a sumptuous dinner together. But now I am still on an empty stomach, and Mi Cai eats instant noodles after returning home. How bitter it is!

   "Zhaoyang, how is the bar doing recently?"

   “Under renovation and will be open again soon.”

   "Thank you for your hard work... By the way, I have good news for you. I have already signed a new play. I will pay off the debt from the bar in the shortest possible time. Don't put too much pressure on me!"

  I stared at this message for a while, before I replied: "I always think that your trip to Beijing is a bit too smooth..."

   It took a long time for Le Yao to reply this time: "Everyone will have their own opportunities when they accumulate to a certain extent. This time I met and grabbed it. You should be happy for me instead of worrying."

Just a short sentence, I felt the transformation of Le Yao, her words were a little perfunctory and forceful, it was really not like the girl who used to be extremely insecure, maybe the disaster would really make a person grow, now Le Yao Yao has bid farewell to the past, but I really don't know whether I should be happy for her.

   After a while, I sent her a message back: "It's getting late, go to bed early, contact me when I'm free!"

"Good night."

   A sloppy "good night" made me no longer feel her clingy and longing dependence.

   "Huh..." I let out a heavy breath, threw the phone aside again, wanted to pull the quilt up and continue to sleep, but suddenly lit a cigarette for myself, and then waited for the unreachable dawn in the dark.

  …

Time continues to move forward, this is another weekend, and in the past 4 days, I have not contacted Mi Cai again, of course, she has not contacted me again, just heard bits and pieces from cc There is some news about her.

She has spent the last week in Shanghai, because Zhuomei's shopping mall in Shanghai is about to open. Of course, she will have a lot of free time to accompany Weiran in Shanghai these days, but they are maintaining the original I don't know if the relationship has developed or not, and cc didn't tell me.

In addition, the decoration of the bar is coming to an end, and the time for the second opening is officially confirmed on the weekend of next week, but unfortunately: I still haven't come up with any good marketing ideas, and I began to feel more and more urgent. Also getting more and more nervous.

  In the dusk of sunset, I brought the racing car to the square alone, ready to relieve the recent pressure.

  Because it was the weekend, there were many more people in the square than usual, so that all the benches available for rest were taken by the people who arrived first.

I sat cross-legged on the ground carelessly, and then started to play with the racing car. After about half an hour of touching, I suddenly saw two familiar figures with a racing car in their hands, not Mi Cai and Wei Xiao. Who.

  In Wei Xiao’s hand is still the Tamiya commemorative four-wheel drive, while in Mi Cai’s hand is a brand new petrol-powered racing car.

  Wei Xiao grinned at me from a long distance away, but Mi Cai completely ignored my existence, stopped not far from me, and put down the racing car in his hand.

   Mi Cai started several times but failed to start successfully. I finally took the opportunity to go over to her and said to her: "Let me help you, your method of starting is wrong."

   "Thank you, no need." Mi Cai said and pulled the starter rope again but still failed to start the car.

  I knelt down beside her and asked in a chatty tone, "Why did you go back to Suzhou today?"

   "Can't come back for the weekend?"

  Wei Xiao interjected again, saying: "Brother, the referee sister came back to help Grandpa, she said that I don't need to come to the square to set up a stall in the future."

  Although Wei Xiao didn’t express it very clearly, I already understood: Mi Cai has already taken care of helping Wei Xiao’s grandfather set up a cabinet to sell handicrafts in Zhuomei.

  I smiled and said to Wei Xiao: "Little Fatty, I have an adult whisper with your referee sister, you go over there to play for a while, and I will treat you to KFC later!"

   "Okay, I've got something to eat again!" Wei Xiao jumped up and down, and then very cooperatively took his racing car and ran to the middle of a group of children to play.

  I cheekily said to Mi Cai who ignored me: "Your new car is not bad, did you spend a lot of money to buy it?"

   "Why should I spend money to buy it? Do you think no one else gave it to me except you?"

  Mi Cai’s words made me feel a little disappointed. After all my hard work, I could only send her a second-hand racing car, while others could do it in minutes, and the performance was better. This is the gap.

I concealed my disappointment, took the car from Mi Cai, and said while operating it: "This is a new car, you need to run in, the main oil needle and the auxiliary oil needle should be slightly rich in oil, otherwise there will be many problems after starting , and don’t insert the ignition stick before starting, block the damper with your fingers, first pull the starter rope a few times, let the pump oil enter the casing, you know?”

