My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  The light of the car tore a gap in the night, my heart ran wildly along this gap, so I caught up with the cold wind riding the moonlight, I felt a little cold!

  Finally came to the edge of the moat, and I saw Jian Wei's red Cadillac cts again, it was still so dazzling, but it was lost in the boundless night, somewhat alone.

Walking down the steep slope, I saw Jian Wei sitting on the steps wearing a red down jacket. Her back was facing me. I couldn't see her face for the time being, but I knew she must be lost, otherwise she would not have seen her. It is necessary to come here to endure the ravages of the cold wind.

  I approached her and sat down next to her, following her dejected eyes to look at the dark river, but no one spoke.

In silence, I took out a cigarette from my pocket, but I couldn't find a lighter. Just when I was about to give up, Jian Wei took out a lighter from my bag, and with a "click", a bunch of cigarettes that could fulfill me popped out. flame.

  I got closer to the flame with a cigarette in my mouth, and the smoke spread from between my fingers as if it had been lost and recovered.

  I took a deep puff of the cigarette, and then looked at the lighter that Jian Wei held in her hand...

   This is a blue lighter, which has lit my cigarette countless times, but I have never owned it, because it has been kept by Jian Wei, and she has kept it for me since the beginning of our relationship.

  I'll never forget her telling me: She likes to light a cigarette for me and see me contented.

   Hoo! At this moment, I almost couldn't hold it anymore, and fell into the beauty of the past...but I was silent, unable to say anything, because there was already a thing called the passage of time between us.

  …

I finally snuffed out the unfinished cigarette in my hand, and in order to melt the frozen atmosphere, I smiled and said: "We won't just sit like this from the beginning to the end, you will say something to me, right? "

   "I don't want to say anything, as long as you sit with me for a while."

  I took out my phone from my pocket and found the text message Jian Wei sent me again. Sure enough, she just asked me to accompany her, but didn't talk about chatting.

  I nodded and said nothing if I didn't speak, just as two strangers I met by chance, and then I took the opportunity to freeze my throbbing heart again.

   But the night bewitched by the wind seems to have a kind of magic power, which pulls me back to the lush years a few years ago, so I wandered in these years, but was threatened by the happiness I once had.

It’s just that happiness and threat are obviously two opposite words, why are they so three-dimensionally compatible in my thinking? It took me a long time to understand, because it was the happiness of the past, and if all good things are involved in the past, they will become A drug that makes people enjoy themselves and then poisons them now.

  I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and asked Jian Wei who was beside me: "Are you having a conflict with Xiang Chen?"

   "We've always had conflicts."

   "It's normal for two people to have some conflicts..."

  Jian Wei finally looked up at me and said, "I know...I want to ask you a question. If your girlfriend wants to work, will you stop it desperately?"

  I thought for a while and replied: "I won't... But, you have to understand, I can't afford a girlfriend who doesn't work. This is an objective reason, and Xiang Chen is different!"

   "What if you can afford it?"

   "I don't know, because I haven't reached that height. Thinking about it in my current situation, the answer I gave you may not be accurate."

   Jian Wei fell into a daze, and said to me for a long time: "You will not be restrained, because you are a man who likes to pursue freedom and is not selfish, so you will definitely let your other half be free."

  Jian Wei's evaluation of me stunned me. Does she really know me better than me? Knowing not only who I was in the past, but also who I might be in the future.

After another long period of silence, Jian Wei seemed to be talking to me or talking to herself, "I will definitely start an advertising company and become the top advertising company in China. This is my dream." ...nobody can stop me."

  I persuaded, saying: "In fact, sometimes it is a kind of gain to compromise for love. If you are too persistent, you will be the one who suffers in the end!"

   Jian Wei stared at me with a complicated expression: "You know what? If I can't realize this dream, I will feel that my life is completely worthless... Apart from this dream, I really don't know what else I have left!"

I didn't speak for a long time, but I felt Jian Wei's struggle and pain. I just couldn't understand why she was so pessimistic. She has a lot now. As long as she is not with me, her parents will definitely let go of the fact that she was with me The past together gave her the warmth of the family, no matter how bad it was, the love from Xiang Chen.

  In the repeated silence, Jian Wei skipped the topic just now and asked me: "Do you still want to smoke?"

   "Yeah." I said and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case.

  At the same time, Jian Wei took out the blue lighter again, and the smoke filled the air again...

However, before she had time to enjoy the satisfaction of a cigarette, Jian Wei had already picked up her handbag, and before she left, she said to me: "Zhaoyang, thank you for coming to accompany me, I feel better. I will prepare for the establishment of an advertising company... Even if no one supports me, I will always stick to this one and only dream."

"You will succeed." I said, but this is definitely not a polite word, because Jian Wei's father is a leader in the advertising industry and owns a 4A-level advertising company in Shanghai, and Jian Wei is his only daughter. Will be very helpful.

However, Jian Wei's personality is still too strong. If she inherits her father's advertising company, at least it will be much easier than her own struggle. But everyone has their own ambitions. As an ex-boyfriend, I should silently bless her and wish her the best Fulfilling her dreams and even surpassing her father in the advertising industry.

  …

After Jian Wei left, I sat alone by the moat for a while. Now Jian Wei and I have become more and more like friends. Even if we meet, we don’t talk about the past, so I believe that we can still be friends after breaking up In fact, I don't reject being friends, but I don't cater to them either. It's good to let things take their course, because I don't want to add unnecessary pain to myself. At least for now, I still can't completely separate the relationship with Jian Wei, after all I still owe her a huge sum of 500,000 yuan.

After returning to my residence and opening the door, I subconsciously looked at the shoe rack, but I didn’t find Mi Cai’s shoes. Looking at the food on the dining table, there was no trace of being touched at all, which made me realize that Mi Cai might be The anger left.

  But I don’t think it’s necessary, because she can eat a meal by herself, and she doesn’t have to play with me because I’m not her boyfriend after all.

  Bewildered, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket and immediately called Mi Cai. I wanted to ask her why she left without eating.