  Mi Cai was finally not as indifferent as before. She looked at me and nodded, and then asked: "You didn't have a gas-powered car before, how do you know so much?"

  Mi Cai’s question reminded me of Xiang Chen. The reason why I know so much is because Xiang Chen had a gas-powered racing car when we were in college. We played with it for a long time, and I definitely don’t have the spare money to buy it.

   "Played with friends." I replied lightly, and Mi Cai didn't ask further.

I helped Mi Cai adjust the car, squatting tired and sat on the ground carelessly, but Mi Cai also sat on the ground carelessly with me, watching me adjust the car for her with great interest .

  I pulled her up from the ground and said, "Aren't you cold sitting on the floor? This is just after menstruation, and the resistance is very weak. What should I do if I'm sick?"

   "Aren't you sitting too?"

   "I'm a rough man who can carry it, can you?"

   "But squatting is really tiring!"

  I looked around, but couldn't find anything suitable for her to sit on, so I took off my down jacket and spread it on the floor and said to her, "Sit down, so you won't catch cold!"

  I started to sit on the ground and debug the car again, but Mi Cai didn't sit down, she was looking at me with complicated eyes.

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  Unknowingly, I have written more than 300,000 words, which also means that I have already started, and it is necessary to say something about this book from my perspective.

  Whether it is an editor in the industry, a fellow author, or a reader, I have never defined my book as a small white essay. Since it is not a small white essay, it must take a lot of effort to read to read more.

But many readers are unwilling to read the plot of the book as a link between the past and the future. For example, the plot of buying that thing yesterday made many people dissatisfied. Didn't really look at it in conjunction with the previous text. . .

   It’s even more funny. Someone said: This is completely inconsistent with the previous article’s portrayal of Zhaoyang... Who can live with a posture in real life? Only in yy novels will the protagonist be given a specific personality, and then follow this personality to conquer the universe. . . We are all vacillating in life. Any choice will be changed due to the environment and the characters we face. This is a real person.

Apart from reading some online YY novels, some readers have not read a few books seriously. They always like to examine books on other themes with that kind of vision. The plot doesn't make sense.

  For this part of readers, I sincerely suggest that you abandon the article. My book needs to be read with a calm mind. If you read it with a strong desire, it will only make you more painful.

When writing this passage, I suddenly thought of the fifth season-themed bar in the book. This book is very similar to this bar. It does not belong to the public, but after all, there are readers who like to read it. Accepting this kind of subject matter, it is not necessary to think about it now. The readers who are really willing to spend their time reading it are the harvest after writing the book, because our thoughts are interlinked,...for some incomprehensible Reader, what you instill in him is a two-way pain for me and for him.

I have written three books and met many readers. Some people are willing to spend thousands or tens of thousands of dollars to support this book. No matter whether they are satisfied or not, they still watch silently and support it. If you support it, you will also say to me: Tank, you write slowly, we are not in a hurry, I voted for you to support, not to urge you to update... There are also some who are not satisfied with the plot and then various Disgusting readers, but there is one characteristic of this kind of readers, look at their previous book review records, they usually don't say anything, as long as the plot is dissatisfied, they will immediately jump out and scold the street. . . . I am very annoyed by such people, extremely annoyed! However, such people are extremely selfish in reality. Because there is too much desire in my heart, and I am too eager to master others, I want to ask, are you capable enough to master others? People who are truly capable of realizing their possessive desires will not swear all kinds of things because they are dissatisfied with a book, so this kind of people are really sad and ridiculous!

  From the perspective of the above two types of readers, this is such a realistic and three-dimensional world.

Closer to home, let’s talk about this book. First of all, I have to admit that there must be elements in the book that cater to commercialization. If it is completely realistic, it is a bit far-fetched, but it does not mean these plots. The people in these books are in real life. No, it's just that it's relatively rare, and it's not in your life.

  I am trying to make a breakthrough in this book. I want to describe a complete love and the various emotions in this love within the scope of my ability. . .

  Whether it is the best girlfriends or the growth history of Diaosi, the handling of emotions is abrupt and out of touch, focusing on the result but downplaying the process. . I wanted to make up for it in this book, so I wrote it in detail, but this just gave some people the feeling that I deliberately slowed down the pace. . . Still the same as before, I am a person who is responsible for my own writing. My book is not plagiarized or falsified. What I write is what I want to write. I have a clear conscience